What I don't understand,
Is that I feel it when
We hold hands,
Or when she rests in my arms
And steals a quick glance,
When she thinks I'm not looking.

Or
When she half smiles,
And though shes been silent for awhile,
How there's a faint glimmer,
In those otherwise
Indifferent eyes.

How about when we tease
Each other, and talk ****?
Then we exhale
She rests her head on my chest
For a bit,
While her hand graces my thigh.

I feel it so strongly,
But I can't understand why
She won't say it
First?

My eyes feel so cloudburst.

I try not to make
It matter,
I know her better than that -
And for the sake
Of what we have,
I won't let it shake
Me, I let it be...

Call me an old young man -
I am old fashioned
In that sense,
I feel so juvenile
Cause I hated the word
"Boyfriend"
For the longest time
Yet it'd make me feel better,
Even if just for awhile.

Some of her peers know,
Through the affection we show,
But most don't
Is it a can't, or won't?
Perhaps I'm still a risk,
Cause I don't feel like a constant.
Maybe that's why sometimes she feels so...
Distant.

Is it real?
Is she worth it?
Of course it is,
Of course she is.

I can tell from all this
Fleeting bliss.

Cause I sense it,
When I'm half asleep,
With her curled up next to me.
Or when she places her lips
Ever lightly on my cheek,
When she runs her fingers through my hair,
In those moments,
I know she cares.

I try to think otherwise,
That its not a must.

I don't want to force her
To define what this is,
But I am selfish.
Because I need to know,
That shes willing to show,
That we are more than just friends -
That this is a means
That I am an end.

I know she loves me,
And that I love her
But sometimes
I need to make sure.

Am I that insecure,
To need to want more?

Being with you,
Has been, as if the doves take flight
And the heavens open wide,
For I feel our souls entwine,
To the death beds we rise,
Fiery blaze of angels sing,
The glory to the king.

Can you truly dictate the direction in which you will walk?
Change the manner of your subconscious ways
And develop yourself into a new role?
What of your mind, what of your body?
Can you bend such things to a fuller health
And channel your will for the good of yourself?
Not to mention the collectiveness of this
You and your futures mutual souls
And for those of you who are yet apart
And wandering further down the path
Only wondering what the future holds
You can relax and know that it has been decided
Because the heart will want what it will want
It's inevitable

Ai khuda Mujhe Hawa bna de,
Mujhe unke sanso me bsa de,
Kabhi bhi na ** Saku Dur unse
Aisi meri taqdeer bna De,

Ai khuda Mujhe aansoo bna De,
Mujhe unke aankho me bsa De,
Khushi ke Pal ** ya ** dukh ki ghari
Us Pal unke aankho se Mujhe chhalka de,

Ai khuda Mujhe sitara bna de,
Mujhe us Chand ke paas bitha de,
Jih bhar ke dekh lu Mai us Chand ko
Aisi chandani raat bna de,

Ai khuda Mujhe aaina bna de,
Mujhe unke kamre me bitha de,
Har Pal wo mere samne **
Aisi khubsurat pari unhe bna de,

Ai khuda Mujhe kajal bna de,
Mujhe unke aankho me laga de,
Na lage Unhe kisi ki nazar
Unke sare dukh Mujhe dila de,
Unke sare dukh Mujhe dila de....