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344 · May 2018
Untitled
I took a step
Over the edge
To love you
Was my pledge
To care for you
For countless days
To never let go
Holding onto you always
I am not sure what title but I hope you guys like it
341 · May 2014
How I Feel
The moment has passed by slowly
Though no words did we exchange
The moment I have told the truth
How my heart is lock in your cage
I would always try to break free from it
But somehow I enjoy this prison cell
I kept falling for all the same tricks
The little giggle you make laughing
The pool of eyes filled with innocence
The hair that is as black as night
This are the little things that got me
The simple things that tricked me
Into falling for a person like you
Though I still wait for an answer
The answer that will change my life
338 · Jun 2014
A Better Place
My head is filled with imagination
Full of crazy dreams and sensation
I see the world in a different view
A world which nobody ever knew
A world where there is no trouble
Trouble which I could not handle
A world that is much less complicated
Where good things come unexpected ,
I see the roads as an endless journey
A pursuit for people to be happy
There are rarely winners in this race
That is the point in the reality
Some just have to live with the depression
But things like this never happens
In my head that is filled with imagination
A world where the good won't lay waste
I couldn't dream of any better place
#Life #Fantasy #Imagination #Poem #Depression
337 · Nov 2014
Mirrors
They reflect on the character
It shows more than just image
That is the use of  mirrors
They reflect on who you are
What you have written in pages
For the chapters of your whole life
You can see the change in them
The image you see slowly changes
You can see the innocent soul
Which could slowly turn into monsters
329 · May 2018
War
War
Humans they tend to forget
A better world for everyone
Is what they should make
But all that we have done
Is **** all innocent lives
And steal from everyone
Souls consumed by greed
Had people on the mercy
Of the devils own two feet
War and Violence must stop
328 · Nov 2017
Words
It was words that brought us together and it was words that tore us apart from each other
Words are the deadliest weapons
304 · Nov 2018
100
100
I remember telling everyone
I would live until I am a hundred
I would keep each moments
I would keep each of the smiles
I would keep each of the words
That only gave me positive vibes
I would remember the lonely nights
And the tears that I have cried
I would take them as a lesson
To value myself first before others
I would be wiser in the next lifetime
If I was given a chance to live again
Then maybe things would get better Pieces of my heart won't be cluttered
If I could just took what I've learn
From my life that I lived in a hundred
100 years
300 · Apr 2018
Why?
We could have known
Right from the start
We were never alone
Except for our hearts
It feels like it's empty
Making us feel lonely
Though in great company
We still feel upset
I often wonder why
Why do we feel lonely?
300 · Nov 2018
Past Love
I remember how I felt that night
As I packed my things for home
Can't wait to have you in my sight
Can't wait to tell you over the phone
Never have I ever felt this excited
After all this time it was gonna be you
I thought with you is a new beginning
Another chapter unveiling slowly
But it turns like any other good book
The plot has its own unexpected twist
For in your heart there was another
All the time you had a secret lover
The promises we made just disappear
I remember how mad I was at myself
Falling in love for someone like you
You turned out to be a waste of time
But we both never said our goodbyes
We just drifted apart like strangers
Forgotten feelings for each other
Maybe it is the perfect ending
Me trying to wash away the feelings
Trying to forget all of those times
Where I thought to have a fresh start
But it turns out you were the one
Who tore my whole world apart
Memories both bad and good but it ended badly for me
295 · Mar 2019
Simple
You don't know how simple it was
To have fallen for an angel like you
All it took was one of your touch
And you were in my mind on a loop
I kept thinking about you all day
I had doubts about you every nights
If the words I would choose to say
Would it make you leave my side?
Or those words would make you stay
By my side until the end of time?
You made it so easy but controlling these emotions were hard
293 · Nov 2018
Thinking of you
How could I get through the nights?
Whenever I close my eyes
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
It makes me restless
291 · May 2018
Sad
Sad
You came crashing like a wave
Now I am caught in the middle
I don't know if I should be glad
Because these feelings could be fatal
It gives me wonder at the start
Sooner or later it will be hard
Whenever I feel that we are apart
I would have this ache in my heart
Then my mind would be so negative
I would always think that you'll leave
Like a wave you'd pull me to the sea
Because it could happen in seconds
And if I'm not careful I'd be dragged in
Into the depths of my own depression
Sometimes not all the time
283 · Mar 2019
3 harsh words
You said we could do it all together
Or was it only I who remembered?
That night in the middle of October
When you told me that I mattered
But for how long will I be that person?
Before you choose to leave me behind
But as I expected the situation worsen
And soon you left these arms of mine
How I wished the time could turn back
Maybe I could fix what was broken
Or even stop it from the day we met
To stop the words from being spoken
Those three words aren't enough
275 · Mar 2019
Just One Night
I remembered your lovely eyes
Oh how those pair twinkle
Brighter than the stars at night
Falling for it seemed simple

Whisper me sweet nothings
Love as sweet as honey
Tonight I get rid of my sorrows
And I will regret it tomorrow

All those feelings I have caught
Just by our little conversations
Love was not what you sought
You just needed a companion

