i wonder if the stains on your sheets remember me
i wonder if the cells that make up the skin covering your soft lips died into thin cracked dust, because they couldn't rejoice with mine again
i wonder if the strands of your silky blonde hair fell off your head from the lost heat my hands used to provide them
i wonder if your eyes permanently dimmed once i left, because i was once their light
i wonder if your heart shivers knowing the fire in it has burned out
i wonder if your body remembers love
i wonder if what we had even was love
i wonder
i wonder
i wonder
but i will never know

Love me forever,
I'll love you always.

A love more than love,
Forever and always.

words written
never mailed
the stamps are worth the money
but the price i'll pay isn't worth making her question
you
no matter how many times i write it
thank you
will always be
i love you
and
love,
anonymous
will always be my smile on your birthday
and if one day a big metal truck
took my thoughts away there are no guarauntees
that they won't end up on
another big metal truck
in the opposite direction of your home
maybe they will just
come back to me,
it makes no difference when it comes to
us
when all i do is collect trash
when all i want you to do is
*collect me in your arms.