One memory refuses to fade How you touched me like you didn’t want to How you succumbed to my request like you merely pitied me How you kissed me like it left a bitter taste afterwards How you looked disgusted afterwards Those memories never depart
It was at that exact moment I knew it was over I realize I was unwanted I was a nuisance
I'm sorry I'm sorry for loving you I'm sorry I'm sorry for missing you I'm sorry I'm sorry for needing you I'm sorry I'm sorry for wanting you I'm sorry I'm sorry for clinging onto you I'm sorry I'm sorry for wishing you were mine I'm sorry I guess all i can say is I'm sorry Because all i ever was, Was a nuisance to you. I'm sorry I'm sorry for everything For being alive
I've been trying to be more social To step out of my own little comfort bubble But I guess I got carried away, I just enjoyed what new things I've done a little too much So I apologize to those I've now annoyed I guess I got too happy and clingy So now I know to not be social To just stay hidden away and disappear...
drips of joy some of pain peel me you'll find restrain liked or disliked I‘m all the same aroma and sight so guess my name
don't take these words by surprise you might shed tears from your eyes many have complained that I'm a nuisance yet who I am is who I am and can't help how I was named open your eyes cant you see an "ONION" thats just me...
I have to leak out and spill over the edges I have to be a nuisance to the passive state of things If only just to be defiant And scratch at the eyes of the flat environment in which people toil along their timelines without so much as a ripple to show for it I have to let in the wind, and let it howl around my corners and sock hop with me I too often get bored of the sunshine that heats up stable things that barely move I need storms and hurricanes If only just to have something to say one day when youthful isn't how I'm described anymore And the creases in my skin circle and intersect like a mosaic tapestry And they ask for a story around the dinner table Then I'll leak out all over again In a violent rage That will be a nuisance to the passive state of things