"fullfill" poems
sometimes i wish i was never born
sometimes i have to fullfill those meaningless places with clothes,
makeup and my smile.
sometimes i want to mute my voice so that no one can listen to what im saying
they dont understand me anyways.
i want to mean something in this world
mean something to someone
But no one is looking for the good.
they all want to look only when i’m failing.
• am i interesting only when
i end up
dead?
Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 2:14 PM UTC
She's the girl with the Bambi Eyes
Hidden behind a pair
of heart-shaped sunglasses
The ones I bought her
I like to roll her name
off the tip of my tongue
from the pit
of the fire
of my *****
Great artists steal
She took my heart
and fueled it with temptation
and had me
fullfill her wish lists
with kisses of wishful thinking
if I thought I was going
to get more than pics
Seductive
snapshots
slipping
Something beautiful
in the back of my mind for once
'cause all I see dark
things sometimes
It'd be nice to shed some light
on the situation
like I'm worthy of enlightenment
we are all one narrative
choose your own anima archetype
******
operative
word
plays
my heart like a harp
and makes life seem
more
harmonious
The more she stares me down
with
assisted
spontaneous
combustion
on her mind
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 11:49 PM UTC
is not a wolf
in a sheeps clothing
but a goth
in a flame
torturing your being
to hear you screaming my name
ravishing your body
with weapons and heat
beating you shameless
till you collapse at my feet
pain isnt the issue
its more about trust
a safe word not needed
i fullfill your lust
pulling of hair
scratching at skin
biting you there
i get deep within
pleasures the name
pain is the vice
come play if you dare
to pay the price
Nov 19, 2010
Nov 19, 2010 at 11:59 AM UTC
I think some R here
For Adulation
Not merily
Concocked Expajulation
But Rather 2
Find Some Praise
2 Their Creations
2 fullfill
Some Sensation
That Their TIME
Spent With ***********
Was Something MORE
Then Emancupation
4 ALL of U
I GIVE
adulation
Apr 4, 2010
Apr 4, 2010 at 1:55 AM UTC
In the depths of your minds I wander
in red and black I saunter
from your fiery hot desires I stay
to fullfill your fantasies, so I play
In my minds eye I wonder
do I exist in a world from lascivious blunders
Or am I just that.....
an empty mind and soul
exist only for your salacious cold.
Jun 12, 2010
Jun 12, 2010 at 5:53 PM UTC
Last night in the deepest slumber
My mind forced upon me a sight
A terrifyng thing gave me a fright
A cruel and effective vision
Presentation of true value
By stripping it of it's purpose
Upon strolling by the lake
I saw a body in the water
A young woman, picture perfect
Stripped of her clothes
Floating, skin all blue
Did you fall and drift away
Did you get caught in the stream
I ventured in to the water
Cried over the loss of her life
A young woman
Isn't anyone looking for her
Where is everyone
Did you come here alone
Did you do this to yourself
I looked around adjusted my eyes
I took in great big stones
Covered by moss
A few of those on the beach
Branches fallen from trees
Nature's waste washed upon the shore
Then I looked closer
Is that a leg sticking out?
Then the reality hit me
The girl in the water
Was just one of the many
She must've drifted off
From the hundreds
Massacred and sterilized women on beach
Piled up like firewood
What a crime, for shame
What a loss, there aren't enough tears
They were used up and tossed
A momentary release
Of a monster within the perpetrator
Possibly looking for it's new victim
Behind my back for all I know
As if there is an infinite stock
As if their existance and growth
Could happen over night
As if It didn't take love and care
To ensure their wellness
As if two people didn't work
Tirelessly to raise their children
To shape the people they were going to be
As if they didn't have paths to walk
Friends to meet and destinies to fullfill
As if God hadn't given them any meaning at all
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 4:46 PM UTC
I was filled with passion
On a mission
To fullfill what I thought was possible
I planned
Did everything that I can
People, times like this
When you did your best effort
And in the end, it is not enough
**** it will hurt
It will ******* hurt, I tell you
Dec 27, 2019
Dec 27, 2019 at 9:58 AM UTC
I stood there, amidst the rain
Amidst the flags, amidst the words
Amidst the thousands, amidst everything
Wondering where the feelings are
I searched it in the flags
I looked for it in the words
I sought for it in people
Still coudn't find them
I did find relief though
Realising that they are not alive
Because for what they fought to raise(the tricolour)
Is being held by a machine
The sad part is
We couldn't fullfill that one promise
The promise of keeping our flag raising
Not by machines but by our efforts
As I stepped outside and looked on the corrupted road
I saw crushed flags I saw crushed hope
A man buying the tricolour from a child
I saw a struggling childhood, I saw a struggling independence
In the midst of all this, I saw a struggling independence
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 5:13 AM UTC
iSmile, iLaugh, iHug
Deep Within Me its All an Act.
