I think of the future lightly
As it hasn't always been for me
But things change(d).
Everything is changing for me and I don't know how to handle it. I am trying though(:
It has began,
Forward I move.
New dream, old fears,
More patience, less tears.
I graduated from school and came to college.
Hell is over.
the more I unclench
let it flow
I have skyscrapers as thoughts
but I'm terrified of heights;
delete the deepest fall tonight.
Memories of you never cross my mind
memories of you I cannot be bothered to find
true love* it may be
if i can see no future for you but with *me
the thought of you keeps me up at night
You were like a black & white movie
that I played over & over but backwards
I am in love,
for my vulnerability.
I love you.
But is this flesh, not
more, than a cell for the soul.
A far greater prize.
Laugh hard, my love.
Smoke menthol and smile.
Don't let these vices consume you.