The light in her eyes fade The candles unable to draw a flame Because the winds are to strong now The smile she wore everyday Hanging in the back of her closet Her happiness left She’s begging it back Everyone knows that never works Why me? Why now? The days were brighter yesterday Today is nothing but clouds She trying to pulls her smile over her face But the brace It wont stay Especially today. -kathycis
I keep telling myself I'm okay, I keep trying to trick myself into thinking that I'm happy, but it isn't that easy. Nothing is ever easy. So, I fake a smile all day and get caught in mindless conversations. At the end of the day it just isn't enough. I stay awake all night, tossing and turning, With awful anxiety. I worry about what could've been, But mostly of what will be. I hate not knowing if what I've done is right And if this is the life im supposed to be living. I feel as if I might turn down the wrong road, Like one small mistake will ruin my entire life. I wish I could believe in destiny.