i want to fix you          

to kiss your scars
and heal your bruises,
to mend the broken ribs
that protect your
fragile glass heart

i want to see you
happy again

because i miss
that blush on
your face
and the lines
by your eyes
when you
smile

it pains me
so much
to not see
those lines
any more

and i so want
to fix you

but how can
i heal
someone who
is broken
beyond repair?

i guess,
i'll just stay
by your side,
silent and
ignoring the
fact that you
are one step
away from
goodbye

I want to fix you
I want to watch your eyes light up
I want to know what your laugh sounds like
I want to see the corners of your eyes crinkle up when you smile
I want you to crack the worst jokes just to make people laugh
I want to hold you without you flinching
I want to touch you without you screaming
I want you to sleep without nightmares
I want you to feel comfortable in your own skin
I want to wipe away the marks
I want to heal the scars he left
I want to fix you

I tried to fix you.
Cause that's what I do.
I look for imperfections and cracks.
And as I tried to put your pieces
Back together is when I
Notice that I was s l o w l y
Chipping away.
I am more broken than you.
Instead of putting you back
together, I should have been
saving myself.

You are worthless
You are amazing
You are hideous
You are ravishing
You are plain
You are stunning
You are stupid
You are witty
You are fine
You are broken
You are happy
You are choking
You are you
*You are beautiful

I wish I could gather all your broken pieces ,
and heel the scars that the shatter had left in you.

But here I am, oblivious of how to gather my own wreckage.

Don't
Tell me
I'm broken
When there's
Nothing
You can
Fix.

Yes
I admit
You are broken

But I have a stockpile of band-aids
That I used to keep for myself
They are yours now

And yes,
You are hurt

But I have soft cherry lips
That can kiss pain away  
I will share them with you

And those broken bones of yours?
I have just the thing for them;
Arms that brace injuries with an embrace  

"What about my flaws?" you ask
For those, take a look into my magic mirror
That shows how perfect each flaw truly is

I cannot not forget
The dark hole you are stuck in
I know the feeling
And you can borrow my shovel

And when you need the strength
To dig yourself out,
Look into the blue of my eyes
I will help you carry on

I will do all that I can do
To put band-aids on your wounds
To kiss away the pain
To wrap up every injury
To dispel insecurities
To give you the tools you need

To help you help yourself

To give you the warm sunlight you need
In order to grow.

Thinking about you,
but you are interested in others.

Waiting for you,
But u have no time ,

You are fixed,
You are interested at sometimes.

Committment, dedication are just brilliant word for you.
Terror, terror,terror
terror smelling every nook and corner

Spring lost its favor ?
But the real love  is wandering.