…But I fail to grasp…
I really do.
And I fail to write too
about the colossal confusion
in my mind's realm.
To be free must always create glee.
And freedom, consequently,
must incontestably be
the loftiest of all bounty.
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…But then they say:
Do not run away from your instincts
…of survival, love, anger, ***…
for if these instincts were not of value,
nature would not have given them to you.
And I muse: Is it true?
Is it?
this incomprehensible link between being free
and the ineluctable visceral slavery?
Won't it rather be that no sooner than you begin to try
to attach (or detach) value to this view or the flip-side
freedom…would indubitably fly
…away?
And then they say that one must surrender.
And thus I agonizingly wonder:
when the mind doesn't wish to unwind
…to let go…
and you bully it to do so
you still cannot be set free
for it is only they who say:
Whatever you resist
shall persist.
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And I fail to grasp, I really do,
the cryptic intent of this concentrated glue
of chaotic desire and cardinal instinct
inherently inbuilt
by nature's very own inscrutable mechanism
in (wo)man's puppet-like plight
and then making salvation
the sole noble right
of a free spirit.
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An afterthought mulishly survives:
Why?
