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Jonathan Noble Dec 2014
Love untold, so bold, not cold;
Dream desire of my soul.
Arms strong, I belong, nothing wrong;
Passionately crave the whole.

Eyes aflame, no blame, no shame;
Deep longing of my heart.
Nectars flow, not slow, from below;
To be fully fed, not in part.

Veil opening, divine parting, inviting
Desperate hunger to be filled.
Sweet scent, holy mint, lover's tent;
My crying spirit would be thrilled.
Thank You for giving me this intimate, love poem that so passionately expresses my desire for You, my mothering God, sweet Lover of my soul.
Nov 2014 · 622
Not the Ninety-Nine
Jonathan Noble Nov 2014
Would you look for me if I were lost?
Travel the storm-waves, so tempest tossed?
Would you look for me if I wandered away?
Trek through the wasted lands night and day?

Would you leave your home for me to find?
Break into the prison to my tethers unbind?
Would you look in every sewer-swamped ghetto?
Arid fields where no **** crows, God only knows?

Would you look for me if you noticed me gone?
Pack a haversack to search from dawn to dawn?
Would you look for me if I strayed from the fold?
Not the ninety-nine, but the one you long to hold?
Oct 2014 · 750
All These Fragments of Life
Jonathan Noble Oct 2014
All these fragments of life,
My own piece fits no puzzle;
All these fragments of life,
My dreams the angels muzzle.

All these fragments of life,
I am fading now into shadow;
All these fragments of life,
And nothing more is hallow.

All these fragments of life,
No more thought, no opinion;
All these fragments of life,
Only moving toward oblivion.

All these fragments of life,
No more sound, only silence;
All these fragments of life,
No more sight or other sense.

All these fragments of life,
My shard of the cross fell;
All these fragments of life,
Along the nether sea I sail.

All these fragments of life,
Mine, none belong to me;
All these fragments of life,
Mine belonging not to any;
All these fragments of life,
Now I am a faded memory.
Oct 2014 · 521
Hopes and Dreams
Jonathan Noble Oct 2014
Hope deferred makes sick, indeed, the human heart,
Always obscure no matter how hard we pray and play our part.
Sick, worried, bereft of dreams, aimlessly we wander
So long in the wastelands of despair, good we no longer ponder.

Dreams shadowy, nebulous, planted in the nether shallow
By other-worldly hands in the Garden of All Souls Hallow.
How do they take root and grow neath the ground of Mystery?
These hope-filled dreams, ever-growing so elusively?

How do we enter through the Gate of the Burning Unknown
To pull or pluck our hopes and dreams so vaguely sown?
Or should we wait outside the Gate, vagabonds in begging,
For the Gardner to give us such fruit without charging?

For what is our life without hopes and dreams, but vain?
Ah! But what is life without the Gardner himself to sustain?
Oct 2014 · 641
Lamentations 3
Jonathan Noble Oct 2014
I am the man who has seen affliction,
Neath the whip of God’s angry lash;
He bound me, drove me into seclusion,
Into the darkness beneath divine wrath.

He has walled me in, no more to be free ~
Heavy has he made my binding chain ~
So I cry to God from the pit with my plea,
But who am I to lift my voice to complain?

Like a bear in wait, or the lioness in hiding,
God turned me round to tear into my flesh,
Leaving my bones to lie in desolation abiding.
Is there any grace for restoration afresh?

Remember my pain! Consider my wandering!
And the jeering, sneering, wormwood and gall!
My soul will not forget, in shame ever bowing;
Yet hope, too, I have when this truth I recall:

That the steadfast love of the Lord never ends;
His mercies shine with every new dawning.
Even divine wrath the love of God transcends,
So till he redeems will I weep without ceasing.

For I called unto the Lord and, aye, he heard;
He heard from the depths of the pit my dying plea;
God came near to save me with His glorious Word,
Who looked like a shepherd, who said, “Be free.”

“For to free you I came, and free indeed you will be,
And do not fear, my child; I will always be near.”
An abbreviated adaptation from the English Standard Version from the third chapter of the Old Testament Book of Lamentations.
Oct 2014 · 706
But I, I Prayed
Jonathan Noble Oct 2014
But I, I Prayed



Though mouths of deceit and slander opened wide against me,
Returning love with words of hate to cut me so spitefully;
Joined together to make war upon Your child without reason,
Raining down torrents of terror on my goodness; turning treason.

But I, I Prayed.

