And then you held me
like you'd never let me go-
I wish you hadn't

7:09 PM
30/6/19

Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't touch
but love you.
Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't promise
but want you.
Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't beg
but hug you.

I know .
you didn't need me
to complete you.
I know.
You didn't want me
to fulfill you.
I know
You didn't
Ask to love you...

But...
I can stop...
For you.
Not me...
Because of love ..

For simple touch.
For lonely kiss.
For empty hand..
Don't ask..
Just beg ..
I will..
I want.
I am..
End.

I can't breath..
My life is far to complicated ..
I can't sleep..
My life is little war...
I can't love..
My life is so destructive..
You can come if you wish..
For a moment..
You can come in my day..
For a kiss..
You can come in my bed ..
If you want..
Just to hug me..
Just to kiss me..
Just to love me..
...In my dream..
...for a moment..
Tonight...

Light and color come to hug me.
I’m bathing in a melting rainbow.
I am the colours,
And the colours are me.

i need a hug,

a long one that i can settle into.

a kiss on the top of my head,

a simple gesture really.

to let me know,

i’m loved and that you care.

an act of love and kindness,

when nerves are strained and bare.

and my heart aches,

in its loneliness.

Take me up in your arm,
let me sigh in that secluded dawn.

You are my serene shelter,
ethereally cozy,
and entwined with warmth.

I meltdown to your aura,
I meltdown to your caresses.
The broken unstable puzzles of me
fall right on the place.

Thousands of voices echoing,
old scars of ripped heart,
broken melodies of hazy eyes,
and the agonies of falling apart.

Your embrace knows them all,
like I have always belonged here.

Take me up in your arm.
let me sigh in that secluded dawn.