You know it wasn’t my fault
You just left me without saying anything to me
And even though I cry as I’ve never done before
I was still in love with you

But you left
And you didn’t say if you were coming back
And without anything else, I don’t know
But that's how it was, that's how it was

I wished the best of luck
I promised not to speak to you nor to see you again
And now you’re back there’s nothing here
I can´t love you, I must not love you

I don’t love you anymore
I´ve fallen in love of a divine being
Of a great love
Who taught me to forget
And forgive

it was the night we got high off of our youth
we soared through the sweet strawberry sunset
we didn’t talk
we didn’t have to
it was just me and you on a wednesday night
forgetting the world
and at last,
being at ease.

grounded in this reality
always, something keeps me. today it is my jeans, digging into the soft skin under my belly, reminding me
this world was not crafted around my form

I thought
I was
coming around
to the idea
of being alone
Because during the day
it's easy
to be so alone
It's not until
the night falls
that I realize
I need an inhaler
But the pharmacy
is closed
and I'm
all alone
in my mind
Which is a
dark, scary place

I was fine
Until
I wasn't
and by then
I was alone
so nobody's here
to notice
I'm not fine
to notice
how alone I am