Love just came in without a word. 
Without a warning. Without a sign.  
But love left just as fast as saying the word "goodbye." 
 
Love can easily come back. 
Love can make you whole again. 
 
Love can leave.  
Love can stay. 
 
But once its gone, you could never stay the same. 
 
Loneliness comes in. Without a word. 
Without a warning. Without a sign. 
 
Loneliness lingered around.  
Loneliness stayed and continued. 
Loneliness reminded me of how much I needed love.  
 
Then again love cones rushing back.  
Love comes back and decided to stay. 
 
Love could kiss me hello and kiss me goodbye. 
Love could give me a smile and can bring me to tears. 
Love can make me laugh and can make me angry. 
   
All at the same time. 
 
It does not  matter how much loneliness wanted to stay.  
Love will always win.

i have dreams. i have a lot of dreams. i have things i want to achieve and goals i've worked my whole life towards. and i've done a pretty okay job of achieving a lot of things i put my mind to and my heart in. but when i'm standing up there on stage i look out into a crowd of strangers. i search for familiarity but i'm met with faces that i don't recognize, hands that come together to clap for me but hearts that are cold. there is no joy when there is no joy shared. there is no success if there is no success shared. i search the crowds and peer down from the mountain but you are not there. i traveled years to reach here but lost my companions on the way. they say it is lonely on the top, they forget to tell you that it is lonelier on the way down. there is no going back.

When goodnight
No longer means goodbye
And I can sleep
Inside your arms

When the world
No longer tries to keep us apart
And we are
Safe from harm

When our tears
No longer fall like the rain
And the sun smiles
Down from her dome

When we live
No longer separately in life
That is when
I will be home

The more it hurts
The more I smile
because the smile has the power
To make it useless.

What do I have to do
For you
To feel like
I’m good enough?

Why
Do I have to
Prove
To you
My worth?

Who are you to judge?
Why am I still striving for your approval?

When I know
The truth is
I will never be good enough
In your eyes

But in mine
I am good enough

…

Just
The kind of good enough
That can be better

The kind of good enough
That isn’t
As good as other people

The kind of good enough
That isn’t

Good enough

You never stop thinking
That´s why the pain never goes away