iFroun, iScream, iCry
Deep Within Me iTs What iFeel
Why Do iFeel Empty?
They Tell Me iHave Everything
A Family, Wealth, Support
iKnow iKnow iKnow
They Say What More?
Idont Know, iDont Feel Alive
iFeel Souless, No interest, lifeless
What Do iWant? What Are
My Needs? To fullfill these Depression Thats deepining .
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 4:09 AM UTC
I'd like to say that I'am a warm fuzzy person
I'd like to say that this torture of waking up does'nt make me sick
I'd like to say that the sun makes me smile.
These would be lies
the dark amuses me
I enjoy dissapointing people
I get a kick out of manipulating
and controlling your thoughts and actions
I compromise your God
the sloth slow moving and never quick enough to fill my desires.
If the day would come where we meet face to face
I'd ask him to send me to purgatory where I belong
because I know I dont deserve him.
I pray in anger
I pray to him to fullfill my wants
I pray to him to make me wealthy
This is not proper prayer
This is not the way to talk to God they say.
The life that was ment for me
was of his making was it not
So why does he make me suffer with this talent of making people sick
to making people fear
to me always being in need of the next high
to me destroying, rebuilding, and destroying again?
Why does he send me in this tail spin
only to crash and burn
to have the demons of hell rip my limbs each evening?
Because of the secrets I hide from God and Others eyes
I toss and turn hoping my prayers will be answered
so I can be the person I was before
so I can be warm and fuzzy again
but the secrets I hide are not seen by your or Gods eyes
so How do I release these secrets without opening the eyes
of the world to my celler door?
Where the secrets have been waiting to see a light and to be freed to the upstairs living quarters to be with the rest of the family.
To be seen by your and Gods Eyes
Jan 18, 2011
Jan 18, 2011 at 9:04 AM UTC
I was born to taste thee
as I kiss your lips and taste me
I was born to please you
just as long as you return the favor times two.
We were born to hunt and envelop the night all around
to get lost within each other then found.
We were born to fullfill our lust and desire and just be
eyes that devour one another and truly see
Jun 22, 2011
Jun 22, 2011 at 1:05 PM UTC
"Alchemy is the rainbow that bridges all that is earthly and ephemer to all that is heavenly and eternal. It's the bonding of matter and spirit. The desire for a perfect life that can only be achieved through knowledge.
Alchemy is the union of life and death to fullfill a more fundamental purpose: that of the creation. To create life from nothing."
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:24 AM UTC
Did U know
that when U were sleeping
I was up all night
writing
Things that mayby someday
someone would read
Did U know
that when U were were out there
WORKING
to pay the bills and so fullfill
the coffers ever more
I was at home writing
Did U know
that I was pouring out my soul
with each and every line
]as though it was a vine
reaching down inside my mind
to leave a little sign
of my soul redeaming?
With each and every step
I go forwards with regrets
of a life I tried to
fill with meaning
Did U know
that I keep it hidden
in my soul
this life I've tried to
live without sceaming?
It's so hard
to be honest and true
in these times
that have no clues
as to where or when
we should place our hearts
and still have an ending
Did U know?
Jul 8, 2010
Jul 8, 2010 at 3:07 PM UTC
I finally made it
To the end of the road
My life told
A good story
What can one do
When the inevitable occurs
Of course, you can fight
And act
As if your antics
Weren't worthless
In fact
You can work less
If you're aware
Of whats the worse
That can happen
The happening happens every minute
Which happens to be
The time
For a hundred tenants
To get evicted
Check the census
And since its
Seconds
That fullfill
Like fantasies
I'll write a fiction
A fraction
Of the factions
Would still
Be in action
Whose actions
Are
Half as cruel
as Hitlers?
