I will never forget our first night together.
The way he swiftly grabbed me by my waist, pulled me in and kissed me with the roaring intensity of a tidal wave.
I was striped naked & exposed; drowning in the depths of his love.
And it was in that moment that I knew where we were headed…
Our souls were bound to one another.
And it was a peaceful feeling.
A feeling of surrender…
Of familiarity.
It felt as if my soul sighed in relief
I have now returned to a past life lover
The one I never stopped seeking.
I felt safe in his presence.
Protected.
I could confidently lower my walls and let him in.
Without fear.
Without doubt.
What we shared was something that was once only found within the realm of my dreams… The deep recesses of my unspoken desires.
A love that I knew existed and desperately tried to re-create through lovers from my past
Each time tragically resulting in heartbreak & soul crushing betrayal
But on that first night with him, I understood why it all had to occur.
They were lessons I had to learn
Lessons to love myself enough to attract the man that has always loved me.
Divine timing brought us together when we were ready.
Ready for our second chance at our eternal love.

Pluto was upset—he'd been demoted.
His cold earth shook and grew colder;
He, who locked the moon's eyes on him, scolded
other planets, who dared to grow bolder
injuring his giant ego—what for?
Lonely thing, being Pluto: failed solar
dwarf, who still thinks he is more
than a bore.

Will it burn me up?
This extraordinary love?
I let my self go