I'm sorry I'm so broken,
I'm sorry I pushed you away.

I'm sorry I took you for granted,
when all I really want
is just for you to stay

Pain to loose,
Strength to gain.
Who knows who will leave me,
So I pushed them all away.

pushed to the edge
I met the swords blade
with a devilish grin

I am not afraid

I can tell, you're pushing me out.
You're growing tired of having me around.
It's obvious and makes me feel as though
I could just drown...
I never thought the day would come
when you'd want me out.

I knew I would fall
But I still had to try
I just didn't realize
you'd be the one to push me

I took every ******* word you said like gospel
worshiping every hidden insult and all of your
manipulative teary eyed complaints about life.

I loved every time you told me I was worthless
in that stupid shadowy way you had and still I
would just as quickly fall to my knees for you.

I laughed at all the abstruse ways you pushed me
around like a rag doll for your enjoyment just
a play thing for you to use whenever you'd like.

I treated you like my god in disguise and then
I came to realize that you were never my god
only an demon trying to corrupt my weak mind.