So they would see me, turn away and whisper and shake their heads,
Never suspecting they’d return home to sleep in such cursed beds.
While no one may see God, God sees all, and the Lord heard my plea,
Merciful to the merciful, God strikes down the unjust in divine decree.

Because I, I Prayed.

Now nothing more to fear,
In arms so strong and dear;
Melody surrounds all around,
And I sleep safely in the sound.
Moderately Inspired by the 108th Psalm, NETS (LXX)
Oct 2014 · 738
So We Pierce His Side Again
Jonathan Noble Oct 2014
We turn away from the wink and handshake with nothing said,
Flee from the decrepit, starving man as if we had no bread,
Pretend we don’t notice the beautiful girl the monster has eyed;
So unsheathe the silver sword; once again, we pierce His side.

Merchant tyrants laugh and brag and swag at suave cocktail deals,
While babies die, bombs explode, whole families look for meals;
Churches with groomed pastors naively sing and never play their part;
So unsheathe the silver sword; once again, we pierce His heart.

Where are my children, my boy and girl; do I hear their silent cries?
Does the sound rise above the nooks, crooks and preachers of lies?
Or have they been deadened already, never the chance to start?
So should their father take the sword to again pierce His heart?
Sep 2014 · 444
My Only Friend Darkness
Jonathan Noble Sep 2014
My only friend is darkness.

All through the day I call on You, the Everlasting;
I stretch my hands to heaven, weeping and fasting.
Imprisoned in the darkness in the deepest abyss,
No friendly soul, no sound to relieve my loneliness.

What have I done, my God, to incite your anger?
Whom have I hurt to place my soul in such danger?
Yet You have cast me down into the lowest grave;
Will You not now hear me, my very life to save?

Why do You cast me off and reject me, my Lord?
In terror You unsheathe Your double-edged sword.
Your wrath sweeps over me like the terrible flood
As I plead the mercy of Your beloved Son’s blood.

But my only friend is darkness.
Note:  Inspired by the 88th Psalm
Aug 2014 · 301
Afraid
Jonathan Noble Aug 2014
Afraid to love,
And love to hate;
We reach above,
And fall to fate.

Afraid to embrace,
We embrace the fear;
No hope to trace
For those so near.

Afraid to dream,
And dream so dark;
Not but the scream
Of truth so stark.

Afraid to walk,
We cower so still,
And never talk
In our hell so shrill.

Afraid to learn,
And learn to fear;
So do we burn
Our soul so dear.

And never we see
This should not be.
Inspired late night by my beloved
Jun 2014 · 482
River of Life
Jonathan Noble Jun 2014
One River of Life, twisting and turning and every flowing,
And never changing, despite the winds of change blowing;
Quickly here, slowly there, brackish some and also clear,
Translucent and wholesome yet sinister and most austere.
  
Some fight upstream in hopeless effort to reach the source,
Only to tire and weary, to be swept along the River’s course;
While other swim and play and leap, hopping and popping
In the ever flowing current with ne’er an idea of stopping.
  
Not all swim; they are just carried along, ever quite content,
But all reach the same end no matter how the trip was spent;
For there each is engulfed in the Ocean deeper than deeps,
Vast and endless and peaceful, where the sun never sleeps.
Apr 2014 · 313
And What is the Point?
Jonathan Noble Apr 2014
Does the speaker speak for no one to listen?
Does the writer write for no one to read?
Does the teacher teach for no one to learn?
The judge pass sentence for no one to heed?

And does the world turn only to burn?

Does the actress act for no one to watch?
Does the jester jest for no one to laugh?
Does the fisherman fish for nothing to catch?
The advocate plead on no one's behalf?

And does the sun give light only to blight?

Does the infant let cry for no one to care?
Does the poor man beg for no one to give?
Does the sick ask a greater burden to bear?
Or the healthy one hope no longer to live?

And does the night despise the moon to rise?

Is it the dull man who is curious?
Or the happy man who's furious?
A life of purpose tempest-tossed?
The purpose of life forever lost?

And does God hear the sigh, the baneful cry?

Do tears mingle with the rain of serenity?
Does this story close at the end of a pen?
Do wise words fall from the lips of insanity?
Does farewell mean we never meet again?

