I saw your eyes
they were no longer focused on me
but fixed at another
I saw your mouth
I no longer owed your smiles
I saw your hands
they were held by someone else
these are the things I fear
for the boy who wasn't even mine to call
afraid he'll see someone else
when he never even saw me at all

My eyes can see
beyond the exterior form
but a story never shared
that never told the norm
my eyes can see what's broken
that no glue can hold
my eyes can speak a thousand words
that were never even told

Always

White walls stand before me
the color of innocence
and insanity
Providing me with nightmares
that were once called memories
the screams are still there
it's all because of me
A perfect situation for someone who's
damaged mentally
patience, I wait for the white light to return
as I lie here on my own
White walls stand before me
I'm perfectly alone

Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. Everything we see is perspective, not the truth.

The beats of sorrow,
the whisper of depression.
Sirens yelling,
hearts breaking.
An orchestra to DIE for,
conducted by fate himself.
Everybody come and see,
Behold, the Symphony of my Life.
Starring.....Me

Another day passes,
another memory fades and
another stab in the heart.
More demons are born and
more scars are torn and my sanity
is once again, torn apart
If there are angels in the sky
well' I don't know why
Another day passes
with my demons and I

I have more issues then
I could possibly count.
And on my worst days,
I'll go from happy to sad
in seconds.
I won't always like myself,
and sometimes I'll even assume
you don't like me either.
I'll push you away and I might
even drive you insane.
But I promise you this,
nobody could ever even think about
loving you as much as I do.

The worst battle is between what you know and what you feel.

Don't shine so others can see you. Shine so, through you, others can see.

If you don't love yourself, you'll always be chasing people who don't love you either
-Mandy Hale

It might take a year
It might take take a day
But what's meant to be
Will always find a way

A serious girl, when she finds someone who calms her spirit and quiets her busy thoughts, will love you so fiercely, it will defy even her own logic and reasoning

The little things You never noticed are the little things I fell for

Evil queens are just the princesses that haven't been saved

it hurts when I have to smile just to keep the tears away
It hurts when "I love you" was just too hard to say
It hurts when you ask if I'm fine, and I answer, "Yeah, I'm doing well"
My mind says to stop caring, but what can I do? I'm a rebel.

I'd always fake a smile for you even though it hurts so much
I'd always do my best to be happy even though I've had enough
I'l try my best to hide the tears, I know I don't have the right
But who could keep a silent heart when it's always you I think of at night...

First it was butterflies, problem is, they found their way to my heart and they kept biting it.

It hurts that you don't notice
It hurts that you don't care
It hurts that you ignore me
Like I wasn't even there
It hurts that we're just friends
But my feelings only grew
It hurts to care so much
It hurts to love you

Miss your laugh. miss your smile
Miss your voice that makes life worthwhile
But now you're gone
my heart is cracked
Now no matter how much I cry
You won't come back

Keep your mask on
don't let them see
watch your scars
don't let them bleed
Keep a smile
don't let them know
your broken heart
don't let it show

Mask the pain felt inside
Conceal the agony, try to hide
Walked a second, felt like a mile
died inside, fake a smile

You woke up one night
covered in sweat
you sat up to see what woke you
You think, "There's nothing to fret"

Oh, but there is, sweety
There's something in your room
A little advice, don't close your eyes
or it will bring your most dreadful doom

You go back to sleep, rested but anxious
feeling safe under the sheets
Oh, what did I just tell you, little girl
I'm sorry, but you're not safe from ME.

Someday you'll cry for me
like I've cried for you
Someday you'll want me
like I wanted you
Someday you'll need me
like I needed you
Someday you'll love me
But I won't love you

He held my hand
and whispered in my ear
" I love you"
" I'll never let you go, my dear "
I can't believe what's happening
I can't believe my luck
He was about to lean forward
and then I woke up

Maybe, in another life
fate will let us be
Maybe, in another life
it'll be just you and me
Maybe, in another life
we'll meet again
I hope in that life
we'll be more than just friends

I'm sorry, my child
but I have to let you go
I'm not ready for you yet
but look how much you've barely grown

Your daddy left me
and your grandparents sent me away
I'm sorry my little one
but I don't have a life to give you anyway

I'm not blaming you for the misfortunes I received
but you aren't meant for me to conceive
Mommy's sorry my little angel
I'm sorry. I can't tell you how
I'm just not ready for this, my love
I can't be a mother now

My silence is just another word for my pain

Love is handing someone a gun and letting it point to your head, believing that they won't pull the trigger.

Look into my eyes and hear what I am saying
For my eyes speak louder than my mouth

Dance
as though no one is watching
Love
as though you've never been hurt
Sing
as though no one can hear
Live
as though heaven is on earth

No more words, no more lies
Let it go before it dies
Hear the words, hear the pain
the last of love ends in vain
Sweet in start, bitter in end
Hearts will break, never bend

Don't worry, someday you'll find a guy that'll ruin your lipstick not your mascara.

I consider myself a crayon, I may not be your favorite crayon, but someday you'll need me to complete your picture

The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain

This wasn't supposed to hurt that much :(

Have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry?

This is for the " I'm fine " girls
The girls whose hearts are actually breaking
The girls who smile and nod
The girls who are madly in love with a boy
The girls who blink back their tears
The girls who secretly cry themselves to sleep
The girls who listen to sad music alone

Hey, stay strong.    :)

Here's to the girls,
Who don't wake up with perfect hair, who don't mind eating a Big Mac instead of a salad. Who don't wear 50 pounds of make up, who'd rather spend days in sweatpants than skinny jeans. Who love the comfort of t-shirts. Who don't get all the guys. Who aren't "popular", but feel like it when they're with their friends. Who stick to sneakers instead of heels. Who aren't afraid of breaking a nail. Who don't always get their way. Who don't get everything they want. Who don't need a guy to tell them they're beautiful. Here's to all the girls who are just like
ME

I hate you & I love you. It's like I want to push you off a cliff & rush down to the bottom to catch you.

Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me. The problem is, that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.

You see that girl? She looks so happy right? Telling jokes, smiling, having a great time and... Dying inside. She's hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn't want to look dramatic, weak and attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside. Acts like everything's perfect, but cries at night. So everybody think she's the happiest person they know. That she has no problems and her life is perfect. If only they knew the truth....

I will never be over you, and from now, every guy I meet will be meticulously compared to you. Unfortunately, none of them will be able to measure up to what you and I never had.

It's painful to know that you meant everything to me and I meant nothing to you.

I've liked the same guy for a long time, knowing that he'll never be mine