"abi" poems
Una abi ko lain ka
Gale pareho ka man sa ila
Una abi ko ikaw masaligan
Gale puro ka man kabutigan
Una abi ko buot ka
Gale kung tulog ka lang sa kama
Una abi ko ok lang nga layo ko
Gale ang lapit amu gid ang gusto mo
Una abi ko makaya ko ang sakit
Gale tagipusuon ko daw ginalukit
Una abi ko ako lang gid sa kabuhi mo
Gale may ibulos ka kung wala ko
Una abi ko palangga mo gid ko
Gale ako lang ang gapalangga sa imo
Una abi ko ikaw na gid...
Gale sa ulihi mahibi lang ko sa kilid.
Aug 31, 2016
Aug 31, 2016 at 7:13 AM UTC
Unom ka bulan na ang nilabay
Sa unang pag wave nako sa imo ug pag HI
Akong kasakit, kagool, ug kalaay
Napulihan sa ngisi, pagkakita nako sa imong reply
Nakahinomdom pako sa una
Moving on ko; naay nagparamdam sa imoha
Abi jud nako ug kamo nang duha
Apan sa dihang gi-ghosting ra diay ka niya.
Mao to, niulpot akong kasingkasing sa kalipay
Paramdam dayon ko, wala nako nagdugay-dugay
Nagahamdom na mapansapin nimo ko bisan gamay
Ikaw naman gud ang gipangita sa akong kasingkasing kanunay
Dalawampu, baynti, o twenty
Bisan paman ug unsay tawag nato niini
Para sa ako adlaw ni na naay dakong bili
Sa atoang panaghinigalaay, mao ni atong monthsary.
Karon, boot nako isulti sa imoha pag usab
Na ako, dili magbag-o sa akong mga saad
Dili teka biyaan, tinood ni walay sagol ilad
Ubanan teka ug dili nako buhian ang imong mga palad.
Jun 22, 2020
Jun 22, 2020 at 8:05 AM UTC
Wala ni nako gisuwat para mubalik ka
Para makahibaw ka nga sakit gihapon
Ug basin makahunahuna kan'g sa imung kaluoy
Mubalik ka nako.
Nagsuwat ko kay mao ni ako.
Magsuwat sa kung unsa'y
Ganahan,
Kinahanglan nakong ipagawas
Isuwat ug nagdahum ug naglaum
Nga sa paghuman ani
Mahuman nasad tanang kasakit
Kay sa pagkakarun sakit gihapon
Sakit kaayu
Sakit nga dili matangtang
Abi kog ako'y mupilit sama sa bubble gum
Sa imung sapatos.
Apan kasakit.
Kasakit ang nipilit pagkahuman
Sa atung paglakaw,
Sa pila ka buwan nga
Kauban ta.
Kasabut ko
Wala'y kita,
Dili kita,
Dili pwede,
Dili na,
Dili man gyud.
Pero salamat
Sa paghatag ug higayon
Sa pagpahibaw sa pagpabati
Sa kita, sa kita ug sa mga plano
Sa mga adlaw nga puno sa kalipay
Sa mga kanta,
Sa mga sulat,
Sa paglaum nga pag-abut sa ugma
Naa pa,
Kita.
Sa pagbati nga wa'y sama
Ug bisan pa'g nahuman na tanan
Naa pa gihapon ko
Nagpabilin nga nituo
Sa kita, sa kung unsa ta
Sa usa'g usa.
Wala ni nako gisuwat sa pagbasul
Sa kalagot, aligutgot
Bisag akong kasingkasing karun nadugmok
Abi ko'g ang kasakit ang pinakasakit
Apan kalipay.
Kung mangutana ka asa ang pinakasakit
Sa tanan, sa katung kita pa
Katung nitawag ka ug wala ta'y laing gibuhat
Kundi magpulipuli ug sugid sa atung gugma
Sa usa'g usa.
Sakit.
Sakit kaayu.
Sakit nga wala'y sama.
Wala ko kahibaw asa taman
Hangtud kanus-a ko magpuyo aning kasakit
Pero wala ko nagbasul
Ug kung mangutana ka kung
Pabalikon ko atung mga higayona
Kung musugot ba ko'ng sa maka-usa pa,
Mubalik ko sa adlaw nga naka-ila tika
Ug wala ko'y usbon
Padayung tikan'g tan-awn, maghulat
Padayun kon'g magpaabut nga imu kong lingi-un
Ug sa maka-usa pa,
Isugid sa imu tanan'g akong nasugid na.
Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 9:42 PM UTC
hush, abi
please!
if we stay here nothing bad will happen to us
pinky promise, alright?
mommy and daddy will be back soon and we can lie here all together
the four of us can lie right here, cradled by the grass and the stars will come out for us
we can make our own constellations, how does that sound?
when mommy and daddy find us we will name it whatever you want, they will love it
oh, abi, please don’t cry
the scary loud sounds?
those were fireworks, the brightest, most colorful fireworks that exist
keep looking up, abi, you’ll see them soon
who lit them?
why, the night sky sent its own just for us
that’s why there were two, one for you and one for me
they are made of shooting stars and instead of smoke they leave behind cosmic dust, that’s what makes them so beautiful
when mommy and daddy come back, two will be lit for them, you’ll see
but now stay here with me, i know it is cold, but please try not to move
we can become two blades of grass, but only if you close your eyes, no peeking!
in the morning we can splash our faces with sweet dew and say hello to traveling ladybugs
we can dance to melody of the bird’s flapping wings, we will hear so many different sounds and colors
we can watch all the fireworks we want, the pretty ones i told you about
abi, stop shaking, it will be okay
those steps are mommy and daddy walking to us
they want to be grass with us, all of our roots can be threaded together like a bracelet and we can be so happy
don’t open your eyes
promise you will keep them shut tight, you can only look when you hear the fireworks the sky will light up for them
i won’t open my eyes either
pinky promise, alright?
we will soon be velvety soft, we will live in our garden with mommy and daddy
here they come!
now hold my hand, that way we will be planted together
it will be mommy, daddy, me, and you - Abilene
watching fireworks paint the sky forever.
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 3:09 PM UTC
Aj brri shiddat se toot k yad aya hae wo
chaha b to toot k tha main nay usay
wo pehli mulaqat..
mje acha lga tha wo
usko b shaed!
lgi achi thee main
wo b khamosh tha..
chup to main b thee..
uski ankhun nay kaha kch
suna main nay b tha buhat kch
suno!!
main tmen kch kahun!
mje tm say muhabbat hai
kash! mje tm mil he jao kbi
arzu to ye he hai abi
buhat khamosh muhabbat krti hn tmen
tm mere pas ajao na!
tm he say to kehna hae..
tm he say sb kehna hae
mje tm say muhabbat hae
sirf tm say muhabbat hae
aur yae b jan lo..
aur tm maan lo..
tm sirf.. mere **
Sirf mere **
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 6:51 AM UTC
List what i saw today and what happened Today:
Man walked by
hole in Wall
She is not talking????
daily Diary gone
Found the pictures don't want to say about It
Eyes? They look like eyes I don't really know [Could be fake
Lots of dolls [Im taking]
Who is Abi?????
Doing lots of stuff
Ok i Just found something it is her diary I guess It was not missing? They are watching someone but i'm confused who I think it might be her crush but it's a bunch of people So maybe not?? Updates soon
15 Missing I think
On new Medication says I will be better soon. Will make videos when im better Peace out
May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 6:35 PM UTC
Take no more of Kronos, in guilt
he speaks his secret name.
Shame on you, the brute who gave us wings.
No longer reaching for our halo,
I let forgiveness pass and regret to feed
the marrow.
And he, who finds himself wise, casts
a shadow on another day-- One who
does not pity the shrew, the innocent mind, a
naivete of perennial seasons forgotten
when the Autumnal blaze of fire and gold
became the death of Eden and
the birth of another ivory bone.
(ehyeh-asher-ehyeh)
Aug 14, 2012
Aug 14, 2012 at 12:30 AM UTC
Abi ko nga ikaw na ang babaye sa akong mga pag.ampo,
Abi ko nga ikaw na ang babaye nga ging hatag sa ginoo dinhi kanako,
Abi ko nga ikaw na ang babaye nga kanako mohigugma,
Abi ko nga ikaw na ang babaye nga muluwas kanako sa kaguol ning kalibutan,
Abi nako mausab na ang dagan sa kinabuhi ko dungan sa pag.a-bot mo,
Apan nganu man kini? halos matag higayon nalang ko masakitan,
Mangutana ko nimo, Gihigugma ba gyud ko nimo?
Og "Abi lang sad bi ni nako?"
Oct 31, 2019
Oct 31, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
Gipukaw ko
sa akong damgo
Morag langgam nga ilo
sa salag nga gigubâ sa bagyo.
Ning-syagit ko
ug ngalan nimo
Ning-abut na ka abi nakò
Dinhi sa tapad ko
Akong gitan-aw,
wa may tawo
Ang habol pilô gihapon,
bugnaw maski gaksun nakò
Uli na langga,
mingaw na kaayo.
