a glimpse of you
the eyes
wanders far from me

a look
and the stars within you
they glimmer too much

it sounded
as if your gaze
screams, "who are you"

yet the fool
believed you knew me
and it shatters me fully

an eye
for my heart
does overdue

how
why
i still love you

How do I tell you,
That what you meant as a joke,
Hurt me real bad,
That I cried silently and am now sad,
I wish I didn't care so much,
I wish I could just laugh along
But you don't know a thing,
Of my pain and pretending,
When I was really struggling,
And I didn't want me to look, really,
Like a girl who was upset with something so silly.

If you mined my mind all you would find
are tattoos of you and your fine *** behind

The answer is quite simple really:
You can only love others to the extent
of how much you love yourself.

A little tip: Love yourself first, then
go and love others wildly!

It’s hard to tell
To trust my mind
Or my heart

I’m tired of falling apart.

So instead i’m spinning in circles
Waiting and waiting
for the change to happen

I have tears in my eyes
And I don’t know why

It’s how i feel inside.
It’s how i go to hide
when i really want to shine.
It’s how i  turn shy
when i want to sing,
because i’m scared of what the others would think..

All i want to do is live
But I’m stuck behind a cage.
And I’ve trapped myself,
Now all I want is out of this personal hell.

I don’t want to fade.

It’s how my mother died,
It’s how my father disappeared
And now he hides

He’s a coward.
But i guess so am I.

Now i’m here, to face life alone
Until our Creator
Calls me at the higher throne.

I hope i at least find love in this lifetime.
Or at least
myself
-k.c.