What do you want?
No, what do I want?
I'm almost there
Yet I'm still here,
Standing on the same page

I'm gonna keep going
This my dream,
This is my choice,
But now that I'm here
Why am trembling?

I want to be like a twinkling star
Not everyone can be a star
I'm afraid of falling
Like a falling star
I guess I'll never ever find out

Countless thoughts storms my head
Should I go or not?
I'm gonna keep going
This is my dream,
This is my choice

Did I choose the right one or not?
Honestly, I chose this, but am I wandering?
I want to be like a twinkling star
Should I go or not?
I ran as I look at the stars

I'm afraid of falling
Like a falling star
But can I be that star?
I guess I'll never ever find out

Until you
I never knew
Everything, I need to know
The right path
What home feels like

All align to peace
Naturally
And so much more

,,Do not cry“
But what if I want to?

,,Behave“
But what if I don´t want to?

I always tried to hold back my tears
My mind full of voices
Which tried to blame me
My feelings always drowned
In the fear of displeasing others

It might be my last challenge
I am worthy
Worthy to feel
Worthy to show

I will cry, scream and weep
In their faces

Sadness will be my guest

For a moment
For a day
For a week
As long as it takes

I won´t swallow any more
I will spit it all out
No matter if you like it or not

So take my tears
Take my smile

It will be different tomorrow
Nothing stays the same

I refuse to hide my change
I refuse to hide my emotions

You may leave if you dislike it
Because I won´t give up on my path

I won´t give up on my choices