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John Aug 2018
you remind me
you remind me of me
of what i use to be
how i use to be
so full of wonder
optimistic of life
pondering my schemes for success
and hope
hope for a future with out regrets
oh how you remind me of what i use to be
John Aug 2018
I regret of what i shouldve done
regretting of my actions that i couldve done and put to an end
but know i didnt
most of all i regret the actions that you had to take
asking me in a
stare eye gaze
if this
if this is the right choice
i regret saying nothing when i know that you needed it most
only taking into account of my own feelings and not yours
regretting everything and anything
most of all i regret i dont have  the courage
to express myself to you
i regret that all i could do is write how i feel
forever
forever holding it  inside screaming and beggin to come out but yet here i am holding it in
SCREAMING
SCREAMINN TO MYSELF TO LET IT OUT
but yet here i am
all over again
regretting
John Jun 2016
It's late
It's dark
It's empty
Theyre in the abyss
Nothing around to comfort
Nothing to hold
All alone in the dark
Where they're is emptiness all around
Trapped in my own mind where
It's dark
It's empty
Forever alone
Never to touch
To hold
To find comfort
All alone in the abyss
Trapped in my own late thoughts
John Jun 2016
Born Into a life where nothing gets done
Born into a civilization where no one is benefiting
Born into society where things are to be blame on you
Were born for the pettiness of others mistakes
We bore those in to put blame for our mistakes
We bore others so they could fix our mistakes
We are either born or bore into something that isn't our own mistakes
As well
We are born or bore into our own mistakes
None the less nothing gets done
John May 2016
Hello darkness my old friend
Waiting for ever so patiently
I have yet wonder away from thy
Again
But you wait for me to return
Waiting ever so patiently
Hello darkness my old friend
John Apr 2016
Smoke
Drink
Smoke
Drink
trying to fullfill this hole deep in my soul
this whole where things were sane
And where the the world was going right
But ..
thats the same old story that's already been told countless times
So I just..
Smoke
Drink
Smoke
Trying to fill this hole deep in my soul
Where things where sane and just right
Coughing
And hollering
Where people just stop and look
Thinking of the obscurities, while I just smoke.
Drink  ..
Smoke ...
But in the
That becomes the same old story
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