I look at God's stories and teachings
and I always keep on reading
"satan is the devil"
"he's the purest form of evil"
but i wonder, what if maybe
he was just misunderstood.
what if he never wanted for things to go wrong
and he had just made a mistake
What if the reason was he was just confused all along
and he ended up in this kind of fate..
I'm not saying we should believe in his wicked words
or follow his evil doings
but what if he just needed a prayer
for him to revert back and be accepted again by our Father
if we kept praying for sinners..
and we keep praying for souls to be saved
why can't we pray for him?
a fallen angel...who also needs to be prayed?

This death won't be my last,
I've been here before.
The serpent tempts me to eat the apple,
Null it down to the core.

Going back to my original sin.
I am going back down again.

In a mechanism.
Built for pain.
Desire scape. Dry tears of rain.

Of hollow wants.
And a shell of diamonds...
Controlling all.
And the mind is binded...

Lost and loose.
The opposite of it...
Drawn like poison from
The wound.
Of softness. In a clock that ticks

The complex made.
Of thrifty fabric.....
Looks like silk compressed with
****** plastic...

Thoughts of carefree
Life ....and love in novels.
Contrast  hollywood.
And sprawling business models.
To let go and live
meticulous commisioned permission with in.
Or profit
Sin and repent hope you let live and forgive....
To shadow all the blackened hues
Living in. My decisionism...
Or lose decisive. Components
Of a system in. That twists it in...
The howling arm. Of a beast
With guided eyes. A jawline broke
Like devils grin...
And western medicine.
To cure an element.
Of an unfinished little.
Journey of ****** development...
Puberty and spiders.
Crawling on my head and in....
Hormonal. Storms and stormy
Shores washed with in. Stories
Of a sacrifice.
****** embellishments
Thoughts programmed.
To want a wife like hetero men
On the television....
And be a woman chasing.
Dinner date with  death and satan.
Before I made my outsides
Look the same.
As inside. Denied. But not for blame
On God's creation.
*** in the process. I changed
The collective conscience...
Now embrace the naked pain
Of trans women. Transmen and gays.
So in love with society's embrace.
My controlling matrix
Wither in a credited vision
Of a sacred mission to be brave
As my true orientation..
Gender. And purpose
For creation.
Thanks for staying.
I know I'm not the best
But you get what I'm saying.