You are my perfect dream
You are my final wish .

We don't talk nowadays
You don't even look at me,
I am now out of ways
I don't know how to be

Hence I create you in my dreams
No we're not a couple by the streams
But you just talk to me, have forgiven me,
Just that makes my heart skip a beat .

The thought of you just standing beside me,
Means the world to me .

All of this is not the reality
That's why I see you in my dreams
That's why I don't wanna wake up from my sleep .

I never told anyone that I loved you
Yet they teased me with your name
To silence them I fought with you
And cried for hours in pain .

I never told anyone that I loved you
Yet they teased me with your name
I asked them the reason for all the teasing
They said , for her my eyes reveal my feeling.

You never saw my love
Maybe cause I wasn't able to show it
Always busy silencing them
I wasn't able to express it .

Your memories keep troubling me
Neither do they let me work in the day
Nor de they let me sleep at night
They force me to think about you

Maine kabhi kissi ko nahi bataya ki main tujhse pyaar karta tha ,
Fir bhi saara zamana mujhe tere naam se chheda karta tha .
Unko chup karane ke liye main tujhse ladta tha
Akele mein ghanto roya karta tha .

Maine kabhi kissi ko nahi bataya ki main tujhse pyaar karta tha
Fir bhi saara zamana mujhe tere naam se chheda karta tha .
Maine unse puchha ki unhe aisa kyun lagta hai ,
Unhone kaha unhe meri aankhon mein tere liye pyaar dikhta hai .

Tujhe kabhi mera pyaar nahi dikha
Shayad isliye, kyunki main kabhi dikha hi nahi paya.
Hamesha zamane ko hi chup karane mein laga raha
Kabhi tujhe apne dil ki baat keh hi nahi paaya .

Teri yaadein mujhe bahut satati hain
Na din mein kaam karne deti hai
Na raat ko sone deti hain
Bass tere baare mein sochne par majboor kar deti hain .

I still end up with you in my dreams
My heart still calls out to you .

I still hope that one day you will understand,
I still hope that one day you will hold my hand.

I still try to find you in every girl
I still love the way your hair curl

What we had was great
But maybe it is not in our fate .

It's sad that I have to stop
So that in life I don't walk but hop.

It's time to build my own reality
In a way I can live my dream in it .

I often think maybe I should
Live my reality in my dream
But who would I be kidding
It will only be true as long as I am dreaming.

I am not retiring
But merely on a break
I will be returning
As my dream is at stake.

All I can ask from you
Is to wait for me
For when I return
I will be free .

I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE

I don't love you anymore
Still, I am unable to love someone else.

Nothing brings me more joy knowing,
You were my first love.
Nothing brings me more sorrow knowing,
You will be my last love.

She asked me if I loved her
I told her I did.
But when I looked inside me,
I knew I lied.

I couldn't break her heart,
Because she loved me.
She wasn't the heroine of the story,
But she loved me.

I didn't give her a reason,
But she understood.
It broke her, upset her and angered her
That I just couldn't love her .

My heart is closed and abandoned,
It doesn't allow anyone to enter it
Because somewhere in there
You still live in it .

I have been with many,
Didn't love one .
Never actually been with you
But always knew that you were the one

I still try to mingle,
Everytime I can .
I really like them  
But love, I don't know if I can.