i wanna feel something so bad that i run my bath water scorching
imagining i am a vegetable floating around in a *** of boiling water
its purpose is set but where is mine?
i bask in the water for hours
why pry my body from the comforting, familiar pain?
maybe i'll spend my days wasted away in the beautiful nothingness of pretty glass liquor bottles and designer drugs.
if not that then what
why pry my body from this warm tangled bed?
why anything at all
oh for this world is just an empty world of "why"
somebody loves you
Why are my feet so **** cold?
My head is feeling dull
The glass sure isn’t half full
How do I stop from growing old?
Shaky hands, cancelled plans
I’m so sick of feeling gray
Not my best work- just how I feel
Today, you ask me what I’m on.
Wouldn’t you like to know?
Life comes and goes
I’m high off of my youth
Alive off summer nights
Tears shed, falling into my bed
Falling into your arms.
Tie-dye shirts, blue-eyed flirts, and mini skirts.
Tonight, I am drunk off your voice.
Dog days, Smoky haze
Tomorrow, I’m completely wasted off your laugh.
Mosquito bites, the same old fights,
I want brisk autumn nights
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I struggle to tie my shoelaces today
You don't hesitate to swoop in and double knot my sneakers so perfectly
Only the way you could.
I loved getting lost in lavender skies and mansions with you
Only if it was real.
So many people
Blowing up my phone
I still feel so alone
Feeling empty in a room full of people
just like that
you became just another stranger
who knows what keeps me up at night
and knows what makes me feel alive
Is it sad that if I was on my deathbed, I have no clue what I’d say to you?
would I tell you I’ve loved you for a lifetime or would I tell you that I hate you.
would I give you the satisfaction of knowing that you’ve held my heart captive since the moment our eyes met or would I just let you know that you never deserved my true love?
i guess we’ll just have to find out.