so far I've realized,
that at the end of the day,
you're the one
who makes me happy.

I hope one day,
you realize that too.

There are moments in life when I don't have any idea what I am doing anymore.
It's like my all of my days are bound to start and end the same way.
And I keep asking myself,
When will my world start spinning the other way around?
When will the changes begin?
I'm sick of having to do my daily routines.
I'm sick of everything that makes my life ordinary.
I'm tired and I just want to feel something new.

you can't just tell me
that you wrote something for me
and then
tell me you have someone new

but who am i
to seek for something
or someone
that isn't even mine

i feel so stupid
for even thinking
that you and i
might stand a chance

but i feel even more stupid
for thinking
that you could change

summer is not enough
to fit all my adventures in

if the tears aren't worth the damage that was already done,
was love even existent?
are the memories still even unforgettable?

I have found myself
Looking right back at you.
I knew, in that moment,
I realized
I love you.

I could have sworn
All of it was nothing.
But then,
You smiled at me,
And everything that I thought
I knew,
It went fading.

I really do not know why,
But you can make me smile.
A smile that I hope
Would last forever.
A smile that I pray
Would bring us together.

Billions of people around the world;
I must be very lucky.
To have met someone like you.
But I guess,
Not lucky enough
For you to love me back.

How many heart breaks
And fall downs;
And bad influences;
And wrong paths;
Do you have to take?
Or do you have to do?
For you to realize,
That you deserve so much more
Than what you are getting.

Isn't it so sad that I try so hard
just so you'd see me;
recognize me;
but in the end,
i'll never be the one;
i'll never be her.

trust me when i say;
i'm in love with you

why am i
being blamed for something
i didn't do?

when is it going to stop
being my fault?

why is it
always me
who takes the fall?

when will i
put myself
back together?

will i still
be able to?