There is a song that we heard. I don't know the words to it. But I know that it brings you back to me. It brings back the thoughts of those nights where the bite of your hands ****** in my hair, the rhythm of our pounding pulse, the fire in your eyes, the way your face changes just that moment before you take control, left me breathless and the memories of that morning-afters when you held me close while I could feel the sweet ache of those red and purple trails that you left on my skin ...
I hear that song and it makes my blood sing.

All the words are taken,
There are no words to say.
A million write
About a wolf
Yet never
Been face to face.
Many write about the moon
Yet never dream
Of outer space.
So many write of love
Yet pass it by every day.
So I will write about life
In a few lines or less,
I stand by my right to howl
With only all the best.
Show the moon
It's cherished
Each and every day
Stop to glance at love
And watch it
Walk away.

Eyes dark embrace
Fingers trace
Tied rope upon my skin
Sending sensations within
Answering anticipation
Sensual stimulation
Nonverbal communication

Lips caress
Fingers fondling *******
Softly stroking
roughly poking
Take me, please
Massaging my mind
Don't think & just unwind

Foreplay’s creativity
Secret sensitivity
Holy Intimacy
Spring ecstasy
Emotionally
Physically
Our bodies become one

Lips hungrily tasting
Like a brush
Hush
Imagination overload
Thrusting
Trusting
I am only yours
Surrendering with heart & mind
With each deep powerful grind
My body’s liquidation
Within my walls saturation
Bodies swaying
Circulating
Gyrating

Intimate heat
One sensuous beat
Legs spread wide
As you travel inside
Love intertwined
Souls forever aligned
Just you and me

Bound to my loyal devotion
Our bodies move in perpetual motion
Increase
Then cease
As we release
And we hold each other until day
As we love in our own special way

Time is not measured by the years that you live But by the deeds that you do and the joy that you give- And each day as it comes brings a chance to each one To love to the fullest, leaving nothing undone That would brighten the life or lighten the load Of some weary traveler lost on Life's Road- So what does it matter how long we may live If as long as we live we unselfishly give.

"too busy" is a myth.  
    People make time
       for the things that
          are really important to them.

My fingers fly
  across the keys

trying to compose
  my thoughts to please

For you, my dear,
  my lovely Wife

The woman I chose
to call my Wife.

My heart is yours
to have and to hold

forever dear,
  as we grow old.

I Love You.

When she touches me
  Stars appear under my skin
it makes me want
        her to keep
        touching me
   Until I become a galaxy

Touch her in all ways nonphysical...  
Give her intellectual ******* in multiples
  and allow temptation to drip from her ears.  

Go down on her thoughts and taste her perception.  
learn her soul and she will fill the void of your filthiest imaginations...

Never start with the hands...

Touch me with your mind,
  In places, your hands could never reach

I threw in the towel,
God threw it back
and said,
"Wipe your face,
you're almost there"

To you...
That you sleep in the colors of the rainbow
That they painted in my eyes,
Yellow like the corn that grew in my being,
Let your heart talk to you about my memory
That is nothing but yours playing game.
Sit on my lap to fishing stars,
The same ones that are embroidered on your canvas.
Let me talk to you very short
From the tales of our story,
There's nothing but witches with the same face
In the flames of a universe that makes us fire.
I know, you can hear how the river sings
While with my hands flushed your hair,
What's not black than mine
Or that ancestral night
From which the wind has written.

To you.......
That you keep under your skirt
Red seas in your bowls
And chew dry leaves of
My dreams of dreams,
Break chains of uprooting
As a new pitcher tear.
Under the cottonwood of sorrows
Let all the cries remain,
I can lick scars of old rinds
And to your lips
My know decorate silences.
More never streets my heartbeat,
Let them run under the bridge of the disbelieved,
In Case you'll only talk my time.

To you.........
When your time comes
Raise your look to heaven,
There Mora Guardian the moon of our creed
The same that nourishes the sacred opal
Own of the matrix that your love creates.
You who live inside this man
And they call you woman.

To you...........
That I chose you
Sister of these my letters,
Here where I make you poem,
Me me
I worship you and wish

Searching for words
That express my feelings
Getting lost in memories of a sweet kiss
The only words slipping through my lips
Are I love you, and I love you true...

Met you once and got enhanced
Met you twice and lost my heart
Never thought a stranger could leave me breathless
Yet the unforeseen did happen
Leaving me mesmerized in a romantic bliss

Of all things I ever desired
I found you to be everything I wanted
Before I could even realize
You turned out to be the sunshine
That brought in never-ending joy to my life

You are my beacon of hope
You are the one I fantasize about
I don't know why I need you so bad
The only reason I can give
Is I love you, and I love you true...

