The wine you spilled you made me claim
And I couldn't help, but take the blame
While a piece of me you tainted with shame.
Now, I don't dare to show my name.

What a mythical thing to be
A fae underneath a rotten tree
The scars you made I've shut close
And I threw the memories in cases I've lost.

You know my train could take you home
But on the way, it'll curse you to a life alone.
I sold the pieces right then and there
Heart of mine, to spirits who dare.

The world in which you pulled me in
That where you project your low self esteem
On my wounds and empty spaces
Had me pretending I didn't see your many faces

I'd be hurt if I wasn't in disbelief
But I've given loss a shade of relief
In my painting of us I see it clear
You've painted me as someone you fear.

If I didn't want to pull out
The heart that made us turn south
That I once loved and held in high regard
I'd thank you for pulling us apart.

For the way you pushed and broke me slowly
Got them wondering, how'd she get so lonely?
Hold it close and cherish it now
The ego and facade to which you vow.

In the back of my mind
I found myself not being as kind;
And if I ever become a monster,
At least I'll be holding it closer.

Than you did me,
What a fool to be
To assume we're alike,
I now just want you out of sight.

When pride is my sin,
Your betrayal hasn't gone unseen.
You'll have to wonder which one of us truly fears,
These shadows of our own polished spears.

An obvious glare to the past
Has left me with too many spells to cast
Fueled by anger and deceit
How could I have let history repeat

Fool me once, I thought we knew
Fool me twice, we can't pretend we don't have a clue
It's ego and it's fear
What's not making you see clear?

Betrayal is a must
When two souls are not meant to last
And if I'm the receiver of your hardships
Don't tell me I can't have my sips

Of bitterness and frustration
I've reached my culmination.
And when I can no longer look you in the eye
You know our love was meant to die.

Look at me now but don't let me go
We both know we stooped too low;
And when our souls hurt and our flesh is aching
Are you surprised our love is breaking?

I didn't want to be here
But I just thought you'd be nearer
I don't want to fight
But all I do is out of spite.

I'm not meant to build you up
I'm only here to build my art
And I'll be your teammate
When you don't love me just a little too late.

And what's the love for a soul you thought you had
As a friend when our hearts are broken and sad
If it's now out of reach
And in the contract there's been a breach?

I thank the Gods these days
For letting me pace through this haze;
I thank the alcohol
For letting me forget how much I used to adore:
The abuse you put me through,
For softening my cruel hue.
I bear these cuts,
The bruises and the glass shards,
You placed around my heart,
You pulled my soul apart.
Now I am meant to forget
To forgive and play pretend
That I'm a fair woman
We suffer, it's all so normal.
Let me forget:
That I've cursed you to your death bed.
And if it ever comes
Forgive me,
For I cannot hide
The laughs and the pain I hid inside.

Hurts to see you well
Hurts to know on us I cast a spell
Hurts to sleep without you by my side
Hurts to know I did you right

While I did myself wrong
Gotta play it strong
Ego at play, our ships at bay
Our love in decay.

Don't let me play
I'm not here to slay
Demons, I am here for thy prison
But you'll have to beg for a new season
My love didn't need a reason
But my hate longs for treason.