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vanessa ann Apr 2020
god does not love me
i think he doesn’t even know my name,
yet i still wonder what he’d call me by once i arrive
at the gates of afterlife,
would he disregard what he wrote in the book of life,
look me in the eye
and call me by the name
my parents christened me with
instead of human number 99560000c, earth #05?

but who am i fooling;
i am but a donut flying across infinity in lightspeeds
one moment there, a moment later swallowed by the hungry monster who awaits
in the black hole

am i a snack for idle gods?
a cut of chicken running from the jaws of earth, unaware
that it is merely flopping from one bowl to another,
flour to egg to crumbs—
a breading offering for the deities

most people have come to accept that, i think
as i jump yet again into the bowl of flour
but i am not most people, as i refuse to believe
the reality that i am but a speck of dust fleeting through life,
an insignificant bug easily quashed by the stinking
foot of infinity,
that old hag.

life is temporary
too much breading does not do any good
i will soon be the trillionth dumped into that pool of hot oil

but **** if i’m not going to try scorching the tongue of a god,
and while i’m at it,
be the most delicious flying donut in the galaxy.
―a feast for the gods
eli Mar 2020
when i see you,
my problems,
temporarily,
vanishes.

when you kiss me,
my tears,
temporarily,
does not fall.

being with you,
is the best.

because when i am with you,
you bring me joy,
which makes me happy,
temporarily.
but when you leave, everything is back to normal.
MontyPie Feb 2020
Little by little, I am a puzzle being put together over the span of 15, almost 16 years and going.
   I am waiting for each piece.
I've tried forcing Time to find them for me, it ended up in complete desolation.
   I can feel my soul being unstitched.
I can feel my past lives wanting free.
   But being literal, my flesh and Movements are being Analyzed by the great Above.
   The almighty Powerful.
To which I say ******* to.
   Mind over Matter, is what I go by anyways.
Any Authoritative Figure can **** it.

Walk down this hall with me, I'll show you the restroom.
   Walk through the kitchen, you might see the spirits past 10.
Walk up these stairs, I'll show you my mind and everything else that comes with it.
   Be careful of the door to the left, if you are let in you are clearly not one of my mind.

   I know nothing lasts forever.
At this rate, Temporary is keeping me alive.
   The only thing I'll come close to accepting is a Long time.
life got me. watch me bite it back.
D Feb 2020
i'll temporarily make my home in your bed
i'll live inside your head

until we're both dead
read into it
Jay Jan 2020
You know what’s crazy?
The older you get,
You will understand that things are temporary
Now you probably wondering why I said “temporary” and what, or who is,
Life is temporary,
We literally live to die
It’s like when a flower blossoms it’s so beautiful
Come back to it in a month..... DEAD!
The flower lived it’s purpose and,
so it must DIE

People are temporary,
Can you remember the little girl or boy you played with in summer camp,
Think about it,
Or the person you sat by in class when you was in school,
I believe that people are introduced in your life for a specific purpose,
Once when it’s finished,
The person is now temporary

Lastly,
Relationships are temporary
This is tricky because it will always be a handful of couples who make it forever,
But the word forever,
is *******
I remember When finding someone was my biggest goal as a kid
To have that ONE person till the day I die
Move a mountain for them, sacrifice for them, be there backbone, be the man of there dreams.
That is so much ******* because when you die the relationship is over...... “TEMPORARY”
Relationship now in this generation is now looked as a duty,
If you don’t fulfill your significant other duty,
They lose patience and start to blame you for a lack of
Caring
Respect
Reassurance
Love
Happiness In the relationship
The minute they start thinking this,
The relationship is temporary because they already thought of ending it with you,
Forever is out the door and you can kiss that dream goodbye
Finding a diamond in the rough is impossible,
And we have social media to blame for that,
because it molds you into thinking of how a typical world relationship should be
Instead of thinking what you want

People are easily influenced by the world and other people ideas
We lose the trait of our own morals and what we want as a man or woman
Which leads to everything in this world.....
TEMPORARY
Empire Jan 2020
I feel alone
I feel desperate
I feel destructive

20mg hydroxyzine later

I feel tired
I feel calm
I feel drugged

I don’t want to be like this
Seeking relief every waking moment
Begging for the pain to cease
Pull solutions out of a hat

take pills                      
                    *******
drink                            ­       scream      
                                            slice your wrist
a few more pills          
                              bother your friends
sleep it off                                                  
           ­      cry                          write
plan your death                      
                                     ­         try to ignore it


And know
That though this mood will pass
The illness never will
It will always stalk me
It will always come to torture me
It will always be waiting
To destroy me
Kewayne Wadley Jan 2020
Sometimes something as simple as a look can hurt us.
It's so easy to get caught up in a moment of temporary happiness.
The truth seems so far from the place we'd rather be.
Eventually we become blinded by that
Which we know will eventually hurt us.
When in reality, what we truly want
Is for someone to hold our hand &
Tell us that everything will be alright.
It breaks our heart and tears us apart,
Something so simple as a look.
We allow ourselves to hear and see what we want,
But when that split second is gone
& there is no one else around to help
Us from finally glancing in that direction.
Something so simple as a look hurts us
More than we could ever imagine.
We never realize that we deserve more
Than we allow ourselves to have until we have no choice to let go and accept
What we can no longer see
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