I am so sorry my friend
I have felt it wasn't good
I feel so sad
Like I'm so bad
It's just a mistake
Forgive me, turn me back
If you smile then I will be glad
I'm sorry for being a disappointment.

I am sorry, really so sorry
I didn't think you wouldn't like it
I erased it, so don't worry
I feel like I'm creepy, take out bulkshit
Promise, I'll never let you be angry.

You didn't forgive me, you still think
You feel like you're not talking to me
Poetry is not going to work
Maybe you guessed I was dark
     I'm just upset, it's not very good
     You know I'm not pretty enough but shy
     I am still hidden, that is probably why.

    I cannot forget about it; you were rude
  Anyway probably I'll think about it later
I cannot forgive myself, sorry forever
Have a look at your smile; it's not ****.

i'm scared & i don't
know if it's because you
are so bright & real,
so unlike the toys i'm
used to holding in my
palms.

you are a shining sea
in the midst of the
charcoal thunder growling
over my head, confusing
my direction.

you are a silver dagger
embedded deep in my heart,
something i thought i had lost
a long time ago, deep in the
sugar white sand.

when i wake up, i see you
& when i sleep, i dream of
you, always lingering on
the edge of my tongue, so
sweet, so sharp, so strange.

when i look into your eyes of
ember, i see the entire universe
laid out neatly like a map, ready
to jump in, scared to let go.

and then I asked you,
"What's your biggest fear?"

you gave me a quivering sigh,
looked at me straight in the eyes
and said,

"It's that eventually, you will see me
the way I see myself."

someday in the night
the moon will a little bit more radiant
stars will appear many more
and you will forget that you are alone

I’ve learned so much since you’ve arrived
And it’s all about being calm
and listening to my heart

Remember
When we were kids
And a planetarium
Was a most wonderful place
Everyone simply obsessed
With outer space.
It was strange
And new
And beautiful
It was full of wonder
As was everything
A galaxy of stars
And empty space
We were flying through it all
To a new planet
For us to discover
Floating towards the future
It was like a dream
But as we grow up
We realize
Falling stars are chunks of ice and rock
Not wishes
And stars and the sun
Are ***** of flaming gas
The wonder fades
And you realize
Outer space
Would truly be a lonely place
Alone out there
But I guess it would still better
Than here
And you yearn
For that wonder to come back
But even if it would
Someone would take it away
They always do.
Growing up is sudden
And shocking
And changes you
Forever
And you wish you could go back
To planetariums
And outer space
But you can't.
We are all stars
***** of fire
That will eventually die out.
But some of us are falling
And hoping someone will catch us.