That first drink I took I
Regret
It was only a few shots but I
Got ****** off my head
Got so drunk so I could forget
Ecstasy so powerful, a craving so
Raw
Who knew I could break the law?
At 13 this happened
Right when most worried about
Nothing
I stole of my family to fund
Now I live right, but my childhood is
Gone

Never letting my thoughts control me
Going to stay strong
Give all my friends my heart
You are my soulmate
Up the stairs we climb
Never shall we descend
Going to stay above this all forevermore
Let you caress me til the end of time
You can have me, lock and key
Down with the devil, down with goodwill
Never shall they again reign
Going to crush them
Turn my back on the evil of the world
Around my body there will be happiness
And I shall be safe
Desert island to hatred
You can conquer these lands

Enough is enough
I say unto the mirror
Life is too tough
I say unto this man hither
The rush of the high
I say unto myself
My end is nigh
Enough is enough

Depressed I feel
Enough to reel
At the sheer force
Distraught from remorse
How do you cope
A constant *****
Real but fake
Everything's at stake

The day I took *******
It felt like a glorious game.
The day I took *******
I thought I had slain
A dragon.
The day I took *******
It felt like a glorious game.
The day I took *******
I felt the pain
Of a gun.
The day I took *******
It felt like a glorious game.
The day I took *******
The walls I did stain
With blood.
The day I took *******.
It felt like a glorious game.
It wasn't.

There once was a meadow
It made me feel mellow
So I said hello,
From the other side.
The side of darkness and despair
The carcass of a dead hare
I never used to care
About the the flowers that were there