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Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Peace

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Erenn

Peace

Aligned to unite
With others who lost their way
It’s a mess we perceived
To those in dismay
These lines create dreams
For the broken
For the ones never spoken-
Of Love & Courage

Conjuring up notions of time
Structuring of desires preludes
To pursue what’s lost
To preach and beseech truth
Faith denotes eternally
Surviving pain and deceit
What speaks only bleeds
To fabricate amity

Not fazed by power
But to denote greed
Greed of Love & Passion
Exhaling Hate & Deception
To succor the pillar of fate
To exist in this factual state

Your heart's a fragile thing.
Everyone’s heart is.
Don’t ever contaminate hatred
Contaminate love instead.

We're only humans. We're not perfect.
We come in different colours.
Don't hate on things/someone you don't know.
Don't erase a race/religion with intent of hate
Contaminate love instead.

#love #suicide #war #peace #hatred #life #hate #pain #suffering #race

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

He's Not Peter Pan

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Erenn

He's Not Peter Pan

He was running on air
Jumping on constellations
He's like Peter Pan
Only this Peter is tall and growing
He reached out his hand
And asked her to dance
She wondered why she didn't decline
Strangers that could fly caught her eye

She felt his warm fingers
Their fingers clenched
As he held her hand tightly
They flew above the skies
She felt so alive
Her agonies that she suffered
Gone like it was never there

He suddenly grabbed something
She wondered what it could be
He opened his gentle hands
And the brightest little star glows
Like the northern lights in the vast skies
Like fireworks exploding in a snowglobe

She touched it & she fell
Awoke and disappointed
Her dream didn't last till the end
The boy whose name was not Peter
Might be back in neverland
And the Little Star now vanished
**Only fragments of dreams
That will never cease to exist

I freaking love Peter Pan ever since I was young. I'd always wanted to be like him. I cried when I didn't get the part as Peter in a musical.hha I really wanted to be like him. Not a heartbreaker like him, but to never ever grow up and live in adrventures! So this is my interpretation of him I wrote in a poem:)
Got inspired by one of my friends here.
Orked Saerah. Gave me an idea and inspiration to write this piece.
Not my best work. But I love this one.

#heartbreak #pain #loss #you #suffering #peterpan #disney #neverland

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Fate's Surprise (Collaboration With Carolin)

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Erenn

Fate's Surprise (Collaboration With Carolin)

He came everyday to see her
As her life slowly withers
She mount every will to endure the pain
With him standing to catch her faint
There's no way she can submit to fear
Frail like a snail slowly reaching the end
He didn't give up, he knew she'll get better

He loved her through her
misery and pain. Even though
she was fading out into the black
and grey. He promised to kiss her
and stay. With his shining light he
let her demons come out and play
and managed to stop the sad songs
that were stuck on in her head every
single day. Hand in hand he walked
with her out of the dark while he tore
the shadows that used to follow her apart.
Kissing her under the night sky claiming
that he was love drunk. Turning her lips
to crushed cranberry red. “You’ll get better
I promise” he said.

She kept thinking what if she dies
And he finds another soul
She hated that thought
But she rendered to the cold
She knew deep inside
She's not getting better
Her life filching barely at its end
She smiled through pretense crescent
Deceiving like the moon gleaming
Fate fall through and disguised in surprise
Accidents love kissing loyal men
She survived and he died
She cries forever
Until she listens to his last voicemail
"Baby, I don't wanna say this. But I told you so.. you got well. I'm sorry I couldn't make it till the end, so please learn to love again."

Erenn in Italics
Carolin in Bold
Sometimes fate has its twist and accidents happen. But please learn to love again.
My first ever collab with Carolin!!
She's amazing and crazy talented!
Go read her amazing writes!
http://hellopoetry.com/carolin/

#love #life #pain #death #cancer #suffering #accident #fate #surprise

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Tired

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

MonsterInsideMe

Tired

"I'm just tired"
she whispers
"tired of resisting what my heart desires"
then he kissed her
and for a moment she flew
forever wanting the kiss to be lasting
bet she never knew
their love would come crashing
so fast and so hard
she thought that they were meant to be
but he played her like a card
now she sits there all alone
forced to watch him with her
"Don't you miss those hours on the phone"
"Can I make your feelings differ"
she's broken
she's so tired
tired of being open
now that his feelings have expired
"Come back to me"
she pleas to you
but he always wanted to be free
his feelings were never true

