Sometimes I create daydreams,
with nothing omitted,
and if others could see,
then I would be committed.
Daydreams of the pain,
that I’d make you endure,
till you begged me to stop,
as you writhe on the floor.
Dreams of carving “bad mommy”,
into your forehead,
so that your always reminded,
even if I’m dead.
Dreams of hurting him,
for what he’s done to our son,
you never lifting a finger to stop,
not ******* one.
Using me like you did,
like I wasn’t even real,
like I wasn’t a person,
or a human that could feel.
Seven years we’re together,
raising your daughter as mine.
You say you never loved me,
you faked it the whole time?
You only stayed,
because you were pregnant with bub?
In seven ******* years,
you couldn’t find something to love?!
You didn’t want to be,
a single mom of two?!
So you cheated with him?!
Well **** him, and *******!
Now I know the truth,
I know how you got that raise,
it wasn’t just him,
you ****** the entire place.
All of that I could forgive,
but he treats our son like ****,
and you just let it happen,
and I’ll never forget.
He knows that I’ll **** him,
if he ever lays a hand,
but it’s coming to a head,
and I’m about to ******* stand.
He’s all I got left,
you took all the rest,
and he’s the reason I’m here,
why my heart beats in my chest.
I wanted our son,
the moment I knew he was conceived,
and when he was born healthy,
I was so ******* relieved.
So you better pray,
that he doesn’t hurt bub,
because I’m one step from insanity,
all I need is a shove.
You ruined my life,
so you better take care of our sons’,
because my daydreams are vivid,
and I’m dying to try one.
