...and it should never be THAT exciting.  It should be calm.  It should never make your heart beat so fast that it feels like you are gonna explode.  

You should feel calm.

I have everything I've always wanted
But the feeling doesn't go away.
My eyes, my heart, my head are exhausted
I'm not used to feeling okay.

And those moments, when I feel like crying,
When I close my eyes and feel alone,
They haunt me down, and I'm shivering,
Scared that those problems will always be my own.

Life has never been perfect to me
And I don't believe in miracle.
How crazy would it be to be free
Of feeling afraid, lost, horrible ... ?

Detect emotional obsession.
I confess
I'm obsessed with
Conversational progression.
Agressive, kinda reckless.
Something restless.
Only restless from these
Restless nights...
Depression?
Congregated thoughts don't
Cause emotional recession.
And rejection
Is the only way my pride can be
Deflected.
Forgive me, I am feckless.


My mother gave me life, and yes
I see that she regrets it!

Saying goodbye was only the beginning
of a whole new world of hellos.

Good Morning, baby
Is what you
said in my ear
it was nice and sweet
like jellybeans
under the sheets

the taste of your lips
take me on a trip
feeling your body
against my hip
ooh, i feel so alive
im so high
head up to the sky

baby, can we do it again?
do it one last time
you touched my face
we passed second base
I’m in outer space
again and again
we go
Then
When I turned
To look
You in your eyes
and say...

I love you


By: ZainaMusic

Because of you,*
my favorite shades of blue are now ugly.
Everything that you ever told me is now
some form of anxiety I don't want to hear
sometimes I wish you'd just disappear..