I stand here naked in the crowd A spotlight hits me where I'm proud. I'll flash the skin of my bones I will cry to you! Hear my moans!
I will come clean in the open field Remove my mask and lower my shield Oh please, shoot me in my roots. Bleed me! Throw me off my boots.
I am but only a human being. For it's not just the lies I'm not seeing. Refuse to be more than I'm capable of. There is no such thing as peace, fly off, dove! I have lied, I have deceived. I have hated and I have grieved.
But I am only mortal. Imperfect human and fertil. A beast of the many. Proud of inventing the penny.
I stand here telling the truth! The elder, the grown and the youth! We are but a brink of humanity! Already through our sanity!
Hit me with your words which shall not be spoken... I hope, I dearly hope, I'm not alone who feels awoken. Here the world will grand a token. For my fellow who are broken, Accept we are but only human, Yet human we shall be...
the truth is i'm terrified. absolutely petrified. people think i'm ******* depression personified. the truth is i'm just as hurt as you, if not more. you shouldn't have lured me here. i'm sad and don't know what to do. the truth is, all i want is you to hug me and whisper in my ear "it's all going to be okay." and for it to be true someday.
im sad and im tired. im tired of ******* hiding it. here is my truth. im sorry.
I didn't leave you for him I wish you wouldn't listen to them I left you for me I just wish you could see I wasn't happy Afraid to be lonely Yes you treated me perfectly But it just wasn't meant to be This thing between you and me It wasn't meant to be More than just a friend to me I like our friendship But I can't stand being tied hip to hip I'm not an alcoholic I take sip by sip And it hurts to see You drinking more after me It's temporary happiness But that life isn't full of bliss Keep going like this And the good moments you're gonna miss
I changed the colour of my hair from brunette to blonde not for me but for you maybe then you might respond
I got rid of my natural nails and replaced them with longer more colourful gel ones with lots of details. not for me but for you
I stopped wearing sweats or comfortable pants and shirts, I now wore dresses and short skirts not for me but for you
I tossed my sneakers and flats, started wearing high heels which are all lined at my doormats not for me but for you
I spoke softer, more high pitched just like every woman "should" you make it a part of womanhood. not for me but for you.
Is there anything you would like me to change? Is there anything more you want me to rearrange? Of course it's not gonna be for me, it would be for you. Afterall, it's a game you play, it's the thing you do. Not for me but for you.