PANAGINIP (Tagalog translation)
Nagulantang ako
ng aking panaginip
Parang isang ibong ulila
sa pugad na sinira ng bagyo
Isinigaw ko
ang pangalan mo
Dumating ka na akala ko
Dito sa tabi ko
Tiningnan ko,
wala namang tao
Ang kumot tiklop pa rin,
malamig kahit yakapin ko
Uwi ka na mahal,
Sobrang lungkot na dito.
DREAM (English translation)
In a flash, awakened
by a dream, saddened
like a bird orphaned
in a nest the storm had downed
Your name
I called out loud
you have returned, I thought
here by my side, I sought
to feel and I looked, at once
but there was naught
the blanket still neatly folded
and, even as I hugged it, cold as dead
Come home now my dear
It’s become so lonely here.
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 10:02 AM UTC
it wasn't like we didn't know what was right or wrong
but sitting under abandoned structures at two in the morning,
talking about work, money and betrayal felt like neither.
i held the big bottle of beer for the first time
while stretching it out to her.
"Add ciga join oga", was her next response.
so i pulled it out from inside the pack. her pack.
"who you be? you be pastor?
why you come? you dey n.g.o?
abi you dey dea dey form good boy
siddon dea!"
so she blew out some smoke from her mouth,
blew what was left out of her nostrils
took another sip from the green bottle
some spilling off the side of her mouth
she scratched her back and waited for the next line
we managed to talk about what we did in the day.
i, a popular janitor, for better job to hang on to.
she, trader in Brazilian hair, owed by all her friends.
but i admitted being jobless at night
while she pleased other men for cash.
so she blew out some smoke from her mouth,
blew what was left out of her nostrils
took another sip from the green bottle
some spilling off the side of her mouth
she scratched her back and waited for the next line
"teach me facebook", she said
putting the sudden silence to shame.
so i grabbed her phone with in disgust,
but with plenty of curiosity,
while wondering what i was doing here.
"na ikenna send me dis fone"
so she shows me ikennas picture.
a young man with another woman beside her.
i quickly flipped through other pictures and messages.
some were about fights, some about clubs,
the others about robberies.
she blew out some smoke from her mouth,
i stand to go. so she asks, 'you go come shrine,
fela shrine tomorrow?'
with a smile only familiar friends can read, i accepted.
afterwards, she told the security men to let me go.
'na my friend'. a wicked smile scratched on the faces
of these men who stood for balogun street's security.
and we were friends. familiar friends.
many months have passed,
i blow the heat from my lungs with a sigh
i scratched my back and wait for this memory to erase.
what was i doing there?
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 5:27 AM UTC
What I know about him
1. His favorite color is grey
2. The body wash/shampoo he uses is called timber
3. His boxers are very comfy
4. His birthday is Halloween
5. He is a big blues fan
6. He played hockey for a very long time
7. He loves traveling
8. He loves the outdoors
9. Fashion has never been important to him
10. He takes a long time to think
11. There is no one I would rather be with
12. He is more emotional than I am at times
13. His feet are very ticklish
14. He grew up in a private school in STL
15. He is as confused by the church as I am
16. His eyelashes are longer than mine
17. His eyes are beautiful
18. He hates the cold
19. He believes in meaningful friendships
20. He enjoys taking pictures but doesn't think he is very good
21. He knows a lot of random trivia
What I love about him
1. He cares about people
2. The way he smells
3. What he wants for his future
4. How willing he is to give
5. That he lets me borrow his clothes
6. He is always up for an adventure
7. When he cares he cares deeply
8. He wants to save the world
9. He loves God
10. His family is amazing
11. Even when he made mistakes his intentions were never malicious
12. I know he will always be there for me
Ways I could love him better
1. Ask more questions
2. Have more patience
3. Don’t interrupt
4. Listen to what he is saying
What I don’t like
1. He uses alcohol as a way to escape from his feelings/problems
2. He is always in pain, and you always know when he is in pain
3. The way he yells at his mom
4. Abi (his ex)
Jan 19, 2016
Jan 19, 2016 at 6:48 PM UTC
Tibuok adlaw ko nagtanga
Naghulat nga ikaw mutungha
Dugay- dugay nasad nga wala ka nagpakita
Maski gamay wala ko’y nadawat nga balita
Akong mama ug papa sige na ug pangita
Asa naman intawun ka karon
Gikalimtan naba ko nimo sa dayon
Wala nako kabalo unsa akong buhaton
Dili ko sanay nga mag-inusara
Kay naanad ko nga permi ka naa
Wala man unta ta nag-away
Pero nganong dili nman ka moreply
Abi pa naman nako nga kita magdugay
Gihagit nalang unta ko nimu’g sumbagay
Dili ing-ani nga gihinay-hinay ko nimo’g patay
Ug sa dihang kalit kong nahinumduman
Ang adlaw nga mura ko’g gitakluban sa kalibutan
Imo kong gisultian sa kamatuoran
Nga ikaw nahigugma na sa uban
Panahon na ba nga ako nalang dawaton?