Then what is the point... indeed, what???
Apr 2014 · 661
Seasons
Jonathan Noble Apr 2014
**** and crow
In effervescent snow
As Old Man Winter his north wind blows,

Gives way to the fair Maiden of Spring,
With no more lingering
As flowers sing

In warming sun,
Ever-growing life begun,
And Summer his own course doth run;

Leaves on trees
Then fall in the breeze,
As Autumn reaches rich life to seize

To give to Old Man Winter for chilling blow,
Quick death from below
As ***** yet crow;

But Spring, she waits thru snow to burn,
And the flowers return;
So seasons churn.
Mar 2014 · 485
Do You Weep As I Weep?
Jonathan Noble Mar 2014
Do You weep in the rain as I weep and groan my groans in the thunder?
Do You sigh a mournful sigh in the chilling breeze, aching as my heart aches?
Do I sense Your wrath in the lightening that rips the sky asunder,
As You feel the pain that pains so deeply in this my soul that breaks?

Like a sachet of myrrh between Your *******, my home is in Your heart;
I am still; I am quiet, without murmur as in You I have nothing to fear.
Mar 2014 · 1.1k
The Cross of Love
Jonathan Noble Mar 2014
If we two were only the cross-plank, I and my soul-mate,
Upon the ground we would but lie in the muck and mire;
But fixed to You, upright beam, are we held in lofty state
Above shadows and bereavement and every squalid desire.

Yet so deeply is Your love driven into the soil of this earth
As two in one, we are ever rooted in all the world around,
So here we remain to love and live out the life of new birth,
Yet Your beam points above us, too; we are heaven bound.

We are secure in forever right balance, I and my soul-mate,
Centered upon You in holy marriage blessed from above;
For so did You for each of us create this most sacred estate,
This most mystical communion, which is the cross of love.
Feb 2014 · 795
Ebony Wings Enfold
Jonathan Noble Feb 2014
Ebony wings enfold my soul in necrological mercy,
As earth her transient grasp is forced to release
This prisoner to greater worlds in complete transparency,
Where there is no façade, no masks to wear for peace
To ensure, where truth cannot be told for fear of the many
Enslaved to comforting illusions of grandeur they increase
By ascending upon the backs of the oppressed in company
With the devils who rule this world that will never cease
In its wars of greed, self-serving, and unrelenting larceny.
Comes now my angel of emerald eyes; behold her dark fleece!
Jan 2014 · 562
Sweet Angel of Death
Jonathan Noble Jan 2014
Sweet Angel of Death, overshadow me tonight,
                                                        ­           no fright;

You come as welcome guest to ply your trade,
                                                       as I have bade,

In mercy to wield your sickle to give me flight
                                                          ­    from blight

Of hallow life to worlds unknown to be remade;
                                                      let­ hope pervade.
Jan 2014 · 1.1k
And Who Is To Blame?
Jonathan Noble Jan 2014
You gave us this world with opportunity and every ability to build paradise,
Yet we blame You for all tragedy , evil, pain, and unnecessary suffering;
You are the culprit, we charge, and dare imagine you with heart as cold as ice,
With never a glance in the mirror to reflect upon our failures with any misgiving.

So we shake our fist, trample Your words of wisdom and the help You offer,
Content to live as our own gods in the self-made illusion of human grandeur,
While our world careens toward disaster, as in foolish rebellion we take cover;
Your tears falling in the rain for Your children and creation in immortal danger.

How is it the fool says in his heart, “Surely, there is no God, no higher power,”
When with lost divine likeness and shattered image, truer it is there is no human?
More like empty shells with vacant eyes, we walk this earth enslaved by the hour,
Ever too proud to turn to You in the light of Your Love, redemption to summon.
Jan 2014 · 505
Insomnia
Jonathan Noble Jan 2014
Does Sleep she now, fair Nature's friend,
At last upon this mortal man descend
With sweet diluted death to still the mind
So troubled, while angels downward bend
To shield him from horrors now left behind?

Lo, comes the daemon of darkest night,
Fair Nature's fiend and Sleep to fright
From the man of dust and poisoned blood,
And all the celestial host to put to flight,
Lest he the eyes of Peace in rest behold
Nov 2013 · 410
Looking
Jonathan Noble Nov 2013
Looking for another answer
Looking for another gateway
Looking for another reason
To wake up and greet the day

Looking for another dance
Looking for another sky to fly
Looking for another chance
To love‘n never say good-bye

Looking for a song to sing
Looking for a trick to try
Looking for a prayer to pray
To take away the tears I cry

Looking
And I’m blinded by the light
Looking
You’re all but out of sight
Looking
And it may as well be night
Nov 2013 · 636
Falling Out of Illusion
Jonathan Noble Nov 2013
Ah! Have I been deceived? Yes, but by my own weakness falling prey to another, the Enchanter, the god of grand vision and illusory promises.

