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L Marie Apr 2016
I had always thought it was a matter of time
But in reality, it was a matter of heart
And your heart just never beat the same as mine
And I suppose it never will catch up.
L Marie Apr 2016
Your ghost haunts every word,
A vivid memory flashing before me
As I read each line, one by one
And I'm overcome by your spirit;
You still stand there, in the flesh,
Still able to be touched but too far,
As that gleam in your eye dwindles
And all I truly see is a stranger;
Yet in those lines of poetry, you live on--
You live as you've always lived
And continue to live in my memories;
Moments of laughter, moments of doubt,
Moments of flirtatious awkwardness,
And as I'm haunted by the past
Which lives on in my scribbled notepad,
I can't help but wonder if what I felt
Was actually ever alive to start with.
L Marie Apr 2016
I must resist the urge
To erase every word
I ever wrote of you,
For they bring me pain;
I must remind myself now
As I reread those lines
Of hope, of love, of loss
That they tell a story of
What could've been and
What was never meant to be.
I shall hold onto those lines
For they serve as a record
Of what I am better off
Leaving behind as I go on
And what I am searching for
On this new path that I begin.
L Marie Apr 2016
How am I anything more
Than an inflated sack
Packed with meat and bones
For this monster to
Lick his lips and gnaw on?
I am the epitome of
This demon's lavish feast,
The one that whispers to me
Words that roast my mind
And he keeps on adding spice,
Waiting for the chance
To rip a chunk from my heart;
But that would be too easy,
He likes the way my tears taste
And why would he end his pleasure?
The demon plays with his food:
This is how I am devoured
By this ruthless thing I call Depression.

Some days I am so done,
I just whisper, "Bon apétite".
It eats you up and sometimes you just can't feel human anymore.
L Marie Apr 2016
Take a deep breath, sweet child
And soak in the fresh air that
Surrounds you, for you have time--
Though time doesn't mean a thing,
For it will all fall into place,
This life that has been fitted for you
And only you, it'll wait on you,
As you live in your very present
That has become my sweet history.

Slow down and smell the flowers
And remember that I love you.
L Marie Apr 2016
In my mind
It's pouring rain
And my conscience is
This young yet worn out man
Who stands there, idly getting drenched
And as he ponders the irony of this cruel world,
He turns mad and is overcome by a crazy fit of laughter.

This "crazy" man finally came to the biggest question:
What's the meaning of it all?
He realized the answer pretty quick:
Nothing at effing all.
Yet here he is, in his empty vessel
That I call "me"
And all that's left to do in this storm
Is for him to stand there, being pelted by rain,
Letting his head fall back and laughing loud with the thunder.
That's the point I'm at right now.
L Marie Mar 2016
"I feel so ugly today!"
"No, you're just sick. That's all, sweetie."

Her frizzy hair was in a messy bun
And her body was dressed in the finest sweats;
Her forehead was covered in a patch of acne,
Her skin dry and oily all at once;
As she held her bloated belly, she felt fat
And the cramps made her blood shot eyes tear;
To add to the occasion of her monthly gift
She had the flu, nose running
And a cough that could wake up the dead.

He laid beside her, arm around her shoulder,
He had tucked her under several blankets,
Cooked some soup, made her tea
And as he kissed the top of her head,
He whispered, "Tell me whatever it is you need."

Cheeks red hot under her fever pale skin,
She smiled, lost in the haze of her condition,
"I need you to know something."

He looked into her swollen eyes,
"You can tell me anything," he urged.

"This is the ugliest you'll ever see me, I promise."
She made him smile as she added,
"Unless I am mauled by a lion or bear,"
And then she made his smile drop,
"Or if you fall out of love with me one day."

He didn't know what to say, he wanted to protest.
She shook her head:
"Love is blind, you see and that's okay."
She insisted:
"At least love is still love."
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