Shattered into a zillion pieces
You mended my heart as if by magic
My heart no longer feels the pain
It just grows fonder day by day
Getting intoxicated by your love

Poet, I am not
Yet I try to weave a verse
My thoughts creating a ruckus
Just to let you know
That I love you, and I love you true...

Trust is earned,
respect is given,
and loyalty is demonstrated.  
     Betrayal of any one of those
           is to lose all three.

I close my eyes in the dark.
I whisper your name with a
slight sigh.
Your scent still lies on my
skin.
It drives my senses crazy.
I bite my lips.
I try to fight my body's urges.
I feel that I am losing my
control.
You dominate over me like
no one has before.
I give up.
I move like a puppet,
dancing in the rhythm of
your passion, while I still
feel your hands all over
me, touching me in the
most wicked way.
I moan.
My body moves like it is
mine no more.
I explode.
Submissive of your dark
desires.
Slave of your twisted love...

I am here.
Sitting on the warm sand,
while the summer breeze
blows on my face.
I look at the sea's waves
wishing that I could be
just a small drop of salted
water.
A drop which would travel
slowly from the sea's lap
through the ocean and
would get right next to
you.
And then just like a
mermaid casted out of a
fairy tale, I would rise from
the ocean's deep embrace
and transform into the
woman, who you crave to
hold in your arms.
Your unique love.
Your special muse...

I have never
  fallen into a love
       I couldn’t get out of......

Until
     You......

Until you
I was just an expressionless face
in a sea of smiles
begging to be free
longing to be wanted
dying just to feel—
a heartbeat against mine.
Until you
I only knew tears of pain
screams of rage
and at my very lowest,
indifference.
Until you
Hope was a word
on a crumpled piece of paper
used to light all of my dreams
on fire and watch them burn
Until you
I was just feet on the ground
racing to catch
the smallest shred of who I once was
and who I never could be
Until you
There were no colors
to paint a future with
And no single reason to try
Until you
and now
because of you

If I could have your hands
between mine and your eyes fixed on my eyes,
if I could have you every day,
I swear that my heart would give you for the
confines of the universe, my soul with yours would fly,
lighting the day and without hesitation ...
"My world of yours would be"

‘
A heart filled with love,
Is like a phoenix that
No cage can inprison’

Feel the beat of your heart,
your sighs and your silence,
fly free in your sky,
the protection of your soul,
that tenderness and that understanding,
your angels and my demons fighting for their desires,
feel with you heaven and hell,
feel it with you all my love

Promulgated between shadows, and lamentations burning between the flames of hell, and touching the sky with my hands,
Under the divine keeper of your lips,
Among the groans of my body, which shakes with such dementia by being possessed, in such a way between these walls,
Missing kisses and my forbidden caresses,
Looking between my lap
Who wants to fold in my warm body, you arrive and you possess me with so much brutality, I am hell and glory, who you extremes your body with my kisses ohh in this dark night where you only hear my scream sl feel your mouth bite my ******* ***** , you need to feel your lips walk in my warm and soft skin, which cries to feel the warmth of your body that numb my senses in the darkness by calling lovers, of. Stolen hours in this distance...
I am the enchantress of your nights of love...
I am that you call in silence the one who seeks to love in the nights of intensity... the wet of my caves I want to deliver my nectar on your lips, playing with my body, thirsty of love,

"It is never too late to be
what you might have been."

The best things in Life
  are Unseen.....

That's why we close our eyes,
  when we kiss, laugh, and dream

Come enjoy together
Of these lips
That die
For feeling your kisses
That every one I feel your breath
Wish to bite
To every encounter
Kiss me with passion
That I order
That your night is your
Greater illusion and your best wish