But this other god now frightens me;
This other god is old and cold,
But not the Ancient of Days,
No! Now I know!
Love and mercy are not his ways.
The other god is stiff and barren,
And he makes me cringe,
Pushing me off to the outer fringe.
Ah! But that god is not You,
No! Now I know!
Which is why my faith can begin again.
Protected by Your right strong arm,
Kept safe from all harm,
I can rest myself against Your breast,
And say, ‘I love You,’
And hear the beat of Your heart,
And the whisper, ‘I love you, too.’
Amen.
Jonathan Noble Nov 2013
Do we really ever slow the soul enough to make
                                               any difference?
Stress-filled moments rushing-on the river of life,
And we are drowning, choking on insignificance
As we grab for more, feet kick hard, sink us low
                                               in mire of strife.

Our latest moment grieved, the new already gone,
And we recoil from the future we must surely meet
                                               in the present
As cruel apprehension rolls dark over face of the
                                               sun
To summon defeat of another life in relentless
                                               Time's engagement.

Born outside the doors of fair Eden, uncreated,
Tick of the Clock but marks the absence of eternity ~
Hole blown in the heart of God ~ time was never
                                               intended,
And now we die so soon as we are born of spirit-
                                               enfleshed infirmity.
Jonathan Noble Nov 2013
You moved me to dream, hope and dance;
Plumb the depths divine, my soul entrance.
You coaxed me with love and gentle hand,
On through the desert with promises grand.

I believed enough to sing from highest hill,
Though Your voice became so suddenly still.
Tomorrow yet called with dreams to dream,
As You kept on weaving Your sordid scheme.

Spirit, O Spirit of guile so sweetly enchanting,
You have led me into a wasteland so haunting!
Calling so wildly free to stir in me desire to see
What was all along divinely comical chicanery.

So now here I bow down low to an idol of lies
As mock oaths follow where your laughter flies;
One more man bound in the fool's seclusion,
Which is the promised land of divine illusion.
Oct 2013 · 793
there is beauty...
Jonathan Noble Oct 2013
Old man with kindly eyes
Little boy climbing tree, laughing
Dogs barking, cows grazing, birds singing

Teenage girl serenely staring out the bay-window, thoughtfully, through cool gentle rain into the woods shrouded in mystery
Woman riding down the freeway on the back of her motorbike, hair blowing freely in the wind, radiant face soaking bright sunshine
Trees dancing in Autumn breeze
  
Children playing hop-scotch in the park
Grandmother tending the flower garden
Flowers opening in Spring of Life

Farmer looking over newly plowed field in the waning hours of evening
Family holding hands round the dinner table, heads bowed in prayer
Dolphins leaping through waves of Summer

Sister pitching baseball to her younger brother
Daddy riding little girl, squealing, on his shoulders
Snow falls in Winter crystal art painting earth and sky, and all the stars of heaven sing

Ah! There is beauty in the myriad faces of God smiling ten thousand times throughout the universe
Not all is twisted pain and suffering, not all bleak and somber  –  there is beauty
If only we have open heart and eyes to see and time for love and the breath-prayer of thank you
Oct 2013 · 509
Only You ... So Let It Be
Jonathan Noble Oct 2013
I don't really want any special rings
                       Or even enchanting tones in my soul as your nightingale sings.
No gilded robes with golden folds;
Not an ounce of freely offered money
                       Or sweet, soothing honey.
Nor do I really want any gift however sweetly intended to uplift,
And I don't want to tie you down
                       Or in the raging waters of my weakest needs have you drown.
Only you, if you would but come some day, not far away, to freely stay.
My soul mate, companion strong, to whom I belong;
                        To love and lead ~ I will follow ~
                        Love overflowing to fill a heart so hollow.
You. Yes, you and only you, to be reborn in your heart in life anew.
So let it be.
So let it be.
Jonathan Noble Oct 2013
From this mount will the fire roll
To take its toll on my forlorn soul.

Here I have trod to meet the living God,
Standing on burning desert sod, out from behind any church façade.

To meet the untamed Creatrix in all her wild variation for inspiration,
Apart from any ecclesial illusion or theological delusion.