Huiessen's
or Stalins?
20 million scream
"Joseph!"
But a child disagrees
And speaks the words
"Barely a third."
So many
Executions
Jesus Christ!
What would you do
The only man
To die
And come back to life
The truth comes to light
But lies lurk in shadows
How shady
Maybe
In May
We can see it all
And to my dismay
This just may be
Already fall
Sep 30, 2010
Sep 30, 2010 at 1:03 AM UTC
One of the things people should know in life is that we must not underestimate a person because you might be surprise about what ***** is capable of doing. He or she may not appear to be too strong for now but it is possible that he or she would be greater than you when the right time comes especially if he or she has an ambition of his/her own. It makes me feel sad and disappointed that some would say how immature and weak a person is. With those unkind words, they don't realize that they are not being helpful and there is the fact that they are not even on the right position to say those things. Can't we just support them or encourage them to fullfill their dreams? Or atleast be happy for them. If we can't do that, the very least that we can do is to leave them alone and let them mind their own business.
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 9:00 AM UTC
Its time to ******* rise
Rise above all the ********
Rise above this pain
Let yourself soar
Go after your desires
Make it happen now
We have had our wake up call
So make it happen
Fulfill your wants and needs
Say what you need to
Be unafraid
******* rise up
Be whole my spirit
Bless me with the good
Fullfill me
Release any fear
Rise up
Its now
Its time
Let us be whole
Time is now
Rise Rise Rise
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏2/27/2021
Feb 28, 2021
Feb 28, 2021 at 3:11 PM UTC
I am shame
I am the shame of the world in which you live
I am your shame
I am the shame you hate to love.
I am the hurt
I am the hurt in which you breath
I am your hurt
I am the hurt you hate , hate to love
I am the lust
I am the lust you can not fullfill
I am the longest lust you shall ever long for
I am and forever will be the woman you hate to love
Apr 5, 2013
Apr 5, 2013 at 7:51 PM UTC
The ever peaceful wallowing sea
It sings a broken song to me
The waves they carry me ashore
I am at peace
I drift no more
For just that fleeting bit of time
My mind was still
The truth seemed mine
All the knowledge and held beliefs
Were soon forgotten
A fast relief.
Watch it return
As the world denied
Our search for God
In our bloodshot eyes
The horizon seems so close to us
A call to fullfill our every lust
As soon as our blurred vision breaks
We are crashing through those pearly gates
The winds are forceful, blowing hard
They shout the name of confused hearts
Its echo burns the reddish sands
I know this song
I stride this land.
Watch it return
As the world denied
Our search for God
In our bloodshot eyes.
Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC
Fake house I've invented
To elongate my lift
To play the advisor
And pick up lines
To fullfill satisfaction
For you to hear
The tunes I've lined up
Carefully hand picked
Normalized to hear you to bits
Withstanding the insensitive mob
On the common highway
Just to hear giggles
And shiny sun rays
To the invitation
I won't commit
And I make a long turn
So just you won't hint
That the fake house is ****
And my intentions are equipped
And the light punches
You bored on my shoulders
Stinged and milked my cows
To the point where I came up
With the so called fake house.
Nov 17, 2017
Nov 17, 2017 at 11:15 AM UTC
Looking at me is hallow within
Every word i speak is like butter in your ears
I speak of warmth and everlasting honey
But yet you do not fullfill the energy i give to you
So this i say unto you
That you you need to be yet true
Jun 20, 2013
Jun 20, 2013 at 1:10 AM UTC
She is satisfyed
With all the trouble
Cause she know,
She has the power
Of wiping them all.
By imagining her
Wonderland,
Decorating her happiness,
Which belongs
Only to her
With love, dreams
And nature.
Yeah,not a fairytale
Not a luxurious story.
Just a brush to
fullfill her life canvas,
With fantasy.
Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 10:59 AM UTC
.
Can you actually love someone
Solely as a physical entity
Without knowing them as the IDEAL
of which they see themselves as a representative ?
/
Can you love someone out of the context
Of a spiritual goal to which you are striving together
Aiding each other
In unlocking the strengths and the courage
Required
To fullfill a true life's endeavor ?
/
Can love renew itself in any other way
Then to serve humanity together ?
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 10:02 PM UTC