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Venn Jul 2015
(tw; hypothermia, death)

Having depression is like being caught out in a blizzard.

At first, the cold seems like nothing.

You're all bundled up in a fluffy coat,
scarf wrapped around your face,
hands slipped into gloves and tucked under your arms.

But then the snow begins to fall,
and the temperature drops,
and it's like the chill is stripping you down, layer by layer,
even though all your layers are still there.

It gets colder, and you start to feel the effects of the chill,
the fierce winter seeping into your bones,
making it seem as though you only walked outside
in a pair of shorts and a tee-shirt.

Your body begins to numb as the cold starts,
the weakest parts of you losing their feeling first.

Your nose,
your ears,
your cheeks and your face and your fingers,
all becoming completely numb,
as if they aren't there anymore.

And then your legs stiffen up,
and you have trouble walking,
even though you try so hard to keep moving,
because you know if you stop, you're doomed.

But you lose your ability to function,
the cold causing almost complete ****** paralysis,
and no matter how hard you try,
it's impossible to keep moving.

You fall to the ground,
curling into a ball in the snow,
trying to keep yourself warm,
but the cold is too much.

And as the hypothermia sets in,
your brain tricks you into thinking you're actually warm,
and you strip off the layers that were the only thing
keeping you alive.

And then it's over.
Maddie Jun 2015
The crippling feeling of an emotional blizzard
Hitting all at once
Anger at him for neglection
Somber that I wasn't worth his attention
Frustrated that I wasted longing and desire on him
Timid that he ccould blatantly disregard me so easily
Defeated that I anticipated for something to happen
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Mark Parker May 2015
I am the God of all that is dank, dark, and cold.
My sisters are the autumn chill and the winter wind.
Touch me, turn to ice. Hold me in constant hypothermia.
I will shatter your heart and freeze your sorrow.
You can't hold a candle to me, my presence extinguishes heat.
Very few can handle my words, with a frozen mind to follow.
I am what fire is not. I am the blizzard storm.
Jacob Traver Apr 2015
Quickly come
Harshly rushing in
Flurries of inklings
Blow in through my pen

Slowly come
The unique flakes I know
Wisp around in my head
Creating drifts of snow

Forever come
These blizzards, suffice
Enticing my hand
To form sculptures of ice.
K F Feb 2015
When it snows and the wind blows fast enough
that it doesn't look like falling anymore
                just like static on an old tv.

And it sounds like a whooshing of someone exhaling,
exasperated after a difficult day.
There's the occasional wail,
               interspersed among these sighs.

Like someone had their heart broken.
The screaming winds accompany sharp shards,
they pierce exposed skin and remind you of that
fairytale.

The one about childhood sweethearts,
and the freezing of hearts,
and the rescuing of boys.

The frozen glass makes the physical pain match
                     the sad sounds which is an eerie
                     sensation.
Like nature wants you to know it's hurting and suffer
with it too.
Don Bouchard Feb 2015
Between two wars, a blizzard,
Fifteen degrees below,
Wind howling shook the house,
Drove the dirt and snow
In snarling threads across the ground,
Separated farms from town.

My mother and her sister, little girls,
Up and chilled in the kitchen
Huddled by the iron stove,
Warmed to a mix of fuel:
Coal, wood, dried cow manure
Radiating steady heat,
Water starting to steam,
Sad irons warming slow,
Breakfast down,
Ironing to be done.

Wind howling and roads blocked,
Dad out milking cows,
Chopping ice on water tanks,
Pitching down a few forkfuls hay...
Not much else to do
In the howling wind.

No co-op telephone to say
School was closed;
Not that it mattered,
No one could have made their way
Over country roads blown shut,
Over snow-blown dunes  of snow.

Dad and the uncles had wired
A makeshift telephone along the fences,
Two miles to the home farm,
A haphazard affair, but still a marvel
On the eastern Montana prairie
To keep Grandpa and sister Anna close....
(Grandmother gone, and only Anna home),
A crank to send the  current along the line,
The hope that someone heard the bell,
Picked up to say, "Hello?"
A modern miracle
Between two farm houses in Montana.

The bell rang,
Mother answered,
Listened and then spoke low....
"Anna's gone," she told  her husband
As he stomped in, white with cold and driven snow.

"We'll try to go across the fields," he said.
But first they ate, and bundled up:
Long stockings, woolen dresses for the girls,
Blankets, coats and mittens,
Sad irons from the stove top,
Bricks warmed in the oven,
Wrapped in burlap for the floor
Of the old truck.

The journey was unsteady, slow,
Following the fence line,
A makeshift guide in the blowing snow,
Moving patch to patch of brown blown bare,
Avoiding rock hard drifts
Looking out for stones,
Seeking gates to find approaches
To the neighbor's fields.

Two hours later, the old house
Stood ghost-like in the swirling snow,
Bleak it seemed,
Windows staring dark,
Holding death within.

The quiet girls stayed in the kitchen,
Little mothers with their dolls;
The men carried sister Anna to the porch,
Laid her on the boot shelf, stiff and still,
And Momma washed her,
Dried and combed the soft brown hair,
Dressed her in her flannel gown,
Wrapped  her in a linen sheet,
Ready for her ride to town,
Said her good-byes out on the porch.

They left Grandpa standing
In the glooming cold,
Chores to do, stoves to tend,
Waiting for the storm to end....

"The undertaker told my mother
He'd never seen
Such a wonderfully prepared body,"
My Mother's voice crackles
through my cell phone.
She's sitting in a soft chair
A thousand miles away;
I am parked along a road
Reliving an event 80 years past.
Towers hurl our thoughts:  
The  past - the present,
The looming future
Frozen in a telephonic moment.

My mother recites a memory
Eighty years' past...
Her parents long gone;
Her life nearly through;
Her son grasping every word,
Blizzard whipped in the rush
Of time.
Trying to preserve these old family memories.... As we grow older, our family stories become more important. Go ask your folks for their memories. They tell us who we are....
Hayley Coleman Jan 2015
I can't help him when I can't even help myself anymore
Because days have turned into months and I'm just dying to crawl
Out of my skin and out of this world
it's full of sadness and carelessness and misery and doubt
And I had you back for a moment and now you're walking back out
And I can't keep apologizing for stupid little things
And giving people advice when all I need is an embrace
To let me know I am human and that it will all be okay
But I'm sinking in sorrow and the snow just keeps falling
And I can't help but wonder what would happen if I laid down on the ground
And let this white blanket consume me
Would I die and be reborn or
Become absolutely nothing
thund3r-bird Dec 2014
snow covers the ground
and hides the footprints you left
when you walked out of our front door without saying
goodbye
and now my hearts shattering
into a million tiny snowflakes floating
around in the sky until it turns into a blizzard
because the more I think of all the fun we had the harder the snow falls
swirling around my head like all the memories we created
just like the snowman in our yard
but eventually the sun came out and he melted
his nose and button eyes falling to the ground as fast as I fell head over heels for you
and now I remember why I love winter
but hate the snow
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