Am I pushing
you away?
I can't tell if
I am.
If i was,
would you tell
me?
I don't mean to.
If I do, maybe
it's because  I
already know
you're going to
leave me like
everyone else.
So I guess I just
make it happen
sooner.
I'm sorry.
I'd rather hurt
now then later
I guess.

it's ironic how i say i'm so alone,
when really everyone ive known has
been stretching out there arms for me, and i constantly hear them say,
"Come on, take my hand!"
but i push them away,
because i feel as if though they wouldn't
understand.

I need someone who would look at me
The same way I look at the ocean, sunsets, and stars

I need someone who would talk to me
Everyday, from every waking moment 'til we fall asleep

I need someone who would listen
Not just listen, but comprehend everything I say

I need someone who would never take me for granted
Not like what you did to me

I need someone who would trust me
With all he's got

I need someone who would be brave
And fight for us until the end

I need someone who would want to be with me
And then everything would be alright

I need someone who is afraid
Of losing me and what we have

I need someone, somebody who's not you
Anyone but you



*But in the end
I'll push them away
Because they're not you...