guess i'll see you when i fall asleep
i hope the sea i'm diving is not so deep
i feel like i'm wasting time, counting the days
instead of just saying what i gotta say
there's always tomorrow. that's what i thought
i guess i forgot how little time i've got
so day by day, you drifted further away
and i never realized 'till you're replaced by the waves

now i'm singing my ocean blues
it's not the same without you
i'm so sick of radio tunes
so i hung up my phone
left it at dial tone
better to be alone
out of sight, out of mind
'till the end of time
so don't worry, i'm fine

I keep myself distant, at arms reach
Because i want the best for you
And you said the best for you wasnt me
Yet i find myself staying by your side
Strive alongside, guiding you to be the person you were meant to be
I want to see you grow
I want to see you get better
Its all because the way i feel wont fit into the love letter
I find myself writting every night
In the hopes that you'd give up without a fight
I need you to feel something
Im begging you to feel something

I dont get much sleep anymore
Cause my nights are filled with you
I dont get much done anymore
Cause my days are filled with you
I'll never find peace if you keep running from whats supposed to be
You and I beneath the trees
As the leaves fall and the seasons change
There we remain
Fingers locked as we lean on eachother
I need you to feel something
Im begging you to feel something

Even though my loyalty and resolve are strong
I have no choice but to entertain thoughts of moving on
Ive done everything I could to show you that I was the way
But you'd rather do anything else but stay
What if everything was telling us that our love was forever?
But you refuse to acknowledge the universes way of pulling us together

Please, feel something

A long way to go
Down a road, I don't know
Will I do it alone
Or with a purpose

My feet are raw
From the path to finding myself
I had hoped to meet you there
You might have gotten lost finding yourself

But I crave the pain you put me through
Cause if I am bleeding
I know
that u touched me at least

Desolation..
It shatters you from inside,
can take you to the verge of suicide..
it is more troublesome than a chronic pain..
cannot be erased by any champagne..

Desolation..
can only be related through experience..
cannot be fixed by any grievance..
it's a roller coaster of feelings..
doesn't imply that you are a weakling..

Desolation..
struck me since you left..
its something that I did not elect..
not sure how to evade it..
a broken heart story wish I can rewrite it..

I miss you
Everyday
Every hour
Every minute
Every second
I miss you so much
That it hurts
There's nothing I can do
Other than missing you

craving the taste of your lips,
the warmth of your chest pressed against mine,
the heat radiating off of our bodies;

craving you.

Do I need that?
the passionate feeling of hot skin close to mine?
the teasing words and thoughts, the way your eyes watch all of my movements?
how your finger is always kindly stripping the soft parts of my body?
the intimate Feeling of me and u?
Do I need ur heart to fill in the missing parts of mine?
To feel whole again?
But you keep being one of many
gosh I'm so sorry
I don't want u to be this, don't want us to be this.....
I don't want this
I'm so sorry but I think I'm going to break you, or you gon break me first