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

The End

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

MonsterInsideMe

The End

Everyone says destroy what destroys you, right
so as an angel
I spread my wings and take flight
they said stay strong
and I'm so sorry
but I just couldn't go on
you wouldn't believe how much blood I've shed
the doctor said it would help
so they made me take those meds
nothing ever worked
not for a long time anyway
the depression aways lurked
I pulled up my sleeve with a little doubt
looked down at the shiny blade
as it screamed let me out
I cut deeper and deeper
smiled as the blood showed
I started to get weaker
I just couldn't refuse
the blade is my friend
thought I had nothing left to lose
this may be hard for you to comprehend
please don't cry
but this is really the end
and this is the key to my heart

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

The Blanket

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

MonsterInsideMe

The Blanket

at nightfall the storm comes
which gives the beautiful blanket
time to streanghten and rebuild itself
for the hurricans of the next day
the city blossoms yet again
continuing to cause more destruction upon the blanket
which has become solid and more breath taking over time
chipping away slowly
blow by blow
piece by piece
tear by tear
the blanket dies
as the blanket is chipped away
slowly and painfully
the city feels no remorse or sorrow
night falls over the world
over the heart of the blanket
as tthe blanket is no more
its youth and beauty
dead
along with the blanket

#love #broken #hurt #marriage #unapproval

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

The Blanket part 2

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

MonsterInsideMe

The Blanket part 2

The pieces have been put together
the tears have been repaired
the blanket enwraps us once again
now stronger
out of the city's reach
away from the hurricane
its beauty pierces through the hurricane
making all the gray turn to pure white fabric
which is sewn into the blanket
the city watches in horror
as the blanket becomes larger
even more magnificent than before
the angels sing
the wedding bells ring
as we inter twine ourselves withen the blanket
letting each other know
that we have overcome the city
overpowered the hurricane
and now can bond as one
as the kiss is shared
we may be a part of the blanket
permanately bringing sunshine to the city
the city fights but the blanket,
the blanket is too overwhelming and beautiful

love marriage together overpowering beautiful

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Blade of glory

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Maria

Blade of glory

The memories,
Those awful dark times
Will always play.
But this is my prize.
I simply cannot throw it away.
As I glance at it, the pain cuts through me
The hurt washes over me .
Drowning. Suffocating.
I hold it in my palm,
Twiddle it around loosely between my fingers
Flashbacks. Nightmares. Distorted images and figures -
Like a film playing in my mind
Throw it!
No, keep it!
It's yours.
That smooth silver-grey 2 inches of metal
Cool to the touch.
It was your friend. It was your enemy.
It's your pride and your glory.

**© maria.who

(Comment below please)

#depression #battle #thoughts #personal #selfharm #scars #blade #mine #ebronte

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Set me free.

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Maria

Set me free.

Perched quietly on the dark oak wood
Gleaming, so bright. So .. beautiful?
Waiting
Waiting
No. I mustn't. Fight it.
Withhold the temptation.
Breathe.
Don't let go.
Stop it from screaming.
Please.
Stop it from staring.
Come now, just hold me tightly.
Keep me close and don't let go.
Just a touch, just this once
Stay with me
A scratch on the surface
Not too deep
Again and again and again.

© maria.who

#love #poem #cutting #depression #sadness #personal #selfharm #mine #ebronte

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

It's Time

Dec 2014 Sadolecent

Just Melz

It's Time

He didn't, and that was that.

There's no going back and erasing the past.

Life's too short not to forgive and forget.

Sometimes, there's just no time to justify where everything went wrong.

Time is a battle, a war you won't win, but you gotta push along.

Keep moving forward, you can't change the past or make it come back.

He didn't, she didn't, they didn't. It's time to accept and be okay with that.

The daily for December 6th, by Sean Critchfield titled "Poem By Chance" (check it out, it's amazing), was an exercise using the seventh book on the shelf, the seventh line on the seventh page as the first line, and only seven lines. I hope I did it right.

#war #life #time #past #battle #she #he #didnt #seven #forgiveandforget