"imy" poems
I stopped calling
stopped texting
unfriended you on Facebook (LOL-not even my account....I don't have one) today
We've been friends for more than half my life
more than friends from time to time (FWB....BFF....NSA.....OMFG!)
and now it's like neither of us exists
Because you had to lie
you had to hold out....lead me on
to cover your *** for doing something I repeatedly told you to do ***
So painfully slowly I'm erasing you
deleting you
turning my mind off you (IMY :-( XO)
TTFN
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 8:15 PM UTC
I miss you.
Plain and simple.
I miss you at 5:45am when I open my eyes to go to school, and I miss you as I dry my hair, I miss you when I put on the bracelets you once held in your hands, I miss you at school whenever my mind drifts away class (happens often), and I miss you at recess as I see everyone's face but yours. And I come home and I take a nap, because I miss you perhaps a little too much. And so when it's 3 in the morning and I can't sleep, you can certainly guess who just doesn't leave my mind. And so, I miss you against all odds and despite the gossips, I just plain and simple, miss your body next to mine.
And the only reason, your thought hasn't consumed me, the only reason I find all of this bearable, is because perhaps, you miss me too.
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 11:17 PM UTC
Hugs
Kisses
Feelings
Looks
Wants
Lust
Love
Needs
Loss
Security
Belief
Fear
Togetherness
Depression
***I Miss You ... ***
Sep 1, 2010
Sep 1, 2010 at 7:40 PM UTC
Ill never find words to describe
This awful feeling deep inside
My heart gets weaker and weaker with every break
Inside my soul it hurts it aches
This man that i love and adore
Threw my feelings down and swept them out the door
And what hurt the most is he did it with such an ease
Almost as if he had no feeling
Imy only thought is this is the last time ill ever let anyone have control of my mind
Head held high i turn and say goodbye
Sep 23, 2023
Sep 23, 2023 at 5:55 PM UTC
I feel my fingers searching for yours to interlock with
My ears waiting to hear you call my name
Eyes that look for your face in the crowd
There are nostrils that miss the scent of your cologne
A heart that longs for your reciprocated feelings
The way things were before
But all my fingers feel are my own bed sheets
I hear the crickets sing during midnight when I need you most
There is nothing in front of me but the wall
Creamy, dull, and empty
My nose can't smell a single odor
It is stuffed with mucus as I cry myself to sleep tonight
My chest is filled with needles
Aching, sore, and quite unbearable at the moment
Because I realized, my soul is searching for yours.
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 9:48 AM UTC
I’ll miss you
My love but it's best
we part ways
You've been my joy, my comfort
but it's hurts
more to stay than to leave
So I hope you dream of me
in the night and miss me too
Aug 31, 2020
Aug 31, 2020 at 8:52 PM UTC
Three letters.
Describing what I am feeling right now. 10:01 PM, I start thinking of you. Thinking of our old doings. We used to be with each other, if you want to go somewhere you want me to come with you and also me. 10:01 PM this is the time when I am done with my works as a theater actress member. The time when I will go home and open my phone to check your chats.
This is the time we talk! Talk about little things that will turn in to bigger things. We talk about you, your family, about your day and many happenings that we want to talk. We laugh, we also have misunderstanding, those clingy chats that we even talked.
Then one day, I chat you. 10:01 PM about YOU and ME. It seems that you're too busy in what you are doing in that time. I disturb you, I just want to know: WHAT WE ARE NOW? ARE WE FRIENDS? OR NOT? then I saw three dots on the screen. then gone. three dots again. then you replied: MAYBE, LET US SEE. THIS IS WHAT I'M TELLING YOU FRIENDSHIP TO THE NEXT LEVEL.
I ASSUME! I assume that you feel what I am feeling right now, weeks past, and even months. You always wait for me and walked with me to my home. You gave me chocolates and we have couple watch, that until now your wearing. I am close with your family, and they keep on telling that you and I are not just friends.
Time past! 10:01 PM. I talked to you again. saying that I LOVE YOU! and finally you said to me: YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND, I THINK WE WILL WORK BETTER AS BEST FRIEND.
Stop! 10:01 PM. I saw your name in chat box. You are online. I typed: IMY. 10:01 PM, I can't! I didn't send it! Every time imy I keep on typing this three letters but I can't send it. I can't.
Today, 10:01 PM when I started writing this poem, not typing imy in our convo but writing a poem that keeps on reminding how STUPID I am to love you beyond your imperfections. :'( I love you, until now!
