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Vida 3d
Just because you didn't like what i said doesn't make it inherently mean
I will always be the angry Black girl
Unfortunately
I am angry
I am perpetually Black
And a woman beyond my control
But is it wrong to be angry
At a world that doesn't want me
A world that hides me
Tells me
I got that bad hair
Im not good enough for TV
Fix your
Hair
Fix your
Nose
Fix your
Additude
Grown folks business
I am a woman built to mother children
My womb built to harbor
Pray to God they aren't a girl
Pray to God they aren't
Black
I dont have to be angry
Sit back
Let someone else be angry
Let someone else be the Black girl in the room
But my blood won't let me
My veins will jump up and run away
My body's inclined
My soul won't sit
Sit for *******
So I'm forcing myself to bd the angry Black girl
Ankush 3d
They walk .. slowly.

Flashing her distance... happily.

She follows the path... patiently.

She swallows the water... She walks.
Scared not , She walks .

She ran-
Breath quickened, fastened heart.
He stalks-
The eyes widened , sharp as steel.
She falls.

They come ...
She ran.
She falls -
She crumbled.

The way she got upset
The light she got stared...
The way she accepted ..
Her fate ensnared.

The way he was happy,
The evil bestowed
The way they asked her,
And she followed.
A girl being manipulated by some people ends up falling in their trap , because of her gullible nature, and unwillingness to fight back.
Vida 6d
I wake in the middle of the night and there's not enough air to fill my lungs

I can see the calm but it's too far away

There's enough noise in my head to wake the neighborhood

Scream into my pillow, I'm sure it's traumatized by now

Put my headphones on and force myself to sleep

I wake in the middle of the morning it's like it never happened

There's air in the room

My music is louder than the noise

Being sad is only for the dark of my room

My personality isn't fit for depression

I'm not that girl

I have too many hobbies to be so sad so I just decided to stop

Tears are for pillows

Crying is for your bed

Because you're too happy to be sad

It's. Not. You.
kokoro Feb 24
every time i open my computer i have to force myself to not look down to that green box, letting me know if you ever found the time to message me back.

I put my web browser on full, so i don't get tempted by that box.
i go on do not disturb so i don't immediately get back to you like how you don't get back to me when you see my text.

I have to pretend that i don't care about my phone,
because every time i log in the only notification i'm greeted with is "no new notifications."

I try to ignore it like you ignore me for hours,
but I physically cant.
it lingers in my brain, minutes feel like hours knowing your just waiting, and even if i text you, you wont understand, will you? because i'm sitting here crying on my bed, wishing you would ever make the time to see me, wishing that you could just talk to me, but i can't do anything about it, because i know on your phone,

i'm silenced.
Vida Feb 18
I don't wanna be around people I have to explain it too
I wanna be around people who relate
Who get it
The struggle
I want to be around people who know what it's like to get their hair braided
Who knows what it's like when People touch your hair
Who know what it's like to weigh out whether or not you should fight back
Who know what it's like to have to change your vocabulary for someone
Who know what it's like to be the mean girl

Because it is a big deal.

You don't see it because it's not you
You don't see it because it doesn't matter to you
You dont see it because you aren't me

You don't know what it's like to get your hair braided
You don't know how it feels when people toch your hair
You don't know what it's like

For me it's not just touching my hair
It's treating me like I'm some exotic thing
It's making me the me the bad guy for calling you out, because your feelings got hurt
It's making sure not to use slang so I'm not "that kind of black girl"
It's being mean for speaking out

It's being around people who you have to explain this to.
kokoro Feb 14
When he tells me he can't get me a valentine till later,
its so bittersweet.
I love him for telling me so i'm not put down,
and I love how he thinks for me.
But it reminds me of every time i've gotten my birthday forgotten,
any holiday surrounding me,
forgotten,
and those words,
"i'll get you something later, i promise."
coming out of a desperate mans mouth.
It's not that i crave a gift
i really don't, i really don't care.
but how am i supposed to have trust in something that has been broken so many times?
how am i supposed to have trust when i've been pushed aside as a later thought?
Zywa Feb 12
With eyes like a deer,

so wide, the girl is hiding --


in stinging nettle.
Collection "It takes a lot of tries to make a début"
Evie Feb 9
She stands before the cracked glass pane,  
A shadow draped in whispers of pain.  
Eyes hollow, rimmed with a sleepless despair,  
She searches for someone—someone not there.  

Seventeen summers, yet no light remains,  
Her heart a battlefield of silent chains.  
Each dream she weaved has unraveled slow,  
A tapestry of wounds she cannot show.  

She burns with fire she cannot command,  
An inferno of thoughts she can’t understand.  
The passion inside is a chaotic storm,  
But the conviction to steer is shattered, deformed.  

Her voice quivers like a bird in the cold,  
The words she swallows, stories untold.  
She yearns to scream, to shatter the air,  
But silence binds her—she doesn’t dare.  

In her chest, an aching void resides,  
A hollow echo where hope once thrived.  
The weight of the world bends her spine,  
Yet she smiles—a counterfeit sign.  

Her mind’s a gallery of haunting art,  
Each frame a memory that tears her apart.  
The mocking laughter, the cold disdain,  
Echo like thunder, magnifying the pain.  

She drowns in mirrors that show her scars,  
Counting her flaws beneath dim-lit stars.  
The girl she sees is a stranger, a lie,  
An unwanted ghost she can’t defy.  

Her hands shake as she clutches the air,  
Grasping for meaning that isn’t there.  
Her thoughts are daggers, sharp and cruel,  
Each one branding her the eternal fool.  

She wishes to feel, but the numbness spreads,  
A frost that blankets her soul in dread.  
The warmth of joy seems lifetimes away,  
A flickering candle in endless gray.  

Why can’t she be the girl they demand?  
The perfect portrait, the steady hand?  
Why does her heart rage like the sea,  
When all she wants is to simply be?  

Her mind whispers lies in the dead of night,  
A chorus of shadows stealing her light.  
"You’re unworthy," they hiss, "You’re weak, a mistake."  
And she believes, as her fragile dreams break.  

The world moves on, unseeing, unkind,  
Leaving her drowning, trapped in her mind.  
Each day a struggle, a silent fight,  
Against the growing void, against the night.  

But buried deep in her battered core,  
A tiny ember fights to restore.  
Though faint and trembling, it refuses to die,  
A spark of defiance beneath her sigh.  

Yet she wonders, will it ever be enough?  
To mend the fractures, to grow from the rough?  
Or will she fade like a forgotten tune,  
Lost in the silence of a pale, cold moon?  

She stands before the cracked glass pane,  
Her tears falling like relentless rain.  
In her reflection, she sees her despair,  
And wishes for courage to repair.  

To the girl in the mirror, I write this plea:  
You are not your scars; you can be free.  
Though conviction falters, your soul still burns,  
And from the ashes, strength returns.  

But for now, she lingers in her pain,  
A storm-tossed ship in the cruelest rain.  
And as the world sleeps, she cries unheard,  
A broken melody without a word.
greatsloth Feb 6
She is that flower in pinkish-red hems
Blooming amidst the silent, withered stems;
She does not need any grace of water,
But pleased to tears that have fallen over

My hand trembles, I cannot pluck her roots—
She's too precious to be in worn-out boots;
Though it hurts, I'll hope there's a gardener
Who'll place her where light shines a bit kinder.
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