Pasensya kay tawun si Inday nagtuon.
Moabot ra siguro ang adlaw nga ako ning madawat
Sa karon, dili pa nako kaya nga kita magsugat
Ayaw lang kaayo kaproblema og kabalaka,
Kay hapit na nako madawat na wala naman diay kita.
May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 8:14 PM UTC
Y que bien se siente
andar sin apretar el paso,
y aun sin saber el fin,
seguir
Cristales rendidos,
pestañas enredadas en el viento,
al son de las tímidas estrellas,
guiados por la intuición
Se aprieta el camino
encontramos dimensiones tristes y vacías
pero, ¿quien nos desviste la sonrisa?
Podríamos navegar en las horas,
consumir lo que le resta de signos vitales a este cielo,
quizá atrapar un resfriado
seguir...
enredarnos sin el viento
apretarnos, pero sumergidos en una dimensión sin tiempo
navegar en un mismo cielo
(Algo especial para Abi y Nat, que tanto les gusta navegar y que a pesar de las dimensiones tristes y vacías, se mantienen en un mismo cielo. Los quiero.)
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 11:07 PM UTC
Sometimes we think we already moved on.
Just because they don't see us and communicate with us anymore.
But one message, one glance.
You realize the feelings is still there.
You'll gotta say this, "Abi ko naka move on nako." ("I thought I have moved on.")
But you aren't, yet.
Yes, yet!
Because one day, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow or next week or next month or next year you will moved on.
You'll get over her/him.
You'll wake up smiling.
You'll realize things are much better without the burden of thinking about her/him.
You'll be thankful to God that He let you see things clearly.
That He let you move on.
You'll realize that this is His purpose.
He has a better purpose.
Maybe you won't see the right way but soon you will.
Feb 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 at 11:10 AM UTC
He's clutching his cash
in the torrent of the market,
she's dreaming of friends
just to keep them in her sight.
She's getting to work
when the sun is non-existent,
he's thrashing in his sleep
the whole time before that.
He's talking to her
with one eye upon the cradle,
she's ordering wine
just to keep him in her sight.
She's dreaming of Paris
and the sighing violinists,
he's watering down
all the drinks at his bar.
He's a drinker most nights
when work is non-existent,
she's smoking all day
just to tolerate this life.
She's opening her legs
to the thud of empty guidance,
he's kissing her neck
to dominate the land.
He's looking at ****
and jerking off in bathrooms,
she's painting her nails
a deeper shade of lime.
She's fouling all her make-up
to cover tender eyes,
he's nervous in the aftermath,
he's playing out his time.
He's playing with her hair
as she's cradled on the couch,
she's covering her *******
from authoritative eyes.
She's hiding from her father
in the cellar of the house,
he's looking for his own creation
that has somehow gotten out.
She's shaking in the hallway
as he holds her by the throat,
he's laughing at the daughter
he claimed to love the most.
Feb 21, 2014
Feb 21, 2014 at 10:11 PM UTC
I met a young woman named Megan
Who's either laughing or grinning
Whenever she's near
She spreads serious cheer
And then she gets on with the mopping.
I know a young lady named Ivy
Whose kids are constantly smiley
Her calm and good grace
Pervades the tent space
From Monday to late on a Friday
I know a great lady called Abi
Who's started an interesting hobby
As well as her teaching
Cooking and singing
She now does professional cleaning
I met a dear woman named Bev
Who won't look at a Chicken Kiev
She says she prefers
To bake flap jack squares
And fry up some great eggy bread
I met a dear woman called Debbie
Whose mood is consistently peppy
She readily hugs
All her old chums
And makes new friends in a jiffy
Now Rachel is a woman of class
All you need do is ask
She'll readily help
And if nothing else
She'll be ready to fill up your glass
I met a dear lady named Gwen
She's a perfect motherly hen
She cares on instinct
Her fashion is dis-tinct
And she scored a perfect round 10
I've met a great bloke called Mark
Who's been heard to pass a remark
That despite all attempts
To live life in a tent
It's an idea that Abi has parked.
Aug 5, 2017
Aug 5, 2017 at 4:30 PM UTC