Dear diary;
I thought I had
no more hope left to lose
...until I found
a little more hope
left to lose.

Go away
I don't want to talk
I don't wish to speak
and I am indeed happy.

Go away
I do not want you to see me
I do not wish to breathe
And I am indeed grumpy

Go away
I don't need you with me
I don't want your pity.
And I am indeed hurting

Come back.
I want you to talk to me
I wish for you to love me.
But I just wont ask because I don't want to bother you, my lovely


<3

How many times have
you said "why won't my heart stop
beating?" before bed?

6:46 PM
7/11/20

Do you fantasize
about never being heard
of ever again?

6:36 PM
7/11/20

I started off as an equal
I have everything that they do
my life was one and the same as my foe
childish battles of lesser
I won baring cost of a little
but as time outgrew my conscience
I found that the pieces were moving against me
with time my company reduced
they left one by one
all in time forgetting me
my castles collapsed
my religion dissuaded
my protectors in hiding
I could not run anymore
I have been cornered to a wall
as the queen left silently
without saying goodbye
I could not live any longer
she was most precious to me
I could not win without her by my side
so the king knelt down and died.