It is this my extreme desire, in the urgency of my fantasies, with the grey of your lustful madness, there is a need in me to possess in your body completely, millimeter to millimeter and in every existing and non-existent reality, also, for I am an extremely ****** demon, metaphor of your desire and passion, which becomes a cluster of words, is my declaration of love and my invitation to *** for I am your multiple Venus, your Gypsy ******, your Eva strumpet, your wild female, My Angel and demon..., you I am the desire, temptation, and rendition in you, that that is only for me, you exchange the perverse and lustful guest of your women's forms, with the pagan ashes and dreams of my tormented Skin...., oh, my God, have mercy on me!, is it lust or madness? Or are both at the same time?, maybe, I don't know!, your little girl a thousand beings chained in my body; there is a strange scent of Jasmine and juggling in my rooms; here in this tartar, which is my room, In the ether of these walls; there is a perfume, that of your divine presence, for; being i taciturn, you come to me, as I go to my dreams, between realities and worldly fantasies, in that dream of my faded wickedness, I am Profane and pagan!, for a moment I am with a hidden scapular, praying maybe with the longing to possess me, but; there is cruelty, since the image of you in brain hugs me and this way leads me to accept my captivity ; in this uncertain hour of my living, since it reminds me and commemorates my desire of you, as an urgent need of my flesh; there in the twilight of the night, you dress of offerings for me, forget about the debts you have With God, I compassionate and full of lust, fight against your divine body, without more and without being your enemy, I offer the moisture of your skin, in this broken and scratched sunset, for; I give you the privilege of quench the Hunger of my pleasures, while I steal yours, about the wrapping of your forms full of mazes, at this moment that we are you and I United, since I know, that like you, others have brought accumulated fevers, angels lit and demons Hidden, I know that you crave the bite of my kiss, the punishment of me, and my forgiveness to punish your dwelling with my insatiable lust....

I wait for you in those hair raising moments while my skins tingles and my blood burns underneath. I lay my body out in wait for yours to join me and I lay my heart out waiting to hear yours beat fast... I know I can never give you all you have ever wanted but ill give you myself and wait with the hope that you will come to claim me...

If we wait until
we are ready, we will
be waiting the
rest of our lives

just a walk in the woods
reconnect with myself
lose myself in thought
the quiet stillness
nature around me sings

time for me
to just be living, nothing more
notice the beauty of the world
melodies teeming life
the energy connecting us

soft breezes caressing the skin
the warmth of sunlight
flowing waters passes time
serene and peaceful
my mind empties and my heart fills.

Minds wander hours away to a place where we're connected...connected by miles of thoughts that reveal the truth of our senses...
smell (slowly breathing in the scent of hair, sun-kissed skin, excitement, and ***...create a heady bouquet of anticipated sin)
sight (eyes piercing the soul before we start a mental mind f@©k that teases, taunts & excites to the point of no return)
sound (breath in your ears causes soft moans, electric tingle & cries of pleasure, heartbeats combine...all in sync)
touch (mouthes start to devour, our bodies, both so in tune to the other, that, no words are needed only the feel of skin on skin that's on auto-pilot and every touch leads to pure indescribable ecstasy)
taste (the sweet honey essence of lips & tongues entwined, the taste of salt on skin, juices...all combine into the nector of the gods)
Falling exhausted after hours of independent sensual journey to paradise, that, we can slip away to, together, even when our minds are hours apart...

It doesn't matter if my blood
is running, staining the ground
under my feet.
It doesn't matter if my skin
changed color because of the
scars that lie on it.
It doesn't matter if I am
screaming desperately for help.
It doesn't matter if my heart
broke into a thousand pieces
and my soul was shattered.
It doesn't matter if my tears
turned into blades and every
dropped marked me
permanently; my heart, mind
and soul.
What matters is that you will
never hold me close, because
I am a monster created from
the pain that captured my soul.
No matter what I need, you
will always see it as a "want"..

Washing my wedding ring:

So this morning I was cleaning my wedding ring, I do it about once a week or so. I have this extra toothbrush that I clean it with set aside in the bathroom for when I need it. I got to thinking about how cleaning my wedding ring kind of symbolizes a healthy marriage for me. I’m a guy, a “guys” guy at that. My hands stay constantly banged up and *****. I work on cars, they get cut. I work in the yard, they get *****. My ring bears the brunt of those things as well. That’s why I clean it. Friends have asked why I take the time to clean it when it will probably get ***** and no one will really notice a difference. “Your the man, no one cares how pretty your ring it”. Here’s the thing. IT.DOES.MATTER.

Why?

Because every time I clean it reminds me of the small things in our marriage I should be doing. When my wife comes home from work have I listened to her day, like really listen. Put down my phone, turn off the tv, and make her day the center of my world listen, so that she feels like her day really matters to me because it does. While we’re laying in bed watching our favorite show at night did I reach over and scratch her back or play with her hair, letting her know “yes we may just be watching a show together but make no mistake, I know you're next to me and you are the center of my world. Have you stopped by her work lately and brought her a coke, or maybe her favorite candy. It doesn’t have to be extravagant, just something small to let her know “hey I was thinking about you and I thought you would like this”. See you don’t just “fall out of love” one day when you wake up. It happens over time because you stopped doing the little things, you stopped courting her(that, by the way, shouldn’t stop once you marry, that should enhance) you stopped trying to impress. Every day I wake to my wife, I pretend she is a stranger that I am madly in love with and think “how today can I make her fall in love with me”

The small things matter gentlemen, so yes I will continue to wash my wedding ring....

