I don't want to let you down
and I hate it.
And now I am angry at you
for giving something I gave you.
A bit of jealousy came over me
when you two were together.
Now I feel left out and yell,
"Thanks for ignoring me!"
Then I miss the other part of me,
and I just want you by my side.
I shut myself out
and dare say anything,
for I am trying to tell you
how I feel without words.
Does that make any sense?
I'm not so sure,
but all I know is I got to
open myself up to you,
and then I'll be "OK."
