I was standing in purple light and you said that you remembered that the first thing you thought was: "**** she's ugly."
I burst down
Of laughter
Than after we walked out of the light.
And you said that I was the most beautiful thing you've ever seen.

The feeling of the saltwater getting through my hair, is amazing to.

The balance you make while standing on your board, like you're finally completed.
Like my heart is on the right place.

I don't feel anything.
I believe what you say of me.
Her I am, feeling again.

Nobody will miss me.

I don't wanna live anymore. I can't hold on, I'm sorry.

I feel lonely but I don't want company.

I should eat more.