Bei Aguilar

Bei Aguilar Feb 2019

Hope

It was you
Who picked me up

It was you
Who gave me hope

You never let me
Feel unsafe

You never let me
Hunger
Of love and care.

You’re about to go
And I am feeling so low.
My head hurts,
My tears won’t slow.

I hope everything will be okay
As the two of you
Find your way
Together.

#hope you, okay, together, love, slow, hurts, way

Bei Aguilar Feb 2019

Dying

“When was the last time you felt rejected?”
This is her way of opening me.
Pointing out the things
That broke me.
That breaks me.

I answered as tears carefully falls down
On my cheeks
As if feeling every pain
I intake.

“It was when I heard him say,
“It isn’t the same anymore.””

#dying #rejection #rejected #felt #time #breaks #brokeopening #things #tears #cheeks

Bei Aguilar Jan 2019

Never

This may be a happy moment,
But I will not give up
When this one ends, Love.

#happy #moment #i #will #not #give #up #ends #love

Bei Aguilar Jan 2019

01-28-2019

It can be tough
Sometimes,
But I know
You are my
Always.

#2019 #you #sometimes #always #tough #but

Bei Aguilar Dec 2018

Untitled

Grateful for this year
And it is because of you.
Merry Christmas, Love!

#grateful #christmas #you

Bei Aguilar Nov 2018

Society

I believe that there is no such thing as fragile heart.
I realized that it is always on the mind.
On our minds.

Our brains process all the things we see and hear.
We tend to overthink
And collect insecurities
From the people we look up to.

It is not my heart that is fragile,
It is my mind.

random thoughts

#fragile #heart #mind #brain #people #believe #see #hear #process #overthink

Bei Aguilar Nov 2018

Hurts

It hurts so much.

How could your words
Be so cruel,
Yet I still wait for it?

How can I love you
This much
When you can unlove me
Just like that?

#hurts #unlove #love #cruel #words #how #wait