To feel the heat of unbridled love from the God above,
As fierce as the lion, gentle as the dove,
While I lay me down naked at the foot of the mount
                           To be lavished with all and more my soul could want.

No pseudo-god imprisoned here, but only truth,
                                                            No confessional booth;
No.
No bells and whistles or doctrinal thistles...

On the God of Thunder, her Majesty of Wonder!
Oct 2013 · 633
I Am
Jonathan Noble Oct 2013
I am the pusher, the user, the drunkard laid upon the floor;
I am the *****, the *******, the refuse knockin' at your door;
I am the working man, poor man, the child starving in the night;
I am the sick, the diseased, the dying from an unknown plight...

I am the albatross around your neck,
The nightmare that will never go away;
I am the life of promise become a wreck,
The horror of creation, ever here to stay.

I am the ******, heartless killer, the thief in the dark;
I am the demon, the beast, stamped with the mark;
I am the singer, the binger, the beloved movie star;
I am the doctor, lawyer, the friendless man at the bar;

I am your brightest dream that faded away,
All of your hopes and prayers for a better day;
I am the inescapable truth of life in this world,
The vilest evil, what makes the blood run cold.

And what will you do with me, saddled as you are ~
Such a troublesome burden, and creation's scar?
Will you throw me away and simply let me be,
When you realize that I am you and you are me?
Another poem that has circulated along various venues, but one that still resonates very deeply with me ... perhaps because for me it remains a brutally honest reality check, and consequently affects (positively) how I relate to others.
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
You jumped in front of the train;
Took a bullet in the brain.
You broke your back,
And left your love in a haversack

You laid your body on the pyre;
Consumed by raging fire.
You took the blame,
And saved me from the flame.

You sheltered me from the storm;
Kept me dry and warm.
You said farewell,
As you hammered in the final nail.

In your eyes the dancing light,
In your breathe the soul takes flight.
In your tears the song sung sweet,
In your heart the heavens beat.

You laid your body on the pyre;
Consumed by raging fire.
You said farewell,
As you hammered in the final nail.

… … … the dancing light and light
… … … and this soul takes flight
… … … songs and songs so sweet
In your heart the very heavens beat.
Yet another poem that has made its rounds a few times, but this is one my son, Michael, helped me compose and remains (as with others I've shared) one of my favorites.
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
Tears of heaven fall,
Because I cried and held back nothing at all.

Her heart is saddened,
Because all of her blessings have failed to gladden.

She whispers in the wind,
‘Are you disappointed, love, with all I send?’

But I yearn for more,
Such a selfish, childish, arrogant boar!

And does she weep,
As I fall into my dark and restless sleep?

Her voice in my dream
Yet rolls through my heart as a life-giving stream.

‘I love you no less,
Though foul you are and my blessings transgress;
Still will I hold you and in my ***** caress.’
Sep 2013 · 964
Birth of Soul Mates
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
Like sun and sky reflected in the rhythm of the ever-flowing river,  
They embraced long before they touched,
Sweetly kissed in the soul before lips ever met.  
From eternity they were lovers,
Before stars sprinkled light across the canopy of darkness;
Wrapped one another in arms of affection,
Before oceans wrapped themselves round cold and formless earth.

They laughed and cried like wind and rain in the hallowed dreams of heaven
Before ever they wailed at birth;
Played like moonlight dancing along mountain lake,
Before ever they learned to walk.
Both belong to the other –
Giving and receiving everything and nothing.  

And one could not live without the other,
Any more than tree can grow without soil.  
They are two lovers; they are one soul.
One.
As is the case with "And the Autumn Moon is Waning," so too this piece has undergone minor revisions through the years, this being the latest, and still one of my personal favorites ... also reflecting my own idyllic dream of what might yet come to pass in my own life.
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
So blind! So blind!
We rush toward our own destruction
Laughing…

Underneath a waning Autumn moon I look up into the clear night sky,
Contemplating how the heavens never seem to change with the burning winds of history.

The howling gods of war may let a million pints of blood upon the ground
Bury a thousand hapless souls at sea, yet the stars still shine --
Warm, bright spots against the cold, enveloping darkness --
So impersonal, so eternal.

The pendulum of Fate swings in our world from triumph to tragedy.
This is our lot. We are born, we die; we laugh, we cry; we believe, we doubt...
We love, we hate; we fight, we surrender -- the tidal flow, never ceasing.