Mar 4, 2017
Mar 4, 2017 at 9:13 AM UTC
I want you to stay
The words I was begging you to say
You hold truth in your eyes
But then your mouth tell me lies
Maybe I missed the old days
The love is there I know
Maybe I missed our old ways
I closed my eyes and try to sleep in these dark days
There are voices in my head
I want myself dead
But I remembered the words you said
At the end of the day,
I love you still
I always will
Apr 8, 2018
Apr 8, 2018 at 4:51 AM UTC
frankly,
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i should forget you
better off without you?
why can't i shake you
i need to forget you
but i don't want to
it's something i can't do
soon i'll unlove you
but right now, i miss you
s.s
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 12:49 PM UTC
its one of these nights
where nothing can help me sleep
im so restless and cant sleep
i need to, i want to, but i cant
my blankets are making me suffocate
my chest is aching, but i think thats just thoughts of you
a lot of things with other explanations i blame on you
(s.m.)
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 12:33 PM UTC
Every time you come to my mind,
That’s when I start to cry.
But then I remember you wouldn’t want that,
So I smile and wipe my eyes.
I know you’re always looking down on me
From heaven up above.
Your spirit is always with me,
Whether in a flower or a dove—
I feel your presence and your love.
Oct 29, 2016
Oct 29, 2016 at 12:24 PM UTC
I know I haven't kept in touch
Carino I'm going through so much
I miss those all nighters with you
Just know I'm stuck like glue
Whenever you're feeling blue
I'm right there beside you
Remember my heart remains
Your soul ran through my vains
Settled in and called it home
Hasn't left still lives their alone
Through you I grew never knew
Had no clue but it's true
Thank you for this blessing
Always & Forever imy ily iny
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
My heart feels every thing all around me. All eyes that look straight down a pond me will tie a ribbin marking the way home.
All my nerves feel nothing less of the atmospheric pressure making all my deepest thoughts turn all the tricks into magic that would of saved me.
Laying stuck in a daze losing reality all on me.
People all around will change the rules of how thought will one day bring the brightness alive with breathes and emotions that turn the tables up side down.
My thoughts and me wake the sky cry with all my tears I could never cry.
Cause in reality all my eyes see is a manche in we are we run on gasoline.
I lay stuck in my head just thinking why the human society can be so malevolent and evil with not emotion.
Darkness will set as we all turn our anger .
For my mind I only can do is face all reality walk the darkness feeling the cold rhythm of all the machines that run society.
My heart runs faster than my breath making every thing twist
I'm not a machine I can feel all pain all your pain I have a heart that can fill with sadness joy love hope light or dark I can escape the danger of your stupidity .
I have thoughts that will change society . I have a heart that will change all the rules of what humanity will show.
I have emotions that can make the sky cry
I have emotions that can destroy the Beauty of a lier.
I feel all your pain misery teats I can feel the rhythmic beat of your soul knowing what has destroyed your hopes and dreams.
Imy not a machine I am flesh and blood with a sense of deeply caring and respect that can under stand things no one knows
My heart is hope and my mind is reality that will change society's miss leading.
I feel all your pain I can read your mind taking what destroyed you giving you my heart to run with open minds
Than we aren't machines but we are just thoughts that can set all of our dreams to become what we really need
Aug 18, 2016
Aug 18, 2016 at 5:57 PM UTC
I, like many dead and and alive were born to suffer, struggle and strive for barely enough to survive.
No plan made for our coming of age, not a cent saved, not a thing gave to us.
We work hard only to further our pain, but the world ain't courteous,
To those of us that can't afford clothes that show our worthiness,
Im sitting an a 16 foot camper with my girl and dog, no one in either family has put a helping hand,
Not one person has even noticed how strong we stand,
If it was winter and we were freezin outside we wouldnt have place to sleep if we offered money in hand.
We smoke **** and work, so they see us like we ain't worth savin from the pain.
See all I need is help, but that would mean trusting the ones in need
Every moment of happy is hell, how can the fortunate expect us to serve for them when our checks barley pay rent
I'm a horrible person cuz I didn't have a wealthy parent to find me a house and pay for it.
Instead I raised myself and earned ever **** thing I own.
Nobody cares if I have a home. Imy just expected to make it all on my own.
Aug 31, 2016
Aug 31, 2016 at 6:40 AM UTC
Some things wouldn’t have
gone the way it gone
if you were here
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 12:08 PM UTC