The
most
  wasted
   of
    all
     days,

is
  one
    without
      laughter

Water cascades around us
You and I alone
This world keeps on going
They don't even know

Our waterfall storm brings light upon us
Flashing on my sins
The warmth of our two bodies
And the taste of your sweet skin

Hard against my soft flesh
Salty sleek with torrential rain
One place soft and another rough
No place is ever the same

Sweet surrender happenings
Hands of his on tender skin
Her sky lights up and his thunder answers
Lips of a woman exploring him

The rain...oh how it glistens
Our features perfectly right
Funny still nobody knows
What we do this and every night

Water all around me
Your fingers in my hair
Rain on my face
So hot though my body is bare

Back against a wall of rock
My legs around your waist
Our bodies pressed together
We no longer need to wait

My palms press down your back
You tightly grip my thighs
My face pushed to your chest
Muffling my cries

I feel you make me whole
My rain on your soaked skin
Steady rhythm flowing
Deeper thrusts within

I dig my nails into your back
Feeling such a rush
Pleasure indescribable
Your love almost too much

Burning passion sensation
Wet sleeked skin so bare
You feel so **** incredible
Ecstasy without a care

Arching back and shaking hands
We cry out into the night
The storm surrounds our voices
With our bodies pushed so tight

Come out of me and brace me up
My legs too weak to stand
I close my eyes and kiss you
Release my trembling hands

Thunder breaks our silence
Roaring out it shall call
Lightning strikes, what's done is done
After all...our rain remembers all

A smile came across her face as her hand brushed the side of her face. When she looked into her eyes, it felt like a reflection pool of her being. They had laughed until they cried, and cried until they laughed. They shared 'nothings, somethings, and everything' with one another. They made perfectly passionate love at times and tender soul kissed love at others.

she brought her lips to her and she felt her lips barely touching hers. A minute must have passed between them as she breathed her in. So close, lips just touching, nothing said, just the deep understanding that the moment was theirs to live in.

she opened her mouth and pushed her tongue gently, but firmly inside hers. the taste of her kiss intoxicated her and she felt that now familiar warmth from deep within her core grow with each swirl of their tongues. Both laying on their sides facing each other, their bodies melted together.

they didn't need to say a thing because their bodies responded with a mix of love and lust. As she pressed her ******* against her and her ******* became hard from the warmth of her skin, she sighed deeply. her hand slowly made its way down her body and she loved the way she felt.

her body was her, just like her heart had been. A soft moan escaped her lips because at that instance she knew the moment was here. Once again. the moment her heart, body, and soul was her. she knew she silently begged for her. her fingers brushed against the petals between her legs and she could feel her dripping desire already.

All her fears, all her worries, disappeared. It was only her she thought of and that thought made her start to come undone as she took a finger and rubbed up and down her flower, accepting all the pleasures she gifted to her. she lost herself to her, shivering in ecstasy. she was ready to be filled by her essence.

she entered slowly as she took her all in. Swallowing and surrounding her with her love, a moan escaped both of them. Bliss was theirs and each ****** of her and each grinding of her hips brought them even closer. their bodies entwined, at sweet ecstasy's doorstep, her back became her road map, fingernails lightly scratched up and down her body.

she surrendered to her again and the waves of passion kept coming. her name the only thing spoken between her cries. she was now close, and she wanted to touch her soul as she touched hers. she started to groan and picked up the pace.  she was near the edge and she wrapped her legs around her, pulling her even deeper. she felt her warmth spill inside of her and she felt so good, another ******* wave hit her. Eye contact is never lost as they intimately give themselves to one another.

Now, both are smiling as she leans down and kisses her deeply. she collapses and they catch their breath. Lost in their own world and content, their heartbeats slowly return to normal and she slides over beside her again. she pulls her close and she buries her head in her chest. she whispers "I love you," and her heart smiles because she loves her too.

Yes, it had been such an amazing long weekend. For both.

When you feel to tired
to take another step
you continue on each
day with a smile inside
your heart..

When life gives you many
heartaches, and tears
fall in vain, you take
it with the good, and
continue on your way..

Before each rainbow, the
rain must fall, soft
and cool around your
feet, it will soon dry
bringing a brighter day..

When you feel like life
has no more meaning, say
a little prayer, it will soon
calm your weary spirit..

When the blade is to sharp
causing pain, remember the days
when life was ever so great
and God let you roam, wild
and free

.

