Your pink mouth screaming at me to get out, my ragged breaths as I ran up the stairs.
Why oh why did God make me this way if I was a mistake?
My aching heart drags my heavy feet onward, the rain soaks my already numb body.
Why was I born this way?
The lit up building like a beacon, a smiling face a listening ear.
They tell me i'm not broken or weird, they tell me that I am normal and that there are others like me.
They are a samaritan on a dirt road that seems as if it will lead to nowhere, picking me up from the ditch that is my soul.
It's on the first day I meet them, just like me they too feel like they're in the wrong shell.
I tell them that I am a snake wanting to shed my skin but the angry and hurtful words glue my skin onto my too loud skeleton like a cocoon.
They offer words of support and a welcome environment, they are like the family that I and many others never had.
It is after my first month there that I get a job, a job that can help me on my journey. It is also here that they call me by my true name.
My mind and body are making a peace treaty, an alliance of my sanity. I learn to love ‘me’.
No longer a he and now a she.
I am finally free to be me.
Love and faith are the keys.
For I am finally free
