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alaska jade Dec 2020
i wanna feel something so bad that i run my bath water scorching
imagining i am a vegetable floating around in a *** of boiling water
its purpose is set but where is mine?
i bask in the water for hours
why pry my body from the comforting, familiar pain?
maybe i'll spend my days wasted away in the beautiful nothingness of pretty glass liquor bottles and designer drugs.
if not that then what
why pry my body from this warm tangled bed?
why love
why hate?
why try
why anything at all

oh for this world is just an empty world of "why"
somebody loves you
alaska jade Sep 2020
Why are my feet so **** cold?
My head is feeling dull
The glass sure isn’t half full
How do I stop from growing old?
Shaky hands, cancelled plans
I’m so sick of feeling gray
Not my best work- just how I feel
alaska jade Aug 2020
Today, you ask me what I’m on.
I say
Wouldn’t you like to know?
My friend,
Life comes and goes
I’m high off of my youth
Alive off summer nights
Mid-August fights
Tears shed, falling into my bed
Falling into your arms.
Tie-dye shirts, blue-eyed flirts, and mini skirts.
Tonight, I am drunk off your voice.
Dog days, Smoky haze
Tomorrow, I’m completely wasted off your laugh.
Mosquito bites, the same old fights,
I want brisk autumn nights
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alaska jade Jul 2020
I struggle to tie my shoelaces today
You don't hesitate to swoop in and double knot my sneakers so perfectly

Only the way you could.

I loved getting lost in lavender skies and mansions with you

Only if it was real.
alaska jade Jun 2020
So many people
Blowing up my phone
Yet somehow
I still feel so alone
Feeling empty in a room full of people
alaska jade May 2020
just like that
you became just another stranger
who knows what keeps me up at night
and knows what makes me feel alive
alaska jade Apr 2020
Is it sad that if I was on my deathbed, I have no clue what I’d say to you?
would I tell you I’ve loved you for a lifetime or would I tell you that I hate you.
would I give you the satisfaction of knowing that you’ve held my heart captive since the moment our eyes met or would I just let you know that you never deserved my true love?
i guess we’ll just have to find out.
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