To heal all of your wounds
You don't really need me
Even if I gave you the moon
You would still choose to leave
Sometimes people just tend to heal themselves without realizing that they have broken another persons heart
272 · May 2019
Traveller
I was amazed
By different countries
And their different states

I'd hop on a plane
Hitch a car or ride a bike
To be on a different land

I'd see architecture
that took my breath away
Made me hungry for more

I have tasted food
Different from my own
By different cooks

I would take photos
So whenever I am away
The memories won't be lost
My take as a traveller, the world is beautiful
267 · Sep 2018
Dream
It was all like a dream
When you were beside me
Whisper of your words
Lingers from your mouth
Those words that I heard
When you spoke of love
How my heart pounded
Thinking this is the moment
Though it was not about me
It was about him
The guy who stole your heart
And left me with a broken heart
It felt great and then it went for the ****
267 · Oct 2022
Play Thing
Am I your play thing?
An object for entertainment?
When you have nothing
That brings you any amusement?
You call only when you need
But when you are happy
You packed your bags and leave
Without thinking about me
Left me out in the cold
Making me blame myself
Tormenting my own soul
Thinking I am not worthy of love
A toy that is I
263 · Nov 2020
Red Backpack
I could still remember it
When our eyes first met
You were covered in black
From your head to your toe
Apart from your red backpack
And your pure white soul

Your smile forever carved in memory
Your voice is the sweetest of melody
You wished your eyes were sky blue
But black seems more fitting for you
I always felt that I was the lucky guy
To have met you as I was passing by

The most beautiful girl I have seen
More than I could ever dream
Some people think you are a goddess
But you have always been modest
Telling that you are a normal person
When clearly you are different

Like the red backpack that stood out
You were different from the crowd
These signs were all enough
To know I have fallen in love
Gave my heart with no regrets
To the girl with the red backpack
To have fallen in love
256 · Dec 2018
Paradise
I dreamed a day to be away
From the bustling city noise
And from the faces of despair
I wished the car I've driven
Would take me to the coast
Instead of my office in the city
Where I could walk by the sand
Hear the waves crashing on the land
Feel the breeze of the wind
The breathe the fresh air
To have a moment in paradise
Need to get away
249 · Mar 2019
Aging
Remember when you were a kid and all you wanted to was age up? You wished for it every year as you ascend and it never stopped.

You grew physically and mentally as the years pass you by. You started seeing the extraordinary parts of your life.

But everything great must come to an end. Sooner or later you will learn one of life's greatest lesson which is pain.

Pain that could cause by a heart break or the passing of a friend. Thinking it would stop if only your life would end.

And at that point you start to wonder
how did it get complicated? All these complications and test was never what you wanted.

Then you sat there alone thinking why would you grow old? To only face the harshness of life that weakens your soul.
Aging is never that great. it we learn in time so we could be great
243 · Jun 2017
TAINTED
My soul was tainted
By a touch of your hands
For you I buried hatred
As deep as I can
Even if it hurts me
I still kept it inside
It made me go crazy
That I cannot lie
I thought you were my forever after
The one I could waste my years with
But alas I was just your part time lover
And I had to watch you leave
A part of me was slowly drifting away
242 · Nov 2022
Struggle
It happens almost every night
Especially when I am alone
This battle I am having inside
Is slowly ripping apart my soul
I lay in bed but I am wide awake
Trying my best to fall asleep
But the problem is this heartache
That I could feel in so deep
I try to calm myself down
But I still have this struggle
When no one is around
Is the beginning of my battle
Alone in my thoughts and the struggle
240 · May 2019
Sick of Being
I have express the truth
In written paper for all to read
A poem about my youth
Where I chose want instead of a need
When I was learning about love
Pain was what came to me
Mistakes were my companion
Failure was my given title
It was difficult to learn from my lesson
But I'll try as long as I'm able
To strive through all the hardships
That comes into my way
With problems that I bury deep
I still smile at the end of the day
So people won't see that I'm scared
So people won't see that I am weak
But the screams in my own head
Thoughts that are an ocean deep
Would always come and haunt me
Kick me down from where I stand
Who would care for me
A man who is always sick
I hope one day I will meet
A person who would stand by me
For I am sick of being me
All lonely, fragile and weak
My life of being sick, knowing I'm a troublesome and burden to everyone around but trying my best to be strong
224 · Jun 2022
A good day
A good day
It could be the day you win the lottery
Or a day when you finished your studies
Could be the day you got your first car
But for me this is that kind of day
Having you right here laying next to me
In the field as we look at the stars
Now that is a good day indeed
223 · Feb 2019
Lonely
Have you ever felt alone?
Even in a crowded room?
Even with your friends
On a Sunday afternoon?
Even with your family
At one of those gatherings?
Why is there a certain void inside
Only darkness with no shed of light
Is this what it means to be lonely?
Cause I felt it most parts of my life
Alone
212 · Sep 2016
It Was Never Real
I was once caught in the middle by your beauty, oh how you played me made me loss my sanity. My mind went crazy day by day all it could do was think about you, from your smile on your lips, to the ecstasy of your kiss, I was lost in a beautiful nightmare. One day you called out darling, on a train going to our next destination but alas soon I realised that darling was not me because it was always him
209 · Jun 2019
Words
I remember someone said
Words don't come easy
But words are all in my head
Though it is hard for me to say it
I have exchange words before
It was surprisingly easy
But when it came to you
My tongue is tied
I'm lost for words
Now I understand why
Words don't come easy
Especially saying it to a person you love
Words
192 · Jan 2019
Words and Promises
The exchange of words by both
I have taken some as oaths
I lay down my own demons
To honor the words spoken
May this feeling bound us
Taking us to certain places
May you also honor your words
So this feeling won't be a curse
This feeling could embrace us both
Started out with a word called love
Words and promises
178 · May 2019
Mine
When our eyes intertwine
And our hands held tight
I thank god that you're mine
Does not take much, I appreciate you
176 · May 2022
Tear
Love is so confusing
You can love someone
Without them loving you back
And no matter how much it hurts
Your mind still won't change
Why is it hard to bury those feelings?
That have you spent your every tear
In the middle of the night
Why waste another minute
Thinking it could work
When you already know
That they have made up their minds
And they chose a path
Where they leave you behind
I don't know
173 · Jun 2018
Untitled
It never had been easy
To have patience in your heart
152 · May 14
Purpose
I always wondered
What is the purpose?
All the written words
An expression of oneself
On a piece of paper
Dotted in black ink
Which makes me feel better
But if often leaves me wondering
What is the purpose?
Maybe a collection of memories
Of what once was
Something important for me
Maybe I know the actual purpose
It is a place for me to heal
No more wearing any mask
And express what I truly feel
139 · Sep 2020
Quarter of a lifetime
A quarter of a lifetime
Are all of the years
That I have lived
The word goodbye
And all of the tears
Aching with no relief
Remembering the smiles
Laughters that I hear
Is something I would miss
And yet all those moments
Frozen forever in time
Are for mine to keep
But never to relive again
a quarter of a lifetime
135 · Oct 2020
Don't Leave
Help Me!
I am screaning inside
The pain that I hide
For all this while
Is messing with my mind
It comes on a certain time
And all I could do is cry
Save me!
From all of this thoughts
Feelings I have caught
The pain that I have fought
Cast in certain doubts
My mind screaming out loud
My heart trying to find a way out
Leave Me!
If the feelings have changed
Through these passing days
Let us both become estrange
Only to look in a glance
Never to hold hands
Never to speak again
132 · Jun 2019
Goodbye
Everything must come to an end
Though I never hoped it be this way
Slowly letting go of your hands
But my heart just wants to stay
Your eyes looking straight to mine
Burying your feelings deep inside
I heard you said the word goodbye
And I knew a part of me just died
Goodbye
122 · Oct 2019
Dear Self
Hello
Might be the start of our conversation
Please pay close attention and listen
For now the version of you is different
Because your past self would be proud
Those sunny days were covered by clouds
With total uncertainty which cast doubts
Remember those times you got mad?
Or the time you cried when you were sad?
Only to take for granted for what you had
I hope you learn from your past mistakes
Which could affect the choices you make
Hopefully better choices for your own sake
Because the secret to true happiness
Is when you learn to love your own self.
114 · Sep 2020
Footprints
People leave traces
Like footprints on the shore
Memories that come and go
Of fimiliar faces
Now seems so foreign
What used to be constant
Is now left as a remnant
As we kept our distances
Hoping that like footprints
The sea will clear all of it
As the waves hits the sand
Only to find out
That the footprints still remains
People leave such impact in our lives and eventhough we try to forget
104 · Feb 2020
Memory
If there was a way
Would you still love me?
Would you still care?
At the end of the day?

I ask myself a lot
If what we felt was real
Keeps playing in my thoughts
Though our fates are sealed

It is the end of the road
But I appreciate the journey
Even if it's hard to let go
Us is my favourite memory
Memory
103 · Nov 2022
As I grow Old
As I grow old
How excited I was for freedom
Finally walking out the door
As I grow old
I bid farewell to my friends
As we took our own course
As I grow old
I have met new people
That were quite different
As I grow old
I fell in love with a girl
But got my heart broken
As I grow old
The people I used to know
Turned into another stranger
As I grow old
I am used to being alone
Without care from any other
It's a lonely journey
81 · Jul 2020
Smitten
I was worried for myself
The moment I had my eyes on you
I knew what I have felt
There was nothing much I can do
Because it was too late
My heart was smitten for you
79 · Feb 2020
Truth
The was a part of me inside
I knew that was going on
That someday you might
Prove that I was wrong

I wanted to believe in you
But the truth speaks
Secrets I never knew
Horrors I would never believed

I thought it was real
The bond that we made
This act made my mind ill
Thinking of your mistake

I hope you thought this through
Knowing it made me suffer
For having faith in you
Thinking you were better

But I have come to realise
The moment I left you behind
With all of your lies
Peace came into my mind
Sometimes you got to let go and face the music

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