She ******* constantly about
cigarette smoke.
Of course, when she’s drunk, she
smokes all mine.
And while she’s complaining
she’s taking snipes that
I wake up at six in the
morning to dig out of
ashtrays—walking miles to get.
It’s laughable.
She sits there with a
***** **** hanging
loosely from her hand and
says,
“I don’t like my
apartment smelling like
cigarettes.”
I say,
“Then don’t smoke.”
She says,
“Why don’t you buy some
real cigarettes—I’ll show
you what real
cigarettes taste like.”
Then she storms
off, all *** and hair flying.
She comes back with a
pack of smokes and a
cigar box.
“I paid two dollars for this, you can
put all your ***** butts in here.”
It’s actually beautiful.
It’s made of cedar and
would look great with
a cactus in it.
There are wood shavings at
the bottom, her
money would have been
better spent on
a dollar pack of rolling papers.
I’m field stripping the
snow embossed butts and using
cut up pieces of the
yellow pages to roll
cigarettes that I’m able to smoke.
She doesn’t have
a clue.
She only smokes when
she’s drinking.
I recently, finally quit smoking.
