today I walked through the february streets
gazed into the sky staring into the distance
in the distance of his soul and his world
in the distance of all this incredible beauty

today I walked through the february streets
and felt incredible love
she completely filled my heart
I became much happier and brighter

today I walked through the february streets
and recalled the past and future
remembered how the moments and inspirations went
remembered the sand and the sea

today I walked through the february streets
and was finally at peace
after so much suffering and trials
finally I finally found love and freedom

10.02.18

these were wonderful moments
moments when the sun is in summer
these were the moments when
I found the first love in my life

this summer I will remember forever
because that's where my happiness was
This summer will be my main source
of great great inspiration

these were wonderful moments
moments when the sun is in summer
these were the moments when
I found the first love in my life

I met her beautiful red-haired
a girl with blue bright eyes
and we met summer together
and we parted with him

these were wonderful moments
moments when the sun is in summer
these were the moments when
I found the first love in my life

her will always remain in me
in my eyes and in my soul
and when suffering will overwhelms me
I remember her and the fire will come again
that will save me

06.03.18

sorrow
sorrow
sorrow
in my heart
in my heart
in my heart

crying
crying
crying
in my heart
in my heart
in my heart

in my heart
in my heart
in my heart

sorrow
sorrow
sorrow and crying
in my heart
in my heart
in my heart

02.07.18

I came home always happy
every day was my happy
no poetry of any philosophy
no thoughts any darkness of death

I came home always happy
I always had a sun in my heart
no one can believe that I can
be in sorrow
in sadness
and in the dark

so it was before
and this is no longer to return
that bright ray disappeared
disappeared
it can not be returned

so it was before
and this is no longer to return
the sun has disappeared
was lost
now it's night

dark horrifying night
without love in the heart without affection
now my childhood has passed
real life came
the sorrow has come

13.06.18

my eyes crying
my eyes crying
my eyes in sorrow
my eyes in sorrow
everyday
everyday

my eyes are dying
my eyes are dying
my eyes are dying
my eyes are dying
everyday
everyday


05.07.18

I'm on my way
fate cuts
fate blesses

I'm on my way
everyone hates
everyone loves

I'm on my way
and is insignificant
and beautiful

I'm on my way
and the path is wonderful
and the way is terrible

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
I'm on my way

I'm on my way

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in happines

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in sunny day

i just want believe
i just want believe
i just want believe
in blue sky

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in happy life

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in pretty day

i just want believe
i just want believe
i just want believe
but i can't

i want believe
but i can't
i want believe
but i can't
i want believe
but i can't