A thousand feelings I cannot contain.
Destroying my whole being, making me insane.
The space between us continues to remain
I didn't know that it was your heart that I cannot obtain.

Twisting, turning, tides o churning
Diving down, to drown the burning
Fires flying, dreams of dying
Yearning and still learning.

Chase the oil slicks,
Douse the blackness.
Flee the river styx,
Let go of false desires.

Set the past, ablaze with matches.
Destroy this hatred, in its masses.
Follow footsteps, frightened faces,
And find fate hides, in many places.

she's outspoken
yet she shies away
she's blunt
yet she's some kind of fake
i wonder how vague this girl can get
i just don't understand her

Said, the more I silently expressed,
the more obvious I can be seen.
Why you didn't? can't you notice?
Life's within you, Am I so mean.?

You fly
You blind
You poison
You ****
You are just dust in the wind

Where are you? Or where am I? Where’s God? Where’s the world heading? Why am I the way I am? Why are you the way you are? All vain questions remain with no answers and I’m done trying, searching for an answer that would alkalize my bitter acidity or tranquilize my electricity. It all seems so vaguely distorted, it all hurts. The feeling never left me, the only thing that has ever been there for me constantly. Empty, empty, empty, made a home out of the void, made peace with anxiety. So silence please wash me.

I have a little light left by the stream,
Between the narrow side walk
And the highway that ran over
My silly pointless nature dreams.

Furious
Curious
Fractured
Enraptured
By the gravity
Of what it had to be
Tender
Slender
Tragic
Magic
Dreams slipping through my fingers
As the memory still lingers
Suppressed
Depressed
Songs
Wrong
About every little thing
And every bit I sing
Dramatic
Fanatic
Drunk
Punk
Up all night
Still in fights
Potential
Credentials
Passing
Fasting
From something unhealthy
Maybe someone can help me
Leech's
Speeches
Lamented
Invented
These twisted nightmares
In which I can't care
Various
Precarious
Situations
Frustrations
So intense you can't imagine
How it once had been
Funny
Sunny
Living
Giving
But these days are long gone
And I've simply moved on