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I am not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you will miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It almost seemed impossible
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
And all I have promised you.
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things.
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?"
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

Within you
I find my safe place
You are my home

Without you
I search for your sanctuary of comfort
Though you are never far

Knowing all I need to do
Is feel your heart
Inside mine

Within you
I lose myself
gifted daily with your forever love

Without you
I find myself wanting to be lost again
Just us, as we say

Never to be found
Without you
By my side

words are simply weak confessions
  sentences strung together cannot give adequate expression
vivid pictures still fail to give accurate impressions
  of just how deep we feel our endless depression

Let words be the tools that heal.  
Let them be the balm and the bandage.
Let them be the antidote to suffering.

  If they must form stories,
  then let them tell us...

of beauty, we still hold inside.  
of the Stardust in our bones.

  and the prayers of our ancestors
  alive and beating in our chests.

There are those...
  who have words
     but not feelings.....

Then there
  are those
     who have feelings...

But can't find
  The Words...

Would It Help You
If I shared with you
A part of my soul
One I keep hidden
Locked away
Deep down inside

Would it help you understand
Who I am
What makes me tick
Where I have been
Why I am the way I am
How I truly feel
My fears
My desires
My wants
My needs
All that I seek

Would it help you see
The dark parts of me
The ones I cannot easily explain
For fear if I tried
The last bit of glue
Holding me together
Would give way
And I would finally fall apart
Never to regroup again

Would it help you
Help us
If I shared
Just a piece
Or would you run away
Seeing how damaged
I truly am
Knowing the reasons
Realizing my flaws and imperfections

Would it help you love me
A flawed soul
Seeking the love
Of another flawed soul
Both deserving love
On the deepest level
To share a life together
In this imperfect world

Would it help you
If you knew
If you saw
If I shared
Could you love me
Flaws and all

If a writer
Falls in love with you
       you can never
                die................

Writing allows
  me to let go
    of my past...

I can always
  go back...

With the
  turn of
    a page...

Cherished are the memories that
Brought us to this day,
For yesterday, was just a dream ...
A wish to contemplate.

A fantasy where in my mind,
A fleeting glimpse I would see ...
A vision of the true desires
I longed for endlessly.

And when I dreamed, I did not know
The love I would feel today;
The height of my true feelings,
And the depths they would portray.

And if I had one wish today,
A simple wish that would be ...
Is that the love we feel this moment,
Lasts eternally.

Reality has merged now
As you stand here by my side;
And as I join your hand in mine,
My heart does fill with pride.

For as I pledge my love to you,
I see in many ways,
Reflections of my love for you
Are mirrored in your gaze.

And by our presence here today,
And for the love we share,
I thank you for our yesterdays
That brought us to be here.

But more than this, I vow to you,
My wishes yet to come ...
Tomorrow's dreams and fantasies,
This day that we are one.

Tomorrow's an adventure
That we will share together now;
Our future's intertwined forever,
Through this holy vow.

I promise to remember
In the future years and days,
The love I feel for you this moment ...
Dreams fulfilled today.

For in the coming years as we
Move on, and reminisce,
Back to the day, I stood with you
And promised with a kiss ...

That blessed are the days that
I have looked into your eyes,
And felt the warmth and love reflect,
The essence of our lives.

*

Yesterday we dreamed of what might be;
Today we validate our love;
And tomorrow we will cherish the life we have shared as one.

Just because you don't look like the other "crayons" in the box...
DOES NOT mean you still can't make the most beautiful pictures!  DON'T you EVER give up on YOU!  
YOU are simply AMAZING!

I don't know what the deafening scream of your silence tastes like...
How does your smile echo taste? The footprint left by your steps I don't even know what your sad eyes taste like... I don't know what your hugs taste like... I don't know what you taste like... But I want to know.

"You are the poem
     I never knew how to write

and this life is the story
     I have always wanted to tell."

You hold me like a favored book, pressing my spine with your fingers, leafing through my pages, anticipating each phrase.  You rest me on your knee, as you ponder their meaning, feeling me weave lyrically through your soul.  And when you return, you devour me from cover to cover

Your love brings me back to life
Your smile brings me light from the dark
Your touch brings me a welcome peace
Your voice fills my heart with joy

You became the words I thought I would never say again
A song I thought I would never again hear playing
You brought me out from a place that was so dark and cold
And you gave me a reason to believe

You're my angel come down to earth to save me
You’re my salvation from all the storms
You’re my calm in all the restless nights
You’re my love forevermore

Show the world she is your princess
your lady fair, your queen
treat her with the utmost respect
be chivalrous and tender
always the consummate gentleman

to the outside world, she is your treasure
your most priceless joy
protect her heart with all you have
as she protects yours
the invincible duo

but when the world falls away
and lust's madness takes over
that spark of magic in her eyes
telling you her demons want to play
it is then your beast awakens...and smiles.