You lighted up my world like a spark for a while, how unfortunate I was I thought the day has arrived. I mistook you for sun that was me being naive, you burned my world and said "I was just being polite".
The results are undeniable, My fears are justifiable. I know you mean no harm, But I’m a sucker for your charm. I mean, on paper, you’re ideal, But I’m already losing what is real. I’m tripping over words inside my head. I don’t know what should be left unsaid. Polite smiles are well and good But I would scream if only I could. I feel my demons scratch my tongue, Trying to silence what I’ve become. I’m running out of space inside my mind, I just can’t be who I left behind. I am honest and I am strong. So why does that now feel so wrong? And I know freedom isn’t free But I’m begging you not to break me.