Like the moon, we are here in the fullness of mysterious beauty, then seen no more.
Another glimmering orb rises above the night horizon to take our place.
And how else should it be? We were never meant forever,
Yet life lives on like so many lights in the dark vault of heaven.

We have been given so little time.
Our life is like one lunar cycle,
The backdrop an infinite universe with no beginning, no end.
Yet for a space we cast a pale beam upon our world,
Quietly illumine what would otherwise be hidden beneath a cloak pitch black
Whisper secrets otherwise buried in graves of blindness.

For awhile we tell our story to other children of the night as we circle round the earth;
We will not always speak, just as the moon not always shines,
For our life is but thievery, just as the moon steals her light from the sun.

Like so many stars in the cold, night sky we await the day under a canopy of darkness.
In a world tossed about like chaff in the wind --
Always changing yet remaining so much the same --
We come, we go spend our moments in earnest for a never-dying fire,
An eternal dawning, a never-ending beginning.

But now it is night, and it is cold … and the Autumn moon is waning.
Originally written years ago and published in a small paper, this piece has gone through some minor revisions and re-publications, the above being my latest. On another note, this also happens to be one of my own personal favorites.
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
Into the mausoleum of soul, so empty and dry,
The living dead in state, with no soul to cry,
You dance in with the brush of an angel’s wing,
Flood my crypt with light and song of life sing.

Does this man stir to the sound of vibrant tune?
Stretch to break out of death’s hallow cocoon?
Piercing cat’s eye looking deeply in my heart,
She bids me stand, a new life journey to start.

And has She changed this grave to sanctuary
By Her breath of life and dancing so freely?
Has God so beautiful blown open the door
To liberate my soul in the heavens to soar?

But why such boon for me in this life anew?
With kiss and caress, She whispers, ‘I love you.’
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
My God, my God, my mothering God!
I cry to you from along this trackless waste,
Where humanity buried itself so long ago –
Scorched earth in place of garden sweet –
No water here to cool the parchĕd lips,
No sanctuary for the troubled, lonely soul.

My God, my God, my mothering God!
What did we do to make this barren land,
Where souls are turned to shadowy shades,
Eyes are empty and hearts grown cold?
We long for your mercy, better than life,
Gentle rain of grace, light in the darkness.

My God, my God, my mothering God!
I search this desert haunt, one broken man,
Where my brother is stripped of all dignity,
My sister is sold into slavery for pleasure;
Men **** your world for vanishing profit,
And crush your children for fleeting gain.

My God, my God, my mothering God!
Here in the wasteland we make our home
With tears and curses and all our fears –
We lost the war we began in ages past –
Now here we subsist, hostīle squatters,
Breath the air of the world we poisoned.

My God, my God, my mothering God!
This scorchĕd breeze carries the wailing,
Cries of the millions of the sick and poor,
Widows and orphans and lonely souls –
We blinded ourselves; we are deaf now –
Agony and angst, anxiety and final death.

My God, my God, my mothering God!
Is there some sanctuary in this desert land?
To lay down this self-borne cross, to rest –
Water to refresh, to cool the burning brow –
Some sweet promise of the garden again,
An oasis of hope amid our suffering shame?
Sep 2013 · 655
So Put My Tears in a Bottle
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
(Inspired by the 56th Psalm of David)

They laugh and they chase ~
Hot on the heel ~
And I'm tired and weary;
In pity I kneel.

My blood has been spilled;
The battle is lost,
And the fighting is fierce,
My soul tempest-tossed.

So put my tears in your bottle
And write me a song;
Count every tossing and turning
And right every wrong.

          My God, whom I trust;
          My God, whom I praise;
          I shall not be afraid.

Do you hear when I call?
I know that you do;
Then stand me right strong,
Or else I shall fall.

I am a poor boy, forlorn,
And gripped in fear;
Screaming in the night,
Hoping you hear.

So put my tears in your bottle
And write me a song;
Count every tossing and turning
And right every wrong

          My God, whom I trust;
          My God, whom I praise;
          I shall not be afraid.
Sep 2013 · 910
Leaving Church
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
Did I make a mistake
When I made the break
To join the gypsy band
Trekking across sun-scorched land?

Maybe it's safer in church,
Like the bird on its perch,
But then my soul had to go
To find the real God I long to know.

The doctrines are cold,
And the preachers bold,
But they're not God's boss,
And I didn't nail Jesus to the cross.

So I'll take my chances,
Sing to haunted dances,
Out in the dark unknown,
Where my very God will be shown.
Sep 2013 · 410
Voice of Our World
Jonathan Noble Sep 2013
Screams of hate
That never abate
In battles we fight
With all our might
Because we are right
And love out of sight.

With collected reason
Quite out of season
And our world turning
Society still burning
No one is learning
Souls keep churning.

Never an appeal
To the sacred seal
And ever hell bent
Far too spent
To now repent
Of selfish torment.
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
Cast down, rejected, born one lonely,
Surrounded by crowds bathed in love
Never touching sordid soul so unholy,
Encoffined in dark, no light from above.

This prison is mine, and I despair alone,
And comes no mercy on wings of wind,
Nor calls my beloved in passion's tone
To loose my bonds and heart remend.

Will weeping sound and love be given
To the life-gone man who lies in state;
Affection enfold the cursed of heaven,
And on cold lips offered kiss too late?
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
I had to leave that stone cold heart so blind,
But I still see her face in the eye of my mind,
Walking down a lonely road on a starlit night
With dust on my shoes ... and love  ~
                                              Love out of sight

It's a cheap trick, boy, more than a soul pin-*****;
Dicey to play the game; it always ends the same.

But here I walk on this lonely road so blind,
With dust on my shoes; her face in my mind
But I had to leave that heart as dark as night
With nothing but an image ... and love  ~
                                                    Love out of sight

It's a cheap trick, boy, more than a soul pin-*****;
Dicey to play the game; it always ends the same
Walking down this lonely road on a starlit night
With dust on your shoes  ...  and love  ~
                                                  Love out of sight

It's a cheap trick, boy, more than a soul pin-*****;
Dicey to play the game; it always ends the same.

                                           It always ends the same.
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
Breathe air waste,
Nowhere make haste;
Heaven-ignored,
Devil bored,
Necktie the cord;
Difference made none,
No life begun;
Release the hook,
Close the book;
Heart broken,
Cheap token;
God in silence
In spiritual violence
........
Made no matter, made no matter
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
There's something there, beyond the horizon ~
Splash of eternity, perhaps, in brilliant light
Ever elusive, tempting, yet always inviting
Curious mind and hungry soul behold the sight.

There's something there, beyond the horizon ~
Picture so complete and filled with beauty
Challenging, happily inspiring and satisfying
Restless souls weary from life's long journey.

There's something there, beyond the horizon ~
Selene light of heaven in sweet magic to calm
Storm-churned waves of earthbound life,
While Eirene to heart applies her healing balm.
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
Sacrifice made to ride the wings of your Wind,
Only one chapter closed to begin once again.
And do I look back now to what is left behind?
How my heart breaks as we fly toward the Sun.

But not 'good-bye' said, only 'fare-thee-well,'
For those I love will I see again one bright day.
For now do I ask you to what shore we sail?
While tears sting my eyes, do I want to stay?

No, nothing grows unless something first dies,
And no season is forever, nor ever the same.
So comfort me, mothering God; wipe my eyes;
Cover me in mercy, and my courage enflame.
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
Nothing to give, I offered my nothing for the something you gave to be given.
Forged in the fiery furnace of creation, creating creativity to create and enliven;
Not to be horded and hidden, guarded in greed, ensconced in my darkened soul,
But as gifted gift, to be gifted, like the lighted flame not concealed under bowl.    

But I’m walking this street,
And hearing the beat
Of the heart of every one I meet.  

And I’m seeing the hands,
Of the wandering bands
Of empty souls with no demands.  

Gift offered, none to receive,
Love given, none believe
And so tired and weary, I grieve.  

Sun-baked land, dry with no rain and for rain I begged to quench my thirst.
Stirred from the heavenlies, then sweet water of Life you sent and submersed,
But not my burning only to quench, but quench the burning of others so dry,
As you rained to be rain, you flow to flow through me, healing balm to apply.  

But I’m walking this street,
And I’m hearing the beat
Of the hearts of every one I meet.  

And I’m seeing the hands,
Of the wandering bands
Of empty souls with no demands.  

Gift offered, none to receive,
Love given, none believe
And so tired and weary, I grieve.  

Everything you have given me, then, I give back to you, all for nothing more.
Consumed in the fiery furnace of oblivion, to walk through death’s dark door,
Crushed and crucified on this blood-soaked cross I lifted up and chose to carry,
And yet does your voice drift in on the wind, “What I give you I do not bury.”  

But I’m walking this street,
And I’m hearing the beat
Of the hearts of every one I meet.  

And I’m seeing the hands,
Of the wandering bands
Of empty souls with no demands.  

Gift offered, none to receive,
Love given, none believe
And so tired and weary, I grieve.  

And will you hear me and relieve?
Your mercy now give to receive,
And your love new life to weave?

... as I darkly walk this street
... hearing the forlorn beat
... of every empty heart I meet.
Aug 2013 · 887
Dance the Nebulous Dance
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
All of my life she has provided,
Elah Selene, Creatrix unrivaled;
Throughout my days protected,
Her hand so often undetected.

She has rained down her love
From celestial realms above;
Suckled me at numinous breast,
Lulling my soul to peaceful rest.

Freely giving unmerited grace,
And so liberally to one so base,
For Elah Selene, sing and dance
In this jubilant, nebulous trance!
Previously published on my blog, ElahSelene, at http://elahselene.wordpress.com/2013/06/20/dance-in-the-nebulous-trance/
Aug 2013 · 536
Thank You Dear Child
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
Looking through a hole in the cloud I saw your smiling face,
It made me so happy, with every line such beauty to trace;
You looked playfully down from the sky and joyfully danced,
And I wildly jumped like a child in some fantasy entranced.

You said this pretty day was for play with nothing else to say,
So I ran toward your rainbow with pleasure paving the way;
You said I had to leave all sadness behind so I could have fun,
Then you took me by the hand and led me straight into the sun.

Away so far in that big, bright star you led me to a special place,
And who would’ve thought you had a kingdom in outer space?
We sang and skipped, danced and twirled round the fire trees,
And watched in awe the lava honey collected by blazing bees.

I never knew till that day there were such amazing places to go,
When I lifted my eyes into the sky instead of looking so low…
To see your radiant face shining through that hole in the cloud,
To discover there are places where joy and happiness abound.

Thank you dear child.
An amendment to a poem recently written, but only amended so I could share it with others more generally.
Jonathan Noble Aug 2013
Shattered pieces of life lying ugly on the ground
Dying shards scattered unforgiving in the wind
Dust settles slowly covering without a sound
Snaking sinews crawling round every bend.
Can potter make art from what remains,
Picking the parts piercing his hand,
Specks fashion into beauty once more
Eternal testimonial place together of sand,
Breath beauty in bleak burial to my life restore?
Jul 2013 · 600
I Would Lift You Up
Jonathan Noble Jul 2013
Especially dedicated to a very special young woman ~ strong, beautiful, intelligent and talented ~ who holds a very special place in my heart... Praying she finds it an encouraging blessing written in love and bathed in prayer

I would lift you up from the pits of hell,
Wake you up from your imprisoning spell;
I would fly you high into the heavens above
For no other reason than my own pure love.

I would chase away the shades of despair,
Gladly free your soul from the Liar’s snare;
I would give you peace with open hands,
And guard you safely from enemy bands.

I would open your eyes to see your worth,
From the womb of God, new life to birth;
Then to heavenly port would sail you away,
To finally live in the joy of unending day.

Yes, if I could, I would; would lift you up…
Jul 2013 · 788
The Warrior's Nightmare
Jonathan Noble Jul 2013
Dedicated to all of the women and men who have been driven into such unnecessary, senseless, ****** conflicts:

Please, Lord, take this sword of mine,
And turn it into a ploughshare fine.
Let me cut through the earth for food,
Instead of soaking soil with blood.

Is there peace now; oh, can I rest?
Come back home; I’ve done my best.
Is there hope beneath silent stars?
Or just more nights in crowded bars?

They don’t know the pain I hide,
Nightmare killings trapped inside!
And here I kneel, Lord, to confess,
But cannot escape what I possess!

I fought the war and put ‘em down;
Blown through every enemy town.
And still they scream inside my head;
These haunting souls around my bed.

They don’t know the pain I hide,
Nightmare killings trapped inside!
And here I kneel, Lord, to confess,
But cannot escape what I possess!

No, I cannot escape what I possess…

To those who live such nightmares, and I am privileged to personally know some of you, may God finally grant you some peace and rest … and may the same God finally grant wisdom and discernment to the leaders of this country, steering them away from waging war, toward pursuing peace.
Previously published on my blog, noblethemes, at http://elahselene.wordpress.com/2013/06/20/dance-in-the-nebulous-trance/

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