The touch of your hands, sweet memory, The kiss of your lips, passion undefined, Take me back in time when it was all love Take me back in time when it was me and you against the world Take me back in time when our bed was made of roses Months and years have passed Your thoughts are undying.
One by one they fall The ones I thought Were my friends There they go, Distancing themselves From me, Until they are completely gone From sight But not from mind
Every night I remember The fallen faces Once friends Now death eaters Devouring my Malleable flesh
"You will never lose me" The newest one to the Fallen faces said just the night before She lied, and stole my friend
One less from my already Tiny group Of people who "care" for me
I never know what I do To deserve this from anyone Maybe its my tone My anger The demons that let themselves loose On the page
Or maybe it's the things that count The things they know and see of me The kindness I give to them The love I give for all I care for Or the horrible, despicable, evil Things inside themselves, That I protect them from
My malleable flesh That they currode away The flesh that They know is weak And know they can walk all over Because of my overwhelming kindness
I don't know Why I keep believing When people say they won't leave When they always do
My mother Gives me my kindness My father Gives me the rage I throw On pages and pages But never show
My mother The reason why I'm so malleable My father The reason why I have the dreams Of killing, of yelling
Both My depression
My mind now Reworking all that has just happened In it self It organizes my thoughts Replaying the events Showing what to do next time
Re-Awakening itself To now know Not to trust those who Show no effort Who pretend to know Who eventually, will be the others In my dreams, Of killing In my writing, Where all of my demons let loose.
I want to love all Even thought I know Not all will love me
i ******* quit... I probably have a lot of mistakes... And I would love thoughtful criticism.... I hate spelling
You acted like my man Protecting me when I'm harm You act like my best bud Comforting me when I needed to Then later on I'll be left behind Watching you to walk away Walking towards the girl you love A scenery that really torn my heart into two I'm confused on the way you act On the way you treated me You make me fall And expecting someone to catch But my expectation fails, because no one did I tried to pull you out on my chest Cause you wreck me a lot But I guess this is how my fortune goes Though you hurt me more and more My love just go deeper My friends told me to forget about you Honestly, I tried to But what else can I do? If this feeling was stronger than me Now I'm acting like an idiot Really don't know how can I forget you Just to escape on this rail you've done I'm tired of this *****! I wanted my heart to take a rest Of this Heartache I' going through, because of you.