she is fire
undoubtedly strong
fierce
wild
her stare burns
her heart roars
her flames rise high

don't you get sick of it all
all the disapproving gazes
all the awkward conversations
all the sad news on t.v
all the tears shed over ex lovers
all the pain in your stupid mind
i am so sick of it all

trying to mend myself
i have been told i must love myself
before i can love anybody else
i believe it, it's true
it is also very painful
being so alone
i try and take it day by day
sometimes even that's too much
at times i have some hope
at others i have none at all
but i do try

There's more to suicide than what we think it is.
It's not just unanswered questions,
sometimes, it's unasked ones.

We wish upon stars,
and dream the impossible
To give us hope.
For love,
For happiness,
And for ourselves

We long for this beautiful hope to rise our souls from the darkness into the light of day.

At times we are brought down to our knees with nothing left.
Wondering how any human could be brought down such length,
And suddenly, all hope is lost.

We decide not to wish upon the stars
and to never dream any dreams.
We push away all hope we were saving for love, happiness and ourselves.
It seems inevitable.

Yet it is not.
We can find the hope of love, and happiness within ourselves.
When your heart feels lost, don’t run off and find someone to fill that chunk of solitude, find yourself.

I will force every ounce of my energy
into changing my heavy lump of skin and bone
into a flickering shadow,
warmed by the sun's affectionate kiss,
for then I can follow every step you take on this
albeit,
messy journey
so that you are never alone.

kiss me in your backseat
like nothing has ever been like this before
'cause you kiss like a promise
like you have never wanted anything more
than me

and just maybe, i'm crazy about you baby
and i guess it's a mess but i've always loved messy
things

and with your lips on my neck, i feel like the best is yet to come
and with my heart on my sleeve, i hope you can see it beats like a drum

and i'm wrapped around your finger and my gaze might just linger on your face
and i can't help but notice what we've made of this moment in this place

is beautiful
you're beautiful.

in the streetlights, with your brown eyes looking into my heart
hold me tighter, with your bright lights lighting up the dark
you're lighting up

When she asked you to go away
That's when she needed you to stay,
But she's not going to tell you that
Because she know it won't make any change.

When she didn't text you that morning
It's because she spent the whole night crying.
Her pillow was a pond filled with pain
And all she ever called out was your name.

When she didn't kiss you goodnight,
She badly wanted you to ask her if she's alright,
But then you just turned your back and left...
There she was again, alone while she wept.

When she answered "I'm fine" before you even asked,
She thought you'd notice the dark circles around her eyes
But when you flashed your confused gorgeous smile,
She has forgotten that she's already broken inside.

And when you start to realize the real meaning of everything she did,
It's too late now because there's a man she's already with.
He hugged and kissed her and made her laugh,
and do the things you never did.

He noticed the tears in her eyes
Whenever she cried for you during those nights.
He chose to stay after you walked away,
Because he knows she needed him that day.

But don't worry 'cause she's a stupid girl
She'll never know he's in love with her.
And she'll always come running after you
Even though she